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[Anonymous No.19683266]

I'm drinking again

[Anonymous No.19683271]

Hi drinking again, I'm anon

[Anonymous No.19683280]

>>19683271
I'm about to run one out to Bettany Hughes

[Anonymous No.19683282]

>>19683266
hey me too, we're alcoholic buddies

[Anonymous No.19683285]

>>19683266

me too. but I've got good drugs on the way. Sobriety isn't viable for me at this point but alcoholism is even worse. But for a few days I'll knock some back like a retard.

[Anonymous No.19683297]

>>19683282
>>19683285
Just don't do it every day and eat well and itll be fine

[Anonymous No.19683306]

I drink alone.
With nobody else.

[Anonymous No.19683309]

>>19683282
>>19683285
>>19683297
What do you guys do when you're do when you're drinking. I like vidya and anime

[Anonymous No.19683315]

>>19683282
Keep posting stuff like that and we'll be fap buddies too

[Anonymous No.19683318]

>>19683306
Me too because I don't know how to stop with other people since we go out and do things and then I made j ass go lemtself

[Anonymous No.19683322]

>>19683266
Based again drinker

[Anonymous No.19683325]

>>19683297
I can't do it every day (not enough money) and I don't want to be fine, I want to be dead

>>19683309
sometimes I play a simple video game, but I usually just watch whatever garbage I want to

>>19683315

[Anonymous No.19683326]

>>19683266
hopefully to death this time.

[Anonymous No.19683332]

>>19683309

honestly on any other drug or when sober I can't stand it but when drunk I can watch dumb normie youtube stuff for hours. Its embarassing to me. I can be buried on opiates or something and would feel the need to still at least watch some educational lecture or go outside and do something but being drunk i'll sit in my room watching dumb shit giggling like a child. Everyones different I guess. Many people find alcohol motivating.

[Anonymous No.19683333]

make sure to take your vitamins, lads. trust me on this one

[Anonymous No.19683334]

>>19683306
And I am drinking again
Woke up tonight
And no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you

[Anonymous No.19683338]

>>19683325
>I can't do it every day (not enough money) and I don't want to be fine, I want to be dead
You gotta pick up the pace or switch poisons then

[Anonymous No.19683339]

>>19683333
quads of truth, stay healthy anons

unless you want to die, like me

[Anonymous No.19683342]

>>19683333
I always do vitamin and probiotic along with milk and water on heavy days.

[Anonymous No.19683344]

Thread theme.
George understood us.
https://youtu.be/-6i5O1r2hsA?feature=shared

[Anonymous No.19683346]

>>19683338
I don't drink enough alcohol to die, unfortunately

I tried to pop enough pills to die once, failed miserably

[Anonymous No.19683347]

>>19683325
> I want to be dead

holy shit im >>19683285 >>19683332 this guy either start driving country roads when you drink or start doing opiates or something. You won't die anytime soon from on and off hard drinking you will just feel awful.

[Anonymous No.19683348]

>>19683346
Dying from drugs is really painful. Either jump off a bridge, shoot yourself, or get a cop to do it, or see a counselor

[Anonymous No.19683353]

>>19683306
It’s a myth that most people drink with others. Majority of humanity is just trying to dull the pain of existence until the sweet release comes.

[Anonymous No.19683354]

>>19683347
True. The liver recovers quite fast, all it takes it week or two for optimal repairs. And liver failure is a bad way to go. Don't know if off roading accident is any better but at least if you black out you won't be e conscious while doing it

[Anonymous No.19683355]

>>19683347
>start doing opiates
2 bottles and half a liter of liquor didn't do it, gotta try something else

>>19683348
I don't care if it's painful anymore, as long as I die at the end

>>19683353
there's some ridiculous statistic like 10% of people consume 80% of alcohol or whatever, most people are either very light or social drinkers

[Anonymous No.19683358]

>>19683348

>Dying from drugs is really painful

its not

[Anonymous No.19683361]

>>19683355
>I don't care if it's painful anymore, as long as I die at the end
You won't be thinking that as it's happening. I've considered it too and gotten really close, the pain made me change my mind. Really you don't have any bridges near you, or brick wall to drive into.

[Anonymous No.19683368]

>>19683358
Depends on the drug, but we don't have experience in that. I just go off people I've seen do it and what I've read.

[Anonymous No.19683370]

>>19683361
no car, no bridges

perhaps a tall building? I've considered it for ages, but there's no guarantee I can even get to the roof

>You won't be thinking that as it's happening.
who gives a shit? I won't be alive to relive the experience of intense pain, hopefully anyways

[Anonymous No.19683375]

>>19683355
dude
>>19683361
hes right I like this thread and dont want it to die so fast because of the suicidal ideation going on. If you aren't needing to drink or do drugs everyday then stop doing them because they are only making you feel worse when they wear off and you are probably a little too young and healthy to identify that mental aspect of it.

[Anonymous No.19683377]

>>19683306
Yeeeeeeaaaaaahhhh, you know when I drink alone
I prefer to be by myseeeelf

Now every morning just before breakfast
I don't want no coffee or tea
Just me and my good Buddy-weiser
That's all I ever need

[Anonymous No.19683378]

>>19683370
So why aren't you drinking more then, vodka is $10 a handle. I think you just some bitch either cause you can't work for $10 or you don't want to actually die. In fact, all of y'all be bitches. Every nigger in this thread is a bitch and fuck you all. Especially Mr dumb bitch >>19683358 haha I only reply wth two words because I am so smart and my weed is absolute sinc I'm gods get to humanity and I know everything. I hate dumb bitches like him as I hate dumb bitches like you fuj yiu

[Anonymous No.19683379]

I wish i could drink and do drugs. But ive seen the girl of my deepest dreams, she literally feels like heaven. Shes kind, smart and thoughtful, shes like goddess to me.
I need to diet, workout a little, maybe she will say yes. I even gave up smoking and eating sweets, which was my favorite thing to do.
Love requires lots of sacrifices, bros. I hope the universe will be my side this time.

[Anonymous No.19683380]

im drinking caracha and cherry coke, smoked a lot of green shit as well, happy thursday everybody

[Anonymous No.19683383]

>>19683378
You're fucking drunk.

[Anonymous No.19683384]

>>19683378
I'm not american you fucking drunk RETARD

if I still lived in america you bet your ass I would be getting wasted every night until my liver said "okay I'm done good luck" and fucking failed

>>19683375
alright shit sorry, nowadays I only drink when I feel like the garbage that I truly am

[Anonymous No.19683390]

>>19683383
No shit idiot why you think I made the thread

[Anonymous No.19683399]

>>19683384
>I'm going to assume I know who you are and what you do because I'm so fucking smart
Called it

[Anonymous No.19683401]

>>19683309
I like to listen to my records with a nature doc on with the tv muted. Or just watch a movie that either has a good soundtrack or is emotionally stimulating

[Anonymous No.19683407]

>>19683399
I read your post wrong my bad we're cool

[Anonymous No.19683412]

>>19683384

>alright shit sorry, nowadays I only drink when I feel like the garbage that I truly am

its okay that wasn't meant to sound mean, its just a thing that is really important but harder to identify when you are younger, but alcohol has one of the quickest negative consequences (outside of short acting shit like coke) with heavy use, making you more anxious, anhedonic, and generally unhealthy. I don't really know what to tell you in terms of a healthy answer because I haven't been sober for a long time, but thats because my body is all fucked up. I got through my early twenties depression with just weed and the occasional crossfading, weed really does help cut down the side effects of alcohol, but obviously makes whatever you are dealing with more intense, but you just gotta face it. I don't mean to be rude or guess your situation but as you get older your emotional dismay will kinda level out to a degree. wow what a novel ive had a few.

[Anonymous No.19683422]

>>19683384
As others have said there are better ways to die. And arguably cheaper too. But the point is that your misery right now is temporary. As >19683412 says, whatever is going on - you have to face it. This slow burning suicidal drinking thing is just going to make you feel really poorly some day in the future. It certainly doesn't make you feel 'good' as you remember feeling before things got hard. It doesn't have to be like this. If it's an income issue and you're depressed by that, just take the NEET pill and take any and all government assistance you can get. Force your way to the front of the line and beg. Get money somehow and make sure you can at least pay rent or afford food. If it's also emotional/personal problems, you still have to face them but without running away from the pain it will cause you.

I stopped drinking after going on a similarly terrible alcohol-fueled suicide spiral. It's ugly. It's not worth it. You can get out of it. There is a better life on the other side. You just need to stick it through. Stop drinking, now.

[Anonymous No.19683439]

>>19683412
>>19683422
Y'all relax now but don't drink daily and you'll be alright

[Anonymous No.19683451]

>>19683439
I'm drinking every hour. Goodbye.

[Anonymous No.19683454]

>>19683412
>>19683422
I've already given up on life, drinking is a symptom not a problem

thanks for your words of advice regardless

[Anonymous No.19683462]

>>19683439

that other guy is truly enlightened im just staying as relaxed as I can untill I get my morphine back in a few. But u rite daily drinking is utterly grim.

[Anonymous No.19683468]

I've been diagnosed with cirrhosis but the doctors said I'll be alright

[Anonymous No.19683477]

>>19683462
>But u rite daily drinking is utterly grim.
You can get away with a lot of drinking but daily, no. I know so many alcoholics but the only ones dead drank daily.

[Anonymous No.19683478]

>>19683454
I tried to kill myself by drinking but I just couldnt do it for some reason.
I even had benzos for hangovers, it was perfect for me to drink daily and kill myself, I just cant do it.
Alchohol makes me feel good when Im sad and I think thats a problem. It gives me hope for life, so I need to choose a different drug, and it has be a instant death. Drugs make me feel good about life and make me optimistic which I hate.
I guess its not my time now.

[Anonymous No.19683480]

>>19683468
Do you have any symptoms? Any pains? Or its just compensated?

[Anonymous No.19683490]

>>19683478
god I wish I could get benzos, I've heard that benzos + alcohol = one way ticket to the grave

[Anonymous No.19683492]

>>19683480
no I had no idea I've never had symptoms but at my last ER visit they did a ton of tests, put me under, did an endoscopy and colonoscopy and extensive blood work and ultrasound. that's what they said.

[Anonymous No.19683499]

>>19683490
I've been drinking and popping ativans. it's not as bad as you think. feels nice actually

[Anonymous No.19683505]

My family yells and screams at each other so much that I tell my overwatch teammates it's distracting but they don't believe me. It doesn't help that often times I think I hear it, only to go check and there's nothing. I guess I'm just so used to it I think it's always happening. But then again I'm not used to it because it bugs me so much.

[Anonymous No.19683510]

>>19683492
What'd you see the er for

[Anonymous No.19683518]

>>19683510
thought I was throwing up blood, turns out it was just cranberry juice lol. but they had to check

[Anonymous No.19683521]

>>19683490

Junky guy here. Most experience with quitting junk obviously but have had a few alcohol quits, only had one benzo withdrawal and seen a few others go through it... I would rather wake up every day in opiate withdrawal than be stuck in serious benzo withdrawal. If faced with it through my own incompetence it is honestly one of the few things that would make me commit suicide. Alc wd is brutal but short, benzos from what ive seen is a long month to year long mental drawing and quartering. They are so not worth it it isn't funny.

[Anonymous No.19683524]

>>19683490
No, you need something else in the mix. Opiates would do for a cheeky heath ledger but even that's not guaranteed. You will most likely just black out and do weird shit