Al/ck/ thread

[Anonymous No.10531552]

old thread >>10525901

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[Anonymous No.10531569]

im angry and they dont sell beer till 9 or 11

[Anonymous No.10531574]

Rate my cabinent

[Anonymous No.10531582]

>>10531574
how does an alcoholic even have a cabinet of undrunken booze?

[Anonymous No.10531589]

>>10531582

He's not an alcoholic

[Anonymous No.10531591]

>>10531582
because you buy alcohol to drink it?

[Anonymous No.10531599]

>barbecue some chicken tonight
>have a grill beer
>turns into a 6 pack and a couple hefty pours of scotch
why am I like this

[Anonymous No.10531602]

>>10531599

Moderation is impossible for alcoholics mate. Keep only as much alcohol around as you're willing to drink in one sitting.

[Anonymous No.10531603]

>>10531582
it's wise to keep a stock, liquor stores close sometimes

>>10531602
You're either an idiot, or underage. Kill yourself.

[Anonymous No.10531619]

>>10531582
oh i just stocked up recently

[Anonymous No.10531626]

>>10531603

wow what a retard

[Anonymous No.10531633]

I spend $40 a day on alcohol and have a full time job.
>for now
Any other al/ck/ desk jockeys?

[Anonymous No.10531661]

>>10531603
Edgy teen detected

[Anonymous No.10531706]

>>10531633
yep
40 hrs a week. There are dudes worse than me who hold it together fine. If the bottle makes you lose your job, you really really have hit rock bottom.

[Anonymous No.10531714]

>>10531603
Lol faggot. If i got booze i drink it. That stash would have me binge for 3 days till gone. Im no alko gatekeeper. The only thing that stops me after starting is running out.

[Anonymous No.10531715]

>>10531706

I honestly think that if I didn't have such a flexible job I'd have lost it already. I'm not even that bad, but I just enjoy every now and then getting blackout, including on weekdays, and then rolling into work in the afternoon. Nobody gives a shit about grad students as long as they get their work done though, so it works.

If I had a normal 9-5 where being late would get me fired idk if I'd manage it.

[Anonymous No.10531717]

>>10531706
Lost 7 jobs to grog. Still haven't hit rock bottom.

[Anonymous No.10531740]

>>10531715
>Nobody gives a shit about grad students as long as they get their work done
I know this feeling too well.

[Anonymous No.10531746]

>get back in touch with gf from way back, like school days
>have long, heartwarming conversation
>she's married

Ah fuck

[Anonymous No.10531750]

>>10531746
F

[Anonymous No.10531753]

>>10531746
Don't be that guy anon.

[Anonymous No.10531759]

>>10531753
Yeah I'm staying clear, it was just funny what a kick in the nuts that was. Never learn

[Anonymous No.10531767]

>>10531740
>>10531715
>Nobody gives a shit
more and more, i dont care for morality or responsibility
not even being edgy; i just don't get anything out of life anymore, so why put anything in

[Anonymous No.10531774]

>>10531759
Yeah na....

[Anonymous No.10531785]

why do normies think drinking alone is an alien thing? my parents worry me when I say drinking alone my co-workers shit faced me when i said i drink alone. what the fuck.

[Anonymous No.10531788]

>>10531759
all remotely desirable women get married at like 22 here

[Anonymous No.10531790]

>>10531574
Seems like you like rum but mostly signalling and misplaced pride

You can probably find better brandy or cognac for a fraction of the cost, hennessy is owned under the same company as Louis Vuitton and gouges the fuck out of prices by being some hypebeast liquor

3 rums is excessive and captain morgan is more of a fratboy's hidden shame liquor than a same-tone addition to the expensewanking lineup you have

The scotch looks solid, but the bottles are the most full whereas the sugarliquors are half-empty, so they seem, again, like a piece mostly for bragging, but for masculinity signalling and not wealth signalling

[Anonymous No.10531792]

>>10531790
iawtp but will be much less eloquent about it. it's a photo by someone trying to act hard

[Anonymous No.10531795]

>>10531785
normies think doing anything alone is weird

[Anonymous No.10531804]

maybe you should stop drinking

[Anonymous No.10531813]

>>10531574
If you want to extend that collection in a positive way, you should add Jamaican rum

described as "funky" or "pungent" meaning complex flavor, like the scotch of rum

good starter: presumably Appleton Estate

[Anonymous No.10531825]

>>10531804
Don't tell me how to live my life.

[Anonymous No.10531827]

>>10531603
alchies never have a "stock".

[Anonymous No.10531830]

>>10531785
>coworkers

[Anonymous No.10531839]

>>10531785

Because if you drink too much in public you get shit for it from others which encourages you not to drink that much in public next time, otherwise people will eventually stop hanging out with you.

When you drink alone you can get ridiculously shitfaced as often as you want and nobody is there to judge you.

It's not that it's "weird" in and of itself, it's that it quickly leads to problem drinking. That's why it's taboo.

[Anonymous No.10531840]

>>10531785
drinking alone is pretty much the prelude to alcoholism

[Anonymous No.10531842]

>>10531552
Cringe

[Anonymous No.10531871]

>>10531790
Nah man i never had rum so these are just starters. Rum isnt as complex as cognac or scotch so i wont be buying them again. Captain morgan tastes like cough syrup so i have trouble killing it. I cant just toss a perfectly good liquor away so im just taking my time with em.

I just got my scotch yesterday so they are untouched but i will kill it before this week ends.

You got recommendations for cognac? Its my favorite and you are right. Hennesy XO is retardly expensive(150 where i live) and i feel like a good goy whenever i pick it up.

[Anonymous No.10531880]

White wine only crew

[Anonymous No.10531888]

>>10531880
nice work if you can afford it. nightmare disposing of all that glass though.

[Anonymous No.10531895]

>>10531888
>his liquor store doesn’t have glass reclying machine.

I get free booze every few thousand bottles

[Anonymous No.10531899]

>>10531871
not that guy but paying more than about $30 for any alcohol is retarded. I dont care if the stuff tastes like butterscotch and teenage pussy

[Anonymous No.10531903]

>>10531804
This.

[Anonymous No.10531908]

>>10531871
I made an ask thread on cognac/brandy once and got a few good responses after being called a fag, but I guess I didn't properly record recommendations into my Big Liquor Document (probably because I'm fucking poor and didn't intend to buy them) except that Christian Brothers' Sacred Bond is an actually good yet affordable brandy (100 proof, "bottled in bond," hence the "bond" in the name) whereas Christian Brothers' VS is foul haunted rotgut hangover fuel

The only other tip I retained is that good brandy generally starts at $40 (according to that guy, according to that guy's local prices) because fruit is more expensive than grain, so The Play Of Choice would be to either crack open a bottle around $20-$40 and work your way around and up in price, or to look up recs from people that know more about brandy than I do

[Anonymous No.10531911]

>>10531899
>not that guy
No you ARE that guy...

If you have enough disposable income you can spend it on nicer drinks.

Btw I bet you never had pappy

[Anonymous No.10531915]

Thank fuck I'm down to 6 pints a day max. I feel good and still get decently wasted but don't wake up wishing I hadn't. The impending four day vacation bender shouldn't even be too extreme.

[Anonymous No.10531916]

>>10531871
>>10531908
One thing I forgot to mention is that slivovitz/rakia/palinca (central european plum brandy) exists and I'd really want to try it if I found it in my poorfag price range

[Anonymous No.10531922]

>>10531911
by "not that guy" he means he's not me

[Anonymous No.10531924]

>>10531911
wtf i love spending excessive money on a means to get drunk now

[Anonymous No.10531925]

Minimum pricing in Scotland lads. what do?

I don't drink cheap arse ciders but I'll miss getting £12 bottles of Jim Beam from ASDA.

[Anonymous No.10531929]

so my upstairs neighbours put in a noise complaint against me without bothering to knock on and ask me face to face to turn it down. seems like quite a bitch move coming from a bunch of grown men. they've gone from annoying to contemptible

[Anonymous No.10531930]

>>10531895
Buy 1000 bottles get free booze. Economics check out
T. Alcoholi c

[Anonymous No.10531936]

>>10531925
>ding excessive
how much is cider selling for now? frosty jacks was 89p, right?

[Anonymous No.10531938]

>>10531924
>why would I want to spend more money to get food other than this plain oatmeal gruel
>what do you mean some people eat things like pizzas? what are they, aristocrats?
>honestly anyone slugging back anything other than this gruel is just playing a cruel trick on me, the gruel is all I need

[Anonymous No.10531940]

>>10531924
Jesus the amount of culture you have is that of rap nigger. Are you too young to really enjoy finer drinks or are you just born a pleb?

[Anonymous No.10531948]

>>10531916
Thanks bud. I’ll give them a go. I hope you get out poverty anon world of liquor is too damn expensive

[Anonymous No.10531952]

>>10531940
>drinking one form of alcohol over another makes an alcoholic more or less cultured

Alright

[Anonymous No.10531953]

>>10531936
A 3 litre bottle of Frosty that was £4.50 will now cost £11.25.

[Anonymous No.10531954]

>>10531929
Good neighbours are rare man. Maybe be a good neighbor and alert your neighbours when you wanna make a racket. Give them your personal mobile. Talk to your neighbors

[Anonymous No.10531955]

>>10531953
jesus christ. lock your sheds, homeless/junkies are gonna be desperate.

[Anonymous No.10531967]

>>10531925
Do more benzos which is what a LOT of people are gonna do.

[Anonymous No.10531970]

>>10531952
Here is a (you) my underaged friend. Come back when you turn 18 though

[Anonymous No.10531983]

>>10531925
rekt

[Anonymous No.10531992]

>>10531970
im just shitposting about the concept of being "cultured" by having taste in harmful drugs like alcohol
>I'm a cognac man myself. Those gin drinkers are uncultured swine who can never fathom the complex mouthfeel of 69 year old deer piss-edition Cabinet Sauvignon

[Anonymous No.10531993]

>>10531925
> 50p per unit policy
50p tax per 10ml? fuck me, a 500ml frosty will go from 89p to £1.90 - or at least, £1.90 is the cost of the ethanol. if it is a tax, presumably there's zero profit so far, so it'll be more even than that.
brb, searching alibaba for wholesale lots of moonshine stills and fermentation kits to sell on ebay, gonna go make some money for booze

[Anonymous No.10532005]

>>10531983
>whacking the price of tennent's up in scotland
I assume every building in the country has already been torched

[Anonymous No.10532030]

>>10531915
>down to 6 pints a day
I hope you mean beer but I'm not really sure (I wish I was kidding)

[Anonymous No.10532035]

>>10531746
I just re-read that conversation, she's actually divorced. HMMMMM

[Anonymous No.10532117]

>>10531953
People just won’t buy it any more. I remember buying 2L for 1.09 in the 90’s. How 15yo boys are gonna get to feel 15yo gril bob without cheap cider I do not know

[Anonymous No.10532125]

>>10531633

9-5pm mon-fri work
6-11pm mon-fri pub
11-1am train home
eat some food when home & pass out
sat & sun - all day drinking or watching tv
repeat for 3 years

just drink once a week now

[Anonymous No.10532129]

>>10532125
>6-11pm mon-fri pub, 3yrs
now work out how much it cost, especially vs how much it'd have been at home.

[Anonymous No.10532139]

day 8 no drinking no meetings

had to work to remember what day I started edition

[Anonymous No.10532141]

>>10532129

cant be arsed

[Anonymous No.10532145]

>>10532141
yeah don't blame you. it surprises me that anyone bothers going to pubs any more. no net access, can't smoke, uncomfy chairs, shit music and it's like 3 times the price.

[Anonymous No.10532150]

>>10532145
The boomer generation haven't realized that internet helps stave off the loneliness yet so they drink and pretend the bar wench is their friend and likes them instead of porn and videogames.

[Anonymous No.10532151]

>wake up
>first thing I have these passive aggressive texts from my brothers girlfriend about me being rude to my family
>LOL wut
>bought them a part for their car just a few days ago and was about to install it FOR FREE today
>fuck this bitch, go drop it off in their front yard like garbage and drive away
>80 fucking degrees already at 8am
>go back home and start hitting the bottle heavy
>can't afford food for the next week because I blew it all on vodka
>almost positive I'm going to blackout tonight because I haven't eaten and just drinking straight vodka and ice

[Anonymous No.10532155]

>>10532151
If you're going to clock out and be a drug addict at least do heroin like a gentleman not fucking vodka.

[Anonymous No.10532157]

>>10532155
Are you forgetting where you are posting buddy?


Heroin is 1000% more degenerate then drinking

[Anonymous No.10532159]

>no net access, can't smoke, uncomfy chairs, shit music and it's like 3 times the price.

none of these things are true about average bars where im at in an average southern US town

[Anonymous No.10532175]

>>10532159
pubs are closing down all over the uk, they're crap.

[Anonymous No.10532177]

>>10532157
It really isn't when it comes to your body. Alcohol is a worse drug and makes you ugly. Your entire body becomes inflamed while opiates doe the opposite. Your organs all become dehydrated including your skin and the blood vessels in your nose burst, making it red to purple. And you lose muscle strength and eventually become retarded with wet brain and poor balance. I've seen what drugs do to people because I work at a rehab. Trust me, alcohol and meth don't age well but opiates and opioid users age well (as long as they don't OD and die which only really happens with iv users anyway).

[Anonymous No.10532179]

Am i cured yet

[Anonymous No.10532183]

>>10532177
>want to see heroin users
>go to skid row
>want to see alcoholics
>go to the bar or their house

I've seen what heroin does to people, An I'm A LOT more financially secure and healthier than the people I went to HS with who are heroin addicts now. They are in and out of jail and look like zombies, I have a full time job and own my own house and car. How long you think a heroin addict could handle owning a house or car before selling it for heroin?


Fuck off with your disinformation

[Anonymous No.10532192]

>>10532183
i only sold my car because of a dui, not because of heroin. alcoholism will fuck you every bit as hard as an addiction to smack

[Anonymous No.10532193]

>>10532183
Depends on the user. Plenty of them do. Actually a lot of them are successful. Long term they are a lot healthier than alcoholics though. Alcoholics do alright until about 35 and then it's over. Of course they're also fat, ugly, and divorced with kids by then. Not to mention how dramatic they are about everything. But the people I see run the gauntlet of opiates come out sober and stay skinny and attractive for the rest of their lives.

[Anonymous No.10532196]

>>10532192
Serious question...

When was the last time you heard of a heroin addict holding down a job? Let alone for 9 years?


You are just a weak human being, It doesn't matter your addiction.

Most people have the common sense not to sell the place they have to sleep or sell the thing that gets them to work to make money, You don't.

[Anonymous No.10532198]

>>10532196
When's the last time a healthy person has stagnated in the same job for 9 years?

[Anonymous No.10532217]

>>10532196
>When was the last time you heard of a heroin addict holding down a job?
dunno, when did i last see one, or when did i last meet a new one?
you don't know what you're talking about, this isn't Trainspotting. Plus you know nothing about me.

[Anonymous No.10532243]

>>10532198
Constantly. People stuck for years in deadend jobs is common as hell. Fuck, look at nearly all gov't jobs....

There are plenty of people in those kind of jobs, just puttering along doing the bare minimum until they can retire and draw their pension.

[Anonymous No.10532275]

>>10531717
Lose your health and lifespan then :)

[Anonymous No.10532282]

>>10532243
>government jobs

anon... you think retards are people?

[Anonymous No.10532288]

>>10532282
Ah, you're one for silly hyperbole. I see.

[Anonymous No.10532289]

>>10532288
No, I just have a healthy definition of the word healthy.

[Anonymous No.10532293]

>>10532179
that box is way overfilled
also a finer grind works much better

[Anonymous No.10532297]

stop drinking

[Anonymous No.10532300]

>>10531938
Not the guy you're replying to but
>Doesn't understand just like with food that some people don't have a palate towards drinks
>Doesn't understand the goal
>is on fucking al/ck/ of all places

[Anonymous No.10532311]

>>10532293
It loses like 50% of its size as it vapes

[Anonymous No.10532355]

Just got fired, made it two weeks before they asked me to please not come back. I couldn't even handle an eight dollar an hour job and I've never felt like such a worthless piece of shit in my life.

[Anonymous No.10532362]

>>10532297
stopped ;)

[Anonymous No.10532374]

>>10531552
held it together for my friends wedding then went overboard at the party slamming pisca with his brother in law. Came to dragging my locked bike 3 miles in the wrong direction. Rang a doorbell half pissed and told my mother to have a friend pick me up. Father called an amber alert (>25 y) and spent 5 hours looking for me while I was sleeping in a busstop not 2 minutes away. Picked up a bottle of this and the sun is shining but does anyone think they might just not have been trying very hard

[Anonymous No.10532377]

>>10532355
Drinking on the job?

[Anonymous No.10532386]

>>10532311
I know but you're not maximizing surface area

[Anonymous No.10532392]

>>10532377
Nah nothing like that, my attendance was shit and I missed work a few times without a valid excuse and they rightfully decided I was more trouble then I was worth.

[Anonymous No.10532437]

>may 1 is a national holiday with no alcohol sales except pubs/restaurants
>fair enough, let the gommies have their day off
>they also close all sales two hours early the day before for no reason whatsoever
>no work, no school, no stores or other ways to pass time are open, buses don't run and the only places to get a drink will all be packed with retards in macramé sweaters
fucking new labor turned their backs on the working drunks. It wouldn't even be bad if I knew I COULD get something

[Anonymous No.10532456]

>>10532386
I bash/mix it up as I vape, so all the bud gets heated
So wasted on mdma that I can barely fucking see to type

[Anonymous No.10532491]

>>10532456
>I bash/mix it up as I vape, so all the bud gets heated
alright man all is good then
be careful with that mdma

[Anonymous No.10532533]

>>10532491
yeah this shit is insanely strong. sweating, eyes flickering, weird visuals... fuck me, only took about 90mg. feels superb though. just a shame i'm stealing serotonin from the next 3-4 days and am likely to kill myself when the down hits. still, kept me off alcohol today at least.

[Anonymous No.10532544]

>>10532533
ah, I think I read your earlier posts

be safe, anon, and please don't kill yourself

[Anonymous No.10532646]

>>10532005
Buckfast hasnt been touched by the price increase so were fine.

[Anonymous No.10532734]

>>10531983
Governments are the worst gibbs me dat. Even worse than nibbers

[Anonymous No.10532761]

>>10532533
How was the hooker if you are same guy??

[Anonymous No.10533307]

>>10532243
Used to be government promoted within or allow agency transfers for more opportunities. But I could see an administration whose idea of job creation is government expansion putting a halt to that aquiring all new hires instead. Not saying that happened just to lazy to research.

[Anonymous No.10533383]

I've been lurking these threads for two years now. Good reading, comfy shit, did some cheecky posting every now and then but nothing too serious.

I've now drank 5 Litres of 40% over the past 14 days. I think I might be finally become one of the boys now.
I even get nausua when I don't drink now.

The fears were something I always had already after a night of binging. 7/8 bottles of strong liqour in a 2 weeks must surely be a decent start into fullblown al/ck/

[Anonymous No.10533390]

Anyone else blow like 200 dollars on phone sex lines when in a blackout hahahahaha end it plz

[Anonymous No.10533428]

>>10533383
Welcome to the al/ck/rew anon.
I hope you never hit rock bottom but if you do I hope you can pull yourself out of it.

[Anonymous No.10533488]

I haven't beem drinking a lot and either my tolerance is down or my liver is finally kickin it, drank roughly 8 tall boys last night and came home and pissed the bed haha no drinks til my bday (october)

[Anonymous No.10533496]

>>10533428
As long as I can support it financially things should be good. Being Dutch and being able to buy cake at the weedstore helps at those moments when you want to alter your state of mind but feel that it would be good to skip a day of drinking.
Thank you for the warm welcome.
I expected gatekeeping but instead I got a warm welcome.

I wish you all the best too.

[Anonymous No.10533618]

>>10531552
A few months ago I started having these sharp stabbing pains in my heart every once in a while. It eventually developed into a dull constant pain, and today I realized it's gotten worse. Am I going to die?

[Anonymous No.10533637]

>>10533618
Could be anything from anxiety or muscle strain to mild heart attack. Though heart pains typically are center chest not left side so keep that in mind

[Anonymous No.10533676]

>>10532761
Good enough that I just went to a cashpoint for another £250. Mailing her in a min

[Anonymous No.10533728]

>tfw have become a comfy one or two bottles of wine a day lad

It's not moderation by normie standards but it's kind of working for me. Not the hardcore nervous addiction of liquor and not the bloated fatboy life of beer. If I can stick to buying one bottle a day I feel like I'm pretty good given my urges.

[Anonymous No.10533778]

>>10533728
I can recommend getting some Melba toast with some camembert with it. Fucking tasty combination. You seem to have got your shit under control. Well done.

[Anonymous No.10533782]

>>10533778
It's a tightrope though m8 you never know what it takes before you're back on the cheap vodka. But I like drinking too much to quit completely, the good side of it is too nice.

[Anonymous No.10533789]

>>10533728
Wine's always fucked me off since it's over a dollar a drink even for pretty bad shit

You might like making cocktails, I love it because it's an actual skill you develop without even that much effort, and the drinks plus mixers are cheaper or on par with wine

[Anonymous No.10533798]

>>10533390
At least you didn't buy 500 dollars worth of hedges like /g/ drunk did the other day

[Anonymous No.10533805]

>>10533789
I love cocktails but after two or three I find myself just pouring tumblers of neat liquor and getting sloppy. Liquor triggers the hungry ghost.

Sometimes I miss making martinis and manhattans and daiquiris and the like though.

[Anonymous No.10533827]

>>10533798
>tfw bought a $600 camera when i was drunk

[Anonymous No.10533835]

>>10533805
>*sip first drink* this is nice
>*sip second drink* good shit
>*sip third drink* *coughing* here we good
I'm the same way

[Anonymous No.10533837]

>>10533798
what, like literal bushes?

[Anonymous No.10533844]

>>10533637
It certainly feels like it's my heart. It only started when I really started drinking heavily, and it went away the month I didn't drink. It's back again now though, and it seems worse.

Also speaking of not drinking what do you guys do about the seemingly insatiable hunger when you stop? Is there anything you can do besides just continue eating?

[Anonymous No.10533848]

>>10533728
One bottle of wine a day is so prime, but I don't like how sugary it feels after a while.

[Anonymous No.10533853]

>>10533837
Yup

[Anonymous No.10533856]

>>10533798
>>10533837
>tfw no garden maze to get drunk in

[Anonymous No.10533862]

>>10533848
Figuring out some dry ones you like helps, especially dry whites. Pretty clean and less methanol.

[Anonymous No.10533863]

>>10533805
That's unfortunate

What sort of mixes and liquors would you end up doing that with? Rum/whiskey/vodka?

How easily do you drink gin straight or in a martini?

[Anonymous No.10533866]

>>10533844
When i have stopped i just eat really nothing wrong with that. As for your chest pains it could be inflammation in a number of areas. Do you smoke as well?

[Anonymous No.10533867]

>>10533853
>500 dollars for ten fifteen gallon shrubs
This guy got fucking hosed

[Anonymous No.10533871]

>>10533862
Yeah I mean I do drink white whenever I drink it anymore. I got sick of reds after a number of years.

[Anonymous No.10533879]

>>10533853
Lol i feel better now but im drunk again so...seriously does noone else get drunk to ease anxiety over sex addiction only to relapse due to decreased inhibitions??

[Anonymous No.10533889]

>>10533496
Yeah, you need to take days or even weeks off and as much as possible or before you know it you are like me, 40 years old with the last 15 years being a blur, married to someone who was your best option as a hopeless drunk, full of regret about what your life could have and should have been.
I also welcome you and wish you all the best.

[Anonymous No.10533896]

>>10533676
Oh Daaaaamn lol.
She must have been good. I've never tried mdma let alone sex while on it. When you start coming down and feel shit come here and we'll try and keep you from offing yourself. Don't wanna lose one of our own...

[Anonymous No.10533902]

>>10533889
>what life could and should have been
Dont fall for this meme brother. Most people in history just blurred through it like us. Read some DH Lawrence.

[Anonymous No.10533908]

>>10533728
Last time I made it ten days sober, then started two bottles of wine per day which my body could handle. Soon it was back up to four a day and my body shut down after a week lol. I used to drink 4 a day for years.
If you can maintain that one or two bottles a day, good for you anon.
I'm too much of an fag and it's all or none and to live to see 45 I gotta choose none. Currently Day 6 ftw.

[Anonymous No.10533911]

>>10533902
>what life could have been
I don't even think this is real. "What life could have been" is a storybook idea for normies.

[Anonymous No.10533912]

>>10533902
Mostly true I am sure, thanks anon. I know a lot of people look down on me, but fuck em.

[Anonymous No.10533924]

>>10533879
I find that alcohol (except when going through withdrawals) helps my anxiety. I just find my sex addiction to be an issue when waiting desperately for the liqueur store to open, as I need that to keep me preoccupied.

[Anonymous No.10533938]

>>10533924
What's it like to have sex dude.

[Anonymous No.10533965]

>>10533924
I'm pretty addicted to pornography (2-6 hours a day of edging w/ 1-3 cums) but I'll be damned if I need to get another person, repeatedly, to sate that urge

[Anonymous No.10533967]

>>10533938
I'm such an alcoholic that I get most joy out of it when hungover. Figure that one out.

[Anonymous No.10533976]

>>10533965
Wow, I can't imagine. It's as if we are different species that's such a foreign concept to me. No hate, just I can't imagine.
I'm kinda jealous actually, edging for that long, and impressed by your mental strength, as once I'm there it's usually game over.

[Anonymous No.10533995]

>>10533827
the cannon rebel 7?

[Anonymous No.10534013]

God is real and he gave us PBR™ because he is a loving God.

[Anonymous No.10534046]

pretending to sleep.

[Anonymous No.10534051]

>>10533967
Worst hangover I've had had me the most horned up, beat off 4 times that day. I've also seen someone else post about how erected they get from nightmare hangovers

I also feel less anxiety when hungover than sober and healthy

[Anonymous No.10534058]

>>10533863
All of them, but dry martinis are my nemesis. Deliciously crisp but smooth.

>>10533871
I find red easier to pace but the hangovers are a next level of hell if I go past a bottle. That's always the trade off.

>>10533908
I have all or nothing phases and phases of moderation, it's like I'm a few different type of drunks depending on the circumstances. I got my nutrition, exercise and sleep right now though, that helps a lot with keeping it in the happy moderate boozing place and not going full blown destruction. I'm also trying to be an afternoon drinker instead of an evening drinker so that my sleep quality gets fucked up less, which helps. My logic is to try to get everything about my life optimal except for the booze and then maybe the booze is less of a burden.

There are plenty of centenarian blue zone lads who make it to a 100 drinking a bottle of wine a day and smoking simply because the rest of their life is so laid back and healthy. That's what I'm aiming for, to be a happy smug old healthy cunt who still gets his wine.

[Anonymous No.10534059]

>>10533976
When I say "edging" I mean extending the session instead of just going to completion like a lot of people do, not staying right at the edge for that long

It's mostly a habit I picked up from extending my sessions as long as possible to consume as much pornography as possible

[Anonymous No.10534077]

>>10533967
>wet rope at night
>a jousting lance in the morning

every time

[Anonymous No.10534105]

Going to get fucking wrecked tonight.


My family just disowned me as a whole because they call showed up to my house after having my phone off for a solid week (I turned it off so no one bothered me and drank the entire time).

Told them no fucking way I'm quitting and to please get out of my house.

Oh well lol.

Going to drink the feels away HARD tonight, I have 3 handles and 36 beers and some gin as well.


RIP me

[Anonymous No.10534113]

>>10534105
This was me a few days ago. Don't do it. I don't know how I survived.

[Anonymous No.10534116]

>>10534077
Hehe I hear that

[Anonymous No.10534119]

>>10534059
How do people do this without cocaine etc? I mostly just call phonesex and last five minutes for like 50 fucking dollars call back a few hours later dont remember any of it. Why does this shit exist except for hopeless fucks like me?

[Anonymous No.10534135]

>>10534105
You
>>10534113
Listen to him please

At best, tell them you are going to get it sorted in due time, you just don't like to feel cornered. I know I'd have acted the same way as you, but you kind of gave them an in, turning your phone on silent all week.
Clearly you haven't hit rock bottom, but when you do, you will feel blessed to have family around to turn to.
I had my wife for the most part, but I was too ashamed to even tell my family last time I was in hospital for 12 days from it.
12 days and not a single visitor, stuck in icu...

[Anonymous No.10534138]

>>10534113
I know how you survived. You ran out and were too fucked t get more. Thats how it works. It will get worse until you have had enough and stop for good.


Or you will die.

[Anonymous No.10534145]

>>10534119
Can't tell you sorry anon. I find it a meme from all the shows that have the ugly smoking fat 55 y/o broad on the other end.
At the very least go to a free cam site?
I've never had the inclination, anon. I doubt many have. Maybe it's like anything, the longer you abstain, the easier it becomes.

[Anonymous No.10534146]

>>10534105
Try to keep the beer as a back up for coming down and having to walk out into the world as well.

I know it doesn't work that way generally when you're going at it but I can't count the amounts of time I've wanted to kill myself for not leaving at least 3 to 6 drinks to normalise myself enough to go to the store again.

Going liquor shopping in withdrawl is hell. Makes me think of that scene in Leaving Las Vegas where he tries to sign a cheque with the shakes and has to lie about having a neurological condition or something.

[Anonymous No.10534160]

>>10534146
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nVCHtzOCeqU

the realest alc movie of all time

[Anonymous No.10534164]

>>10533967
hangover horn, it has been well discussed here before

[Anonymous No.10534177]

>>10534113
I'm gonna do it lol, Already started drinking m8


I need these feels gone

>>10534135
Honestly, I dont give a fuck about my family. They are all sociopaths who only care about their stupid fucking business, Money, and themselves. The only reason they are bothering me at MY house is because I play a role in the business.


Fuck em, I don't need them or to work for that stupid fucking company.

[Anonymous No.10534184]

>>10534146
>Makes me think of that scene in Leaving Las Vegas where he tries to sign a cheque with the shakes and has to lie about having a neurological condition or something

kek, I love that movie.

Before I even saw that movie people would comment on my hands shaking and I would just say I have tremors in my hands from a brain injury lol.

Even when paying for gas or buying cigs

[Anonymous No.10534194]

>>10534013
You don't need to shill in our comfy little gen anon, pbr is already the best beer at its price point. Even if you're shilling ironically, it's still shilling.

[Anonymous No.10534195]

>>10534177
This is an unironically sad post in an otherwise fun thread

[Anonymous No.10534202]

>>10534194
Ugh why did PBR buy olympia beer and just start filling olympia beer cans with pbr whyyyyy

[Anonymous No.10534203]

>>10534177
Well, when you need a friend we are here, friend. I hope it gets better soon.

[Anonymous No.10534204]

>>10534195
If you think that post is sad, I wish you cold live with me for 24hrs on any average day.

My existence is sad, That is whats sad.

[Anonymous No.10534208]

>>10534145
If i went to a cam site it isnt as intimate o dont think sometimes i just talk to the girls on there about life it is fucking peak loneliness

[Anonymous No.10534220]

>>10534204
Vent if you have to im drunk enough to listen i know it is a cliche but this shit is not your fault

[Anonymous No.10534221]

>>10534177
but what are you going to do for money honey?

[Anonymous No.10534223]

>>10534208
lol I did that a few years ago when I made a ton of money on crypto.

Most beta thing I've ever done in my life

[Anonymous No.10534226]

>>10534194
dont you mean hamms?

[Anonymous No.10534230]

>>10534119
As I said, practice, and also casually beating le dick as a leisure activity while I'm playing a (legitimately good even without the pornographic aspects) pornographic game taken from f95 or tfgamessite or something

[Anonymous No.10534240]

>>10534220
Thanks mam/sir.

My whole family thinks of me as the black sheep because I'm an alcoholic, Yet I do a 100k a year job for almost peanuts for them. That's the only reason they give a fuck about me...Because they don't want to pay someone 100k for what their stupid alcoholic son will do for 60.

My mom is the biggest user of them all, She would probably kill me if she knew it would make her money and she wouldn't get caught.

Literally the definition of a sociopath. Feels zero feelings.


Thank you for letting me vent a little

>>10534221
I have enough money saved up to live a shitty, poor, existence and still drink for about 7-10 years.

Will probably die from natural causes before then though.

If not, I have investments to fall back on

[Anonymous No.10534248]

>>10534119
>>10534230
Also I've never even considering calling a hotline since I don't even like phonecalls and don't have service on my shitass cell

Other Pornography that I Use: chaturbate, rule34, standard videos from standard sites, whatever the fuck else I can find that can make my dingle tingle

[Anonymous No.10534256]

>>10534208
Ahh now I understand a bit better anon. Well, you have us to talk to and while we buy cheap booze we are free here.

[Anonymous No.10534260]

>>10534240
What sort of family business/industry are you in, if you don't mind dropping a few details?

[Anonymous No.10534262]

>>10534240
Not surprising you come from fucked up unloving conditions and you resort to alcohol to feel better. But i think you should learn to do it for fun and not to hurt yourself

[Anonymous No.10534267]

>>10534256
Youre the fuckin man anon

[Anonymous No.10534271]

>>10534260
CAD/CAM.

It's a machine shop that makes specialized parts for a large automotive company.

[Anonymous No.10534279]

>>10534248
Idk for me porn is just a precursor like it gives me a high like cocaine and i keep chasing it until i do phonesex which is high risk for some reason because it cost more and i actually have to interact. I have done backpage whores a few time but that is always a yuge disappointment

[Anonymous No.10534288]

>>10534271
Haha the thought of drunkenly working in CAD like how do you not just throw your workstation on the ground

[Anonymous No.10534289]

>>10534267
I just said that though, hoping stable anons would be here lol.
I'm a fucking wreck. I spent most of last Friday morning thing of ways to top myself. Having said that, it was day one of withdrawals. I was not in a good place to say the least.
I hope you can find support here. I sure have been these past days.

[Anonymous No.10534294]

>>10534262
The sad part is...

I don't drink because of my feelings a lot of the time, I do drink for fun. But daily....

When I was young my parents never gave a fuck about me. They never realized or even cared when I was 14 and 15yo I was drinking their alcohol. They never stopped and thought "maybe my 14yo son shouldn't be drinking" or even knew because they didn't pay attention to any of their children. They just pushed me and my siblings off on babysitters so they could enjoy their lavish lifestyle.

They are the very epitome of a terrible parent.


/end rant

[Anonymous No.10534298]

>>10534271
Ah fuck, I wish I was working that sort of job already

3 years into a mechanical engineering bachelor's and I've finished 3 sems and completely failed the other 3, I hate school so much but I've found interning to be confey

[Anonymous No.10534299]

>>10534279
Have you done cocaine?
I only ask bc if you have and you reference phonesex to it, I can see why you find it so addictive.
Maybe be like maladrox and film yourself awkwardly approaching women.

[Anonymous No.10534301]

>>10534289
I dont want to quit. History is a orgy tumbling into a void. I am happy with this in spite of it all. Everyone suffers but maybe like me they are happy in their suffering. Like sisyphus or someshit.

[Anonymous No.10534302]

i love you alck it's so comfy here

[Anonymous No.10534312]

Day 17 I am officially an AA old timer its super dope

[Anonymous No.10534313]

>>10534299
Ah that is a novel approach and yeah i was a coke fiend for a number of years. Alcoholism is a compromise for me

[Anonymous No.10534318]

>>10534312
I hate that fucking shit. AA is the worst time. It is just a waste of time. Having said that i hope it makes you better.

[Anonymous No.10534321]

>>10534312
which one is you?

[Anonymous No.10534323]

>>10534298
Maybe he could hook you up for an apprenticeship once they are on speaking terms again I mean lol.
Alchos b4 hoes

[Anonymous No.10534331]

>>10534302
Love you too fren

[Anonymous No.10534335]

>>10534146
A year ago I was filling out a form for an easy to get job, and legitimately I was shaking so bad I could barely sign my name legibly and thought of that scene. The application process took like a whole morning and it would have been simple otherwise, but I was nearly losing it to the point of having to walk out on the whole thing. Made it though, that shit is fucked.

[Anonymous No.10534336]

>>10534240
>>10534262
>>10534294
I was listening to a podcast with Gabor Maté who is this addiction expect shrink who connects addictive behaviour to childhood formative problems. He was on Tim Ferris I think.

I was sceptical going into a shrink's spiel but he really made a scary lot of sense and seems like a good guy with his own problems. Pretty good stuff to listen to with a bottle.

[Anonymous No.10534338]

>>10534318
free bad coffee and ugly women though. Also, the criminals that HAVE to be there are fun.

[Anonymous No.10534340]

>>10534294
Lack of love from parents is on a primal level the worst thing you can go through

[Anonymous No.10534341]

>>10534312
congratulations m8

>>10534331
is that the lie detective?

[Anonymous No.10534343]

>>10531574
I rate it 3 days.

[Anonymous No.10534344]

>>10534318
Good luck getting sober without it the odds are heavily stacked against you

If you don't drink handles in less then two days and can sleep longer than 4 hours that's good on you

[Anonymous No.10534347]

>>10534321
Lindsey Graham unfurtionatly I have a soft face

[Anonymous No.10534349]

>>10534301
Yeah. You must make decent coin too yeah to keep it up?
>>10534313
Never tried coke desu. Speed,extacy and crack once when really drunk but that's about it.

[Anonymous No.10534351]

>>10533866
I vape and smoke occasionally. But I work during the day so I don't drink for 8 hours and that's when the pain sets in, but at night when I'm drinking it goes away so I almost certain it's alcohol related.

[Anonymous No.10534353]

>>10534344
do you know what AA's odds are? 95% failure within the first 5 years. Look it up. AA sucks. Smart system has better odds, and they let you drink and never mention Jesus once.

[Anonymous No.10534355]

>>10534338
Yeah it is fun until they seriously tell you you have to believe in God.

[Anonymous No.10534356]

>>10534279
I don't really chase sex highs like that, but I do dump time into pornography and every time I try to lay off it a little bit, day 2 hits and I'm Compelled to jerk off and then I make excuses

I've noticed that at this point it fatigues me badly and I oversleep and have a semi-hangover the day after a 6hour session, so it's a legitimate addiction but it still feels trivial and I convince myself it's trivial when I'm busy hitting a whip on a relapse

[Anonymous No.10534357]

>>10534318
>>10534338
Current alcoholics who are too smart for AA who would have guessed

[Anonymous No.10534361]

>>10534160
Kind of sad that it's the case but it's easily one of my favorite movies ever.
I haven't seen it again in a long time though because the last couple times I started it I got so wasted that I couldn't finish it. One time I actually passed out during it and woke up on the couch to the blu-ray menu running.

[Anonymous No.10534362]

>>10534349
Yeah i work surveying/GIS..i was homeless two years ago though. I Unironically am high functioning.

[Anonymous No.10534363]

Any MI al/ck/s?

[Anonymous No.10534369]

>>10534353
The odds are already shit dude

Talk to literally anyone in long term recovery whp had a serious issue and see how many did it without structure similar to the 12 steps

[Anonymous No.10534371]

>>10534355
When they tried to tell me to choose anything outside my own will as my higher power, and I picked Alcohol, they just asked me to leave.

[Anonymous No.10534374]

>>10534369
I am over two years dry. No AA. I went over to weed.

[Anonymous No.10534377]

>>10534353
Smart recovery is very rare outside of major metropolotin areas and is reserved for edgy "skeptics"

Post unbiased sources if you want to claim facts.

Are you doing smart recovery currently?

[Anonymous No.10534379]

>>10534355
And I was thinking to go.
Not that I don't believe in God I just don't like being told what I must do lol.

[Anonymous No.10534382]

>>10534374
So you arent sober

[Anonymous No.10534383]

>>10534312
Congrats friend. I hope you make it to day one hundredy ten hundredy and more.

[Anonymous No.10534385]

>>10534379
An alcoholic who hates following rules who would have guessed

[Anonymous No.10534390]

>>10534377
No. Studied it, but what worked for me was ruining my life so I had no choice but to just never drink again ever. So far, so good.

[Anonymous No.10534392]

alright I'm out al/ck/rew
Catcha on the flip side.

[Anonymous No.10534397]

>>10534390
Sure you get awesome jobs and will look really cool when you are smoking weed in front of your kids

Dab on them haters

[Anonymous No.10534412]

>>10534397
cooler than blood vomit and shitting the couch.

I hate children.

[Anonymous No.10534417]

>>10534357
>>10534385
It is not that i dont like following rules or feel superior i just cannot unironically believe in god or any benevolent higher power
Just cannot.

[Anonymous No.10534436]

Almost one week sober brehs, those first 3 days are the worst but after that it's not so bad. Nice feeling clear headed for once and actually waking up rested

[Anonymous No.10534451]

>>10534417
It's an alcoholic with hubris who thinks that the only religion is christianity episode

[Anonymous No.10534460]

>>10534417
If you need help to get away from a substance, that substance is a higher power than your own will. Use that as you may.

[Anonymous No.10534468]

>>10534451
>god or any benevolent power

That doesn't imply christianity, unless you assume anything other than worshipping malevolent pagan demons from the orient is christianity

[Anonymous No.10534487]

I hate my job. I hate my sedentary lifestyle. I hate that I'm getting fat. I never go outside anymore, the few times I'm out in nature it's euphoric. I'm drunkenly applying to park and construction jobs now. I just wanna work with some bros outside who won't judge me coming in smelling like a still sometimes as long as I work hard and sweat it out.

[Anonymous No.10534492]

>>10534468
Some (like me) find any form of worship abhorrent and a dangerous way of thinking.

[Anonymous No.10534512]

>>10534436
You are one day ahead of be anon. Congrats!
I agree the first three days are brutal
Let's have a comp who can go the longest? Pic related

[Anonymous No.10534516]

>>10534492
Well you worship pot, as in you are a slave to it.

[Anonymous No.10534527]

>>10534382
fuck off dude honestly, if someone was able to kick alcohol altogether by smoking a bowl once in a while, who are you to criticize them

[Anonymous No.10534531]

>>10534512
don't do that. It will haunt you later. You never stop knowing you could feel better, and there is always something missing. I hope you get to learn that.

[Anonymous No.10534540]

>>10534527
I knew you would come back with that attitude. You say outright that I have a dangerous way of thinking. I'm cool you feel that way. Idgaf, but I have a cheeky jab at you and you are all butt hurt and I'm told to fuck off lol.

[Anonymous No.10534541]

>>10534487
Construction is a great field to be in now.

[Anonymous No.10534545]

>>10531552
is that ban happy female op still there? channel was a disappointment

[Anonymous No.10534557]

>>10534531
Drinking makes me feel better. Checkmate masonic pseudo christ cucks.

[Anonymous No.10534564]

>>10534516
no... I like pot, as in I have been out for a week. I like the illusion of mood control and having a reward system. Not remotely the same.

[Anonymous No.10534593]

>>10534492
I think everyone looks for some higher meaning to their existence. It could be anything: God/religion, country, elders, family, race, self, anything. And of course a lot of times it's dangerous but a lot of times people find positive purpose.

[Anonymous No.10534600]

>>10534593
and a lot of times it leads to massive isolation and brutal wars. Not a good trade.

[Anonymous No.10534617]

>>10534540
Nah it's not like that man, I'm not even the guy you were initially responding to but for someone to put together two straight years of sobriety and then get poked at like you did, it hit a weird chord with me for some reason.

[Anonymous No.10534619]

>>10534593
Isnt that all just so much superficial gloss over the actual pissy shitty details of our lived experience? I went to AA and decided after 6 mths it was not worth succumbing to a consensus reality for the sake of a semblance of health which is ultimatel futile, ever fleeting. Alcohol provides me with the grandeur i simply would like to feel fully comfortable with my self and all its attendant failings. That cannot come from a higher being or purpose but from a sincere attention a sort of sympathy that one will never find when he looks outside of his own heart. Christ i am well shitty drunk now.

[Spic Beer 69 No.10534634]

Anyone sitting down after work with a nice refreshing Corona Premier™? It's got the same great taste, but at only 96 calories and 2.6 grams of carbs its perfect for sitting back and relaxing with the wife or at a ball game with the boys.

So what say you al/ck/ will you enjoy the nice refreshing taste of Corona Premier™ with me?

[Anonymous No.10534660]

>>10534634
Ive never understood calories i have been at the same weight since highschool i dont even eat fresh i drink high gravity what is science even you faggot

[Anonymous No.10534685]

>>10534619
kek everyone's got piss and shit and I said self and you just cited self reread yours and mine posts and have fun buddy I'm getting there too.
>>10534600
there's alway risk and reward, war: death/innovation isolation: self reflection and or improvement/loss of sanity and support

[Anonymous No.10534708]

>>10534685
Religion is not for me. I ended a years deep, handle a day problem without it. Apparently a higher power is not as vital as AA for some reason wants you to believe. I understand it is an additional support system, but it is one that excludeds a big population.

[Anonymous No.10534745]

>>10534708
I thinks it's more a sense of belonging, comfort w/ yourself or purpose than belief in a higher power. Glad you found yours, still looking for mine.

[Anonymous No.10534748]

I really hate it when I screw something up really badly in a really stupid way. I'm not a great cook to begin with, but usually I end up producing something decent, because I'm not too picky and I pick easier recipes.

But today I decided to be adventurous and make focaccia. Put it in for 16 minutes @ 550 and by the time I took it out the bottom crust was burned. Should've been paying more attention while it was in the oven I guess. The worst part is I cut myself when cutting off the burnt parts.

It feels terrible to fuck up because of really stupid mistakes, even on easy tasks like "cutting bread". It just brings back memories of all the times I've fucked up in social situations. Although at least while cooking I usually know what I did wrong so I can improve.

Anyway, this is the reason why I'm drinking again tonight. 1:2 polish deli-blackberry syrup (I think, the label is in polish): absolut cilantro for me today. a bit heavy on the syrup but pretty good.

[Anonymous No.10534751]

>>10534745
You will. You already know what the alternative is.

Pulling for you, but not praying.

[Anonymous No.10534765]

>>10534748
did you use enough olive oil on the bottom of the pan?
there should be a quarter inch

[Anonymous No.10534769]

>>10534748
good troll, failure.

[Anonymous No.10534789]

>>10531552
Hey anon who told me to make it a full week I finally did it mang. Going to keep going now too, I cut sugar and carbs majorly and have been exercising so if I start drinking now that would really fuck up my momentum. I'm enjoying having a less fat face, better overall mood and mental health and clearer dreams. I'm still not sleeping as well as I should though, woke up last night at 4am and couldn't get back to sleep for a couple hours. Pretty fucked up but not as fucked as waking up late with the fear.

[Anonymous No.10534791]

>>10534765
Oh, that might explain it. I used a larger pan than the recipe stated but used the same amount of olive oil. Thanks anon.

Although the bottom was burned the rest of it came out pretty nicely I thought, will definitely try it again.

[Anonymous No.10534793]

>>10532179

What's in the bag on the right? MDMA?

[Anonymous No.10534799]

>>10534748
I think alcohol makes me too self critical on all the things that don't really matter and not critical enough on the things that do. You should consider if drinking out of frustration is really just making you more easily frustrated.

[Anonymous No.10534802]

>>10534751
ha thank bro

[Anonymous No.10534821]

>>10533618
>>10533844
I'm not an expert but it sounds like you have a constricted artery which can definitely lead to heart attack. Alcohol hardens the arteries if I remember correctly.

[Anonymous No.10534830]

>>10533965
That sounds like a fucking nightmare.

[Anonymous No.10534834]

>>10534821
You don't. Guy probably has an ulcer or other gastrointestinal issue.

[Anonymous No.10534844]

>>10534791
no problem famalam, just another alchie cook

[Anonymous No.10534875]

>>10532355
>>10532392
Dang, dude. Feels bad cause I've almost been there more than once but had supervisors who gave me extra chances. Which I threw in their face by eventually quitting.

But, fuck those jobs. I make better money now and maybe you will too.

[Anonymous No.10534891]

I like to read posts randomly so since I don't have time to read the whole thread. This helps me give much needed (you)s to some of my bros in need who I otherwise would skip if I only replied to recent posts.

[Anonymous No.10534896]

>>10534789
Congrats on eating/drinking healthier anon.

>fear
Are you talking about sleep paralysis?

>>10534799
huh, I think I can relate to that. what are the things alcohol is making you be not critical about?

[Anonymous No.10534903]

>>10534708
AA is fuckin gay

>Entitled boomers
>Mentally ill religion brainwashing Muh law Muh powers
>Every woman there is a single mother or has been raped

Plus everyone smells like cigarettes and coffee,

[Anonymous No.10534920]

>>10534821
I had similar symptoms a few times and went to the doctor. Turned out it was referred pain from my shoulder and pec (probably drunk sleep positions or overexertion) so could be anything.

[Anonymous No.10534937]

>>10534793
meth you ding dong

[Anonymous No.10534953]

>>10534896
Thanks. The fear is general anxiety that grips you during alcoholism, some say it is caused by withdrawal which I guess can occur when you wake up and are feeling sober.

[Anonymous No.10534960]

Some kiddies in /fit/ are trying to say drinking everynight isn't alcoholism, trying to discourage anons from cleaning up. Go tell them to eat shit.

[Anonymous No.10534971]

>>10534960
Fuck off quitter

[Anonymous No.10535086]

>>10534971
>boohoo
Fagboy.

[Anonymous No.10535304]

Gonna try to just have one shot then go to bed. Wish me luck lads.

[Anonymous No.10535317]

How do you guys think an al/ck/ meet up would go?

Maybe some anons could meet up for a beer or 10

[Anonymous No.10535340]

>>10534105
that's a tough one, mine disowned me and then taunted me about it for months on end.

[Anonymous No.10535576]

>>10535340
Mine are all JW's so they keep in touch but make sure it is a pain for them spiritually.
I'd love to just break contact completely but they are forever there acting like they care but never a wedding present or even a card. Then never a baby present or even a card but they still love me and my wife and baby they never met.
Then mom gets sick so I spend thousands to get there after the thousands I spent on my relies kids and my step-fathers funeral and I'm still the bad one. Double standards much. Wish I could say I was lying. The hypocrisy is why I got out. I still believe in God. Just JW's are fake.

[Anonymous No.10535593]

>>10535576
JWs as in Jehovahs Witnesses.
some are ok I know. No one is perfect, so even if there is a good jw don't expect them to be much better than you.

[Anonymous No.10535742]

>>10535317
it would be really weird my man
even if most of us are chill, remember we are in this site because we all have a slight amount of the 'tism (deny it all you want, well in the depth you know it's true)

[Anonymous No.10535766]

My niggas i just used porn instead of calling phonesex saved me 100s of dollars

[Anonymous No.10535769]

>>10535766
Put me in the screencap

[Anonymous No.10535773]

>>10535766
I've been seeing you post about phone sex for a couple days and I need to know
Are you a time traveller
From the 90s is my guess, maybe late 80s or early 2000s

[Anonymous No.10535781]

>>10535773
90's i guess

[Anonymous No.10535796]

>>10535781
Why would Andy line up his butthole with her elbow
Like asses and elbows or what

[Anonymous No.10535812]

>>10535796
The point is the warden pulls back a stinky finge and anny gets his surprise

[Anonymous No.10535951]

>>10532374
Jesus man, that sounds really rough.

It especially sucks when we put other people through pain, huh?

I feel like that constantly.
>Sure, my life hasn't been going so great, but that's just because I haven't been trying. Nothing wrong with me fundamentally...

If you're going to drink that, please do it with a friend somewhere you can spend the night. Be safe anon, cheers

[Anonymous No.10535957]

It's weird, I comfortably have enough money for booze for the first time in a while, and I'm drinking... But I can't shake a feeling of anhedonia and boredom that I usually never have when I drink. I just feel like I'm existing and want to do more. Dunno what to make of it.

[Anonymous No.10536018]

>>10535957
Do you have any ideas of what "more" might be? Did you want to do something when you were younger?

[Anonymous No.10536047]

>told myself I would go to bed at decent hour
>never do it
REEEEEEEE
I NEED TEN HOURS AT LEAST AND I CAN HARDLY GET SIX
AND LAST NIGHT I WOKE UP AT 4 AND COULDN'T GET BACK TO SLEEP
RREEERRRE

[Anonymous No.10536084]

>>10532151
>drop it off in their front yard like garbage and drive away

why did I lose my whole shit to this lol

[Anonymous No.10536130]

Ten beers deep falling asleep on day1/4 of drunkcation. Feels like I will have comfy sleeps then devour a burrito or burger when I get up.

[Anonymous No.10536279]

>>10534830
on the order of actual nightmare habits, this is pretty low on the list

[Anonymous No.10536285]

>>10534492
on the topic of rejecting higher power, I exclusively find this strain of thinking in smarmy atheists who can't Command, and even less, can't even Obey

I personally can't believe in God but I wish I could have a proper, nuanced relationship with Him, for respecting The Father leads yourself to take on the position of Father and the respect it brings, in the role as trained, as opposed to some infantile irreverent shit

[Anonymous No.10536345]

>>10534492
worshiping guitar riffs is ok

[Anonymous No.10536348]

>>10531706
>tfw lost 4 jobs in 6 years because of booze

Clean now for 47 days, but it's been rough. My liver and pancreas areas still hurt sometimes.

[Anonymous No.10536485]

Whelp, I'm off the wagon after 6 days. I really was doing well then 18 hours ago, ... wife from hell.
It's no excuse but I don't get her. She was just mad during my withdrawals and then she decides to just be a cunt when I'm doing my best to make a go of it.
Sure I'm not as high-high-happy sober but at least I'm not spending money on something that's quickly killing me. Or is that what she wants?

[Anonymous No.10536565]

>tfw broke up with gf because she was an alcoholic
Dragging a shitfaced person home when they actively struggle against it every weekend and call you names when all you're trying to do is get them to safety at 2 am for three years isn't fun.

[Anonymous No.10536603]

>>10536565
Yeah reminds me of an ex when I was an alcoholic before I even realised I was an alcoholic and my then gf was far worse than I was. Fuk I was as much as a lost cause then as I am now. Funny thing is I actually met a great girl in between whom I never deserved but she wisely divorced me just over two years ago.

[Anonymous No.10536622]

>having a partner

[Anonymous No.10536659]

>>10536485
I hope to god it's possible for you to properly explain that she needs to give you allowances when you're going to war with withdrawal and that she can understand what you say as a fellow adult

[Anonymous No.10536666]

>>10536348
>My liver and pancreas areas still hurt sometimes.
this started for me within the last month
if I quit for a bit it will heal?

[Anonymous No.10536668]

>>10531552
Am in and out of hospitals, jails, psychiatric institutions, clinics... i am 40 years old and odds are i might die withing a few years due to the f*cking alcohol. I pray to God for help, I try to sober up - but guess i lack character and alcohol is my master who is killing me, rapidly at this point. All i can say is, fight the urge to drink every single moment of your life, i have lost everything because of alcohol. Alcohol is hell for those of us who cant master it.

[Anonymous No.10536679]

>>10536668
>Am in and out of hospitals, jails, psychiatric institutions, clinics... i am 40 years old and odds are i might die withing a few years due to the f*cking alcohol. I pray to God for help, I try to sober up - but guess i lack character and alcohol is my master who is killing me, rapidly at this point. All i can say is, fight the urge to drink every single moment of your life, i have lost everything because of alcohol. Alcohol is hell for those of us who cant master it.

Other than the jails, psychiatric institutions and clinics this is me 100%. My life is as lost and all due to alcohol.
Don't let it be you, anon.
Please.

[Anonymous No.10536688]

knew bed, fresh start almost?

[Anonymous No.10536697]

>>10536688
You mean no.. No piss stains? Like zero?
Would wife/10.

[Anonymous No.10536707]

>>10536697
New thread.

[Anonymous No.10536738]

moving on >>10536734

[Anonymous No.10536777]

>>10531840
not really

[Anonymous No.10536849]

>>10534793
yeah

[Anonymous No.10537759]

>>10532035
Hmmm