Eating Disorder General

[Anonymous No.11954125]

Do any of you have eating disorders? If so, what kind? How do you deal with it and what kind of foods do you eat as a result of it? How much? For me, it’s coffee. I drink about 8 cups a day.

[Anonymous No.11954134]

I don't have an eating disorder, I just want to post this coffee pepe

[Anonymous No.11954146]

>>11954125
>no talkie till i've had my 4th cup of coffee!

[Anonymous No.11954153]

>>11954134
That’s alright too, friend.

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[Anonymous No.11954202]

Emotional binging.

I also drink tons of coffee every morning, it's one mug but it's a large one and comes out to about 4 1/2 cups or something. Sometimes I get headaches when I don't have coffee in the morning.

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[Anonymous No.11955014]

thank you for dumping your coffee pepes.

[Anonymous No.11955020]

I hate this board

[Anonymous No.11955022]

>>11954125
I have terrible self control and am pretty fat right now. Trying to learn to eat healthy but it's a hard habit to make stick.

[Anonymous No.11955036]

>>11954125
8 cups is not that much coffee,m8

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[Anonymous No.11956345]

I eat a lot of trash food at nights. I just reach 100kg weigh this week. Will I ever turning back?

[Anonymous No.11956376]

>mods delete pica general but leave this bullshit up

[Anonymous No.11956449]

>>11956345
yes drink More cofey and eat less Fat shit

[Anonymous No.11956591]

>>11954125
I don't anymore, but as a kid I ate apple sauce with every meal: pasta, curry ,hotpot, meat and potatoes, even fucking soup. I wouldn't eat if there wasn't apple sauce.

[Anonymous No.11956614]

My almost daily meal is:
Breakfast
>1 mug of black coffee with splenda and some ground cinnamon
>1 cup of oatmeal with 1 banana, 2 tbsp of peanut butter
(No lunch)
Dinner
>2 pieces of bread
>2 fried eggs
>fried beans
>1 mug of black coffee with splenda again
I don't feel like I'm undereating at all and my doctor asked me if I was anorexic. I mean I exercise daily maybe the lack of vegetables? Idk she left me some folic acid pills.

[Anonymous No.11956628]

obese, losing weight but at a rate where im still eating more than a normal person.
It's like im addicted to calories, i would happily sit there and eat a can of condensed milk.
started when i was really little where i had bad anxiety and self medicated with lots of biscuits and bread.

[Anonymous No.11956669]

>>11954125
im recovering from severe anorexia. i use that term lightly because i still relapse right back into it once a month. when im trying to recover i binge eat like a wild animal and it feels like i can never truly get full. when im relapsing i try to stay satiated off of coffee (not a meme despite how this thread is going) soda and cigarettes. i struggle to buy clothes that arent for women but still fit me. i stunted my growth cuz of this. its hell!

[Anonymous No.11956681]

>>11955036
Yes it is.
Even if it's only a small 6-8 oz each he's doing a minimum of 50 oz of coffee a day, and probably exceeded reasonable caffeine intake on cup 4 or 5.
High stress + Long term coffee overuse + lack of support (he's on 4chan, he's probably a sexless loner and hasn't had real physical human contact for decades). Adrenal fatigue. Probably irrecoverable. It would be more efficient to discard and replace than to repair him.

[Anonymous No.11956693]

I don't think I have an eating disorder but I work work hard to lose weight. So, perhaps I have a little unsusual relationship to food. Vomiting once or twice a week doesn't put me in the bulimic category either. So honestly, I'm fine.

[Anonymous No.11956885]

>>11956693
m8 you sound like you have an eating disorder and are in denial. i still recommend you get that checked up.

[Anonymous No.11956896]

>>11954125
I'm a vegetarian who works an office job with a bunch of geriatric old fat people in the midwest, so our cafeteria never has any options for me and I end up calorie deficient midweek. As a result, I smoke weed and binge eat/work out on the weekends.

[Anonymous No.11956910]

>>11956896
you ever hear of a fucking lunchbox you moron?

[Anonymous No.11956922]

>>11954125
Weak digestive system here. I drink 4 cups in the morning to ensure stress doesn't make me constipated, and then 3 more in the evening as a safeguard for if I wouldn't be able to go next morning

[Anonymous No.11956938]

I binge eat twice or 3 times a week. Most of the time I immediately vomit what I binge ate, sometimes I don’t.

I go to the gym and have a good body, nobody would ever suspect I have this problem.

I don’t know exactly what causes it., but it’s damaging my wallet and perhaps my digestive system

Help me cu/ck/

[Anonymous No.11956951]

Bulimia. Had to stop vomiting but have now turned to laxative and caffeine abuse.

[Anonymous No.11956982]

This thread holyshit

[Anonymous No.11956989]

>>11954125
I eat just before going to bed. A sandwich or some snacks

[Anonymous No.11956992]

>>11956989
I like to fill a cup with decaf right before swimming off to dreamland.

*sssluuurrrrrp*

mad respect fellow bedtime snacker.

[Anonymous No.11958017]

for almost a month now I've been putting about two shots' worth of whiskey in my coffee every morning, and I have a hip flask full of it that I take to work
I'm usually slightly buzzed by the time lunch comes around, but nobody's caught me yet
I think I might have a problem

[Anonymous No.11958043]

>>11956669
please be in detroit

[Anonymous No.11958154]

>>11958017
Careful dude, you might not realize it but you probably smell like alcohol. If anyone gets close they are gonna catch you.

t. former alkie.

[Anonymous No.11958760]

>>11956992
decaf isn't actually 100% decaf.

[Anonymous No.11958779]

>>11958760
and that's why it's based

[Anonymous No.11958816]

Used to have one. "Eating disorder without further specification" they called it, roughly translated. Extremely micromanaged caloric intake/macros (/fit/ would be proud of my discipline, so to speak). Also extremely low intake very often. Was at 65kg/187cm.
Got a GF, gained weight like crazy.
Dumped the GF, lost a lot of that weight.
Now have a healthy relationship with food, I'd like to think.

[Anonymous No.11958837]

>>11955022
Same. I know how to eat healthily but I always overeat. Also I really need to stop drinking so much liquor all the time; I don't even know if I enjoy it anymore.

[Anonymous No.11958849]

>>11956614
you should eat more vegetables, like some leafy greens for iron and other shit

[Anonymous No.11958859]

I'm 27 and the doctor told me I had osteoporosis the other day. Feels bad.

[Anonymous No.11958878]

>>11958859
Damn, nig. Any explanation? Are you at least a woman so that it "kinda" makes sense?

[Anonymous No.11958892]

>>11954125
yea im bulimic when i can get away with it.

[Anonymous No.11958910]

>>11958892
Do you get a rush off of it?

[Anonymous No.11958940]

I eat once or twice a day, within a 4 hour window in the evenings. I need a bit more than 3k calories to maintain my weight, but I eat anywhere from 1500 to 4500 calories a day. I drink about a dozen cups of coffee and smoke a bit more than a pack of cigarettes every day. 6' 140lbs with more muscle than you're imagining.

[Anonymous No.11958943]

>>11958910
he probably gets some vomit out of it

[Anonymous No.11959063]

>>11956910
the new generations are doomed.
It's a miracle he's even on /ck/, he might actually learn something here.

[Anonymous No.11959067]

>>11958017
cool birb

[Anonymous No.11960259]

>>11958154
I have a coworker in the same room who always reeks of cigarettes, that's probably why nobody's noticed yet

[Anonymous No.11960441]

Binge eater. But at this point I don't even know what healthy portions look like, so is it even binging any more? Trying to get ahold of it, but the only thing that seems to work is starving myself instead because I cannot control myself around food at all. History of beetus and heart disease in my family. I'm definitely dying young lol.

[Anonymous No.11960443]

i'm prone to stress eating and eating when i'm not even hungry

[Anonymous No.11960469]

>>11960441
Either get a food scale so you eat normal portions or take up alternate day fasting. You can eat two days worth of food in one day then fast and it'll be a 'normal' amount

[Anonymous No.11960488]

>>11960443
I think that's the main cause of obesity in the West. I know I do the same thing.

[Anonymous No.11960489]

>>11960469
I have a food scale and I do use it. I just end up eating 4 or 5 weighed out portions. Did every other day fasting for a few months and it did work. But boyfriend and I did a cheat day and that ended that. Gained all the weight back and more.

[Anonymous No.11960495]

>>11960489
How do you weigh out portions but not know what a healthy portion is? Most recipes literally say 'feeds x people'. If it says 'feeds 4' and you eat all of it, you ate 4 healthy portions

[Anonymous No.11960511]

I was on advair when I was a child and it made me fat as fuck.
Once I got some ball hair I was able to stop taking the meds and got super fucking skinny.
I did sports for 3 years in middle school/high school and still never gained much of the weight back.
Even when exercising 2+ hours a day and eating high calorie + protein foods. So eventually I gave up
>fuckkk youuu mommmmmm

[Anonymous No.11960521]

>>11960511
Carbs is great for gaining weight, especially lean mass with exercise

[Anonymous No.11960523]

>>11954202
I also have a bad caffeine addiction. Those headaches last for days. I've resorted to caffeine pills, they get the job done.

[Anonymous No.11960528]

>>11954125
I used to binge eat quite a bit. Something that really help me is getting in the habit of drinking bitter things like black coffee/tea.

[Anonymous No.11960532]

>>11960443
Stop eating out of boredom. Find something else to occupy yourself instead of food

[Anonymous No.11960990]

I'm bad at eating.
I can't explain it well, but i don't feel hunger as much as i probably should be. I get hungry, feeling that emptiness in my stomach, but i don't feel like eating because i feel "full" at my neck area. Literally the same feeling of eating a lot somehow shows up in my neck, giving me the weird state of both being hungry and not hungry.
I can force through it so I'm not in the red with my weight, but its still a bit of a problem.
Occasionally the hunger just disappears, and even when I'm in a normal state, one bite or drink makes me feel like i ate "enough".

[Anonymous No.11960999]

>>11960990
You must have a cute tummy if you eat so little. Or are you skeletor?

[Anonymous No.11961030]

>>11960999
Not really skeletor, but my ribcage shows slightly. Notably thin but not in the worrying levels

[Anonymous No.11961044]

>tfw al/ck threads are banned for degeneracy

[Anonymous No.11961045]

>>11956614
that's not very many calories my friend
>oatmeal ~150
>banana ~105
>PB ~190
>bread ~200
>eggs ~180
>beans ~?
that's only 825 calories plus however much beans you eat. Average adult female needs 1800-2000 to maintain weight and male needs 2000-2500

[Anonymous No.11961068]

>>11960990
>i feel "full" at my neck area
Ever talked to the doctor about it? It's like your food stayed too long in the esophagus or something for some reason.

[Anonymous No.11961084]

>>11954125
i have a weird eating problem, the more i eat the more weight i lose. At one point i was eating 10,000 cal day and weight 138 lbs (5'10 male) and i was mostly deep fried, cheese and carbs. i said i need to start eatin healthy and cut down to 3000 cal of healthier things like grilled chicken breast and veggies but i instantly ballooned up to 220 lbs and felt like shit so started eating like shit again and lost 20lbs in a few weeks

Now if you'll excuse me im off to make some middle of the night nachos
8oz cheddar (no less but upto 11oz if you wanna throw some jalapeño cheese inthere )
3tbsp butter
3tbsp flour
1/2 tsp salt
1 cup milk
low heat make rue from butter/flour then mid heat add milk stir until thickens then stir in salt then add cheese and stir until cheese nacho sauce.

[Anonymous No.11961088]

>>11956938
are those patterdales from a jack momma?

[Anonymous No.11961196]

>>11954125
I usually cut to very small pieces any kind of food, and I also use a small fork.
if eating soup, I drink the broth first and then I proceed to cut whatever was in it
I try to take as much time as possibile to finish a meal

[Anonymous No.11961204]

>>11954125
8-10 cups a coffee a day
0,5 to 1 litre cola light a day

Still won't say I have an eating disorder. Got often liquid shit though (shitting ATM).

[Anonymous No.11961322]

>>11958043
new york, gay male, taken, do any of these 3 repulse you

[Anonymous No.11961387]

>>11958017
I always thought no one noticed too. I was wrong.

[Anonymous No.11961470]

>>11961322
Not him but new york does disgust me desu

[Anonymous No.11961523]

>>11954125
I am a recovered AN-P. I tried to make a goal to not binge, purge or fast anymore. I removed all my triggers and committed to recovery.

It's been a year since I've purged or indulged in ED behaviour. I figured that I'm now in my mid-twenties and should probably try to be "healthy", whatever that may be.

Coffee is an appetite suppressant. Decreasing the amount of caffeine you consume will allow you to regulate your hunger better.

Starting your day with breakfast helps too.
Seriously, go to therapy anon. Your ED ages you unnecessarily and causes relationship strain.

[Anonymous No.11961545]

>>11961044
come to 420chan

[Anonymous No.11961609]

>>11954125
I’ll starve myself for days just to ultimately do something extraterrestrially fat like eat 2 boxes of cosmic brownies on top of a bucket of wings and a family size bag of white cheddar popcorn with a half gallon of milk. Might go eat a gallon of ice cream even though it isn’t even 9 am, I wish I were dead

[Anonymous No.11961631]

I enjoy the feeling of being hungry. I'll eat 500 calories or less a day for two weeks and then binge on something like a burger or indian buffet. Most days I only eat one meal. A lot of times when I'm hungry and actually want to eat I still don't because I can't think of any food that doesn't disgust me at that moment, just the thought of eating is a turnoff.
No matter how much coffee or energy drinks I have it makes no impact. Other day I had /sips/ while studying and fell soundly asleep an hour later. In college I would drink entire pots of coffee and still be sleepy, and if it was in the evening I would just fall asleep afterwards and sleep soundly all night. I don't think caffeine is even real. Sugar gets me high like nothing else though. Eat one candybar and I'm doing jumping jacks for fun.

[Anonymous No.11961661]

>>11954125
It's more of a habit but I eat peanut butter pretty much every day. It's my go-to for low blood sugars but I'll grab a spoonful or two between dinner or bedtime as well.

[Anonymous No.11961834]

I accidentally got in the habit of testing myself to see how little I could eat as a teenager. As a result I fucked my head into some minor anorexia. I actually started going on this board about a year back when I got diagnosed. Im 6'0 and went from being 132 pounds to 165, and I cant describe how much better I feel. Thanks you co/ck/s

[Anonymous No.11961883]

>>11954125
I was bulimic in high school but only during wrestling season. When I didnt need to cut weight anymore I went right back to the bulk cycle for the other 3 sports

[Anonymous No.11961897]

intermittent bulimic here
throat’s okay

[Anonymous No.11961921]

>tfw you can see my ribs but i still have bitch tits

[Anonymous No.11962017]

>>11954216
>>11954226
these really should be gifs

[Anonymous No.11962181]

>>11962017
Make em

[Anonymous No.11962313]

>>11961084
Jughead?

[Anonymous No.11962318]

how do i get an appetite
i love cooking and food but i never feel like eating

[Anonymous No.11962902]

>>11961204
Ah, there are other factors that make me have an eating disorder. I just meant that for me, coffee is the perfect 'meal' to fuel my eating disorder.

[Anonymous No.11962921]

>>11961609
That's very dangerous anon, I hope you're trying to get help. I'm guilty of doing the same and almost died as a result of it.
>>11961523
I'm glad you're doing better, anon. Thanks for the advice.
>>11961631
How long has this been going on for?

[Anonymous No.11962930]

>>11954125
>Do any of you have eating disorders? If so, what kind?
My sister turned vegan last year and lost about 25 pounds... she weighs just over 80 pounds now. Not sure if it's malnutrition or shitty eating but she worries the family with her self destructive diet.

[Anonymous No.11962939]

>>11962930
A lot of anorexics use veganism as a way to help hide their eating disorder.

[Anonymous No.11962958]

>>11962939
This is what she says to us when we ask her to 'please eat more'. she thinks it's healthy, when she can't even run 5 miles anymore, and she used to be a top tier D3 cx runner.

[Anonymous No.11963092]

Uncontrollable binge eating when anything sweet is in front of me. Offer me a cookie? I'll eat the whole tray. I've purged my house of all offending food that triggers this and a lower carb diet has cut down on my random sugar cravings for the most part, but how do I muster the willpower to resist when offered sweets?

[Anonymous No.11963101]

>>11954125
I only eat Philly cheese steaks.

[Anonymous No.11963153]

I lived with pretty bad anorexia for a couple years. Would eat maybe 150 cals a day for months on end. recovered and doing pretty well now but i sitll feel myself slipping back into old habits every now and again. lately i've been disgusting by all types of food. only forcing down one small meal a day. feels bad.

[Anonymous No.11963156]

>>11954125
That's not an eating disorder. What you have is a drug addiction, to caffeine. You are physically and mentally dependent on a chemical. Save the "eating disorder" sympathy bullshit for tumblr and go see a doctor about your drug addiction, loser fuck.

[Anonymous No.11963184]

>>11963153
same here anon

[Anonymous No.11963193]

>>11960990
Gastroparesis maybe?