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al/ck/ alcohlism Anonymous Thu Apr 19 20:14:08 2018 No.10479433 [Reply] [Original]

New al/ck/ thread, empty bottles edition

Anonymous Thu Apr 19 20:16:19 2018 No.10479443

Sometimes I like to take a picture of Owen Wilson, blurry it up a bit, and use it as a Tinder picture so girls will complement me for looking like Owen Wilson. They typically get really pissed when we meet and I look nothing like him at all. One called the cops on me before.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 20:19:24 2018 No.10479462 been downing 12 packs for the past 1/2. Part of me wants to take a brake, but now...brew would be nice. Stomach is gurgly...

Anonymous Thu Apr 19 20:22:31 2018 No.10479480

I've been drinking really weak (<4%abv) beers lately. But like, a lot of them back to back, sometimes 11 or 12 at a time.

It kind of worries me, because I get very little hangover from that compared to mixing or stronger beers, probably because it doesn't spike my BAC as easily or something. Anyway, it's cheap, and I think I'm falling into a habit. Did it last night, I'm rehydrated, and thinking about picking up a six pack to sip on once the sun goes down.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 20:25:45 2018 No.10479502 Day three. I'm still no better than you.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 20:26:55 2018 No.10479507 >>10479480 I got a similar habit as well. laid off buying coulsons vodka, even if it's cheaper and gets me drunker. Always wake up with either some broken, pissed on, or a bruise on my forehead

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 20:58:05 2018 No.10479689 >>10479443 How could her calling the cops possibly be warranted? Who does she think she is?

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 20:59:50 2018 No.10479705 File: 2.80 MB, 960x540, celebration beer.webm [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10479433 anyone have a qt alcoholic gf who can hang?

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 21:03:51 2018 No.10479729 >>10479705 28, never had a girlfriend or sex.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 21:05:34 2018 No.10479739 >>10479729 why even live

Anonymous Thu Apr 19 21:10:55 2018 No.10479766
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>>10479433
so....I am getting really bad anxiety and depression after drinking now.

the other day it was so bad, I went and did my blood pressure at the local drug mart.

166/112 - not fucking good. Heart rate was racing for 2 days. Could have been some cocaine I did Thursday, but I drank heavily Thursday to Sunday night. Monday was awful. I am starting to feel normal again right now. Slept 12 hours last night, but had trouble this morning because my heart was racing so much. I have a smokers cough now, and my liver enzymes are fucking high. I think I'm at the point where I am killing myself everytime I drink, and I might have a fucking heart attack or stroke at 28.

Fuck me. I have so many people who care about me too. I have 2 beautiful girls in my life that want me to get help, and want to marry me. They have both said they don't want to see me binge drinking anymore, one refuses to be around me at all when I drink. Both hate my smoking and closet drug use.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 21:11:36 2018 No.10479770 >>10479729 You're already a wizard. Two mores years until lichdom anon. It's strange, things still hurt but you don't feel them either. It's like you know they hurt but there's no reaction to it.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 21:51:24 2018 No.10480001 just getting started, might play some vidya in a bit

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 21:52:46 2018 No.10480009 >>10479770 I thought wizard status came at 30

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 22:01:41 2018 No.10480057 >>10480009 You are correct, I don't know what that guy is talking about

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 22:03:21 2018 No.10480067 >>10479729 sex is disgusting

Anonymous Thu Apr 19 22:05:52 2018 No.10480075

I've got to work tonight but after that I've got 5 days off.
I'm thinking about putting a cooler full of beers and a mattress in my car and driving into the bush near a fishing spot and getting drunk for a few nights.
Either that or get a hotel room in the nearest capital city and go out bar hopping.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 22:06:08 2018 No.10480076 >>10479705 I did, didn't end well. I stopped drinking and she quit too but switched to stimulants. Those I can take or leave, but she got strung out and I had to dump her because she refused to even try to get help.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 22:18:17 2018 No.10480121 >>10480075 Fishing sounds much better.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 22:20:13 2018 No.10480130 Drinking literally anything but straight vodka shots (50ml-100ml) with Coke as the chaser is autism.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 22:27:54 2018 No.10480160 >>10480075 >>10480121 yup. fishing for the win. I do the exact same thing in the summer. mattress and all. Usually some reefer and mushrooms if I'm going for more than a couple of nights. A cooler full of awesome food, and beers go in the creek.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 22:46:56 2018 No.10480247 File: 566 KB, 1469x2031, 1520590028531.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] You know that feelin after you take a shot that feels like liquid is waterfalling over your ribs that shit is so good

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 22:53:40 2018 No.10480272 File: 66 KB, 306x320, 5jsjkp.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10480160 fuck that sounds good. I'm in a shit place in life right now. Hope to get back to doing fun stuff soon. broke, can't work, living with my mom. fucking sucks

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 22:56:01 2018 No.10480284 >>10480272 i;m not doing to great either.... this is me >>10479766

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 22:58:14 2018 No.10480302 >>10479689 people call the cops for not having enough ketchup at the drivethru, there's news stories all the time

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 22:59:16 2018 No.10480309 >>10479502 'bout three days better than me

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:04:54 2018 No.10480340 >>10480075 A few days up in the woods fishing sounds killer. What can you catch down there in Oz?

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:06:01 2018 No.10480343 >>10480272 >>10480160 >>10480121 How far are ya'll from southeast Wyoming?

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:13:48 2018 No.10480370 >>10480343 I used to be in Denver. I'm in fucking Missouri now. I did a lot of work up there. Laramie Gillette, Buffalo and Casper mostly

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:15:35 2018 No.10480380 File: 386 KB, 667x670, 1400403057858.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10480284 You're doing better than me. You have females in your life

Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:17:11 2018 No.10480391

>>10480370
I was gonna say, my brother and I (inveterate and irredeemable alcoholics) are aiming to do some fishing and hiking up in the Medicine Bow this summer. Wouldn't mind if some other degenerates happened upon as, as long as everyone keeps their pants on.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:20:18 2018 No.10480402 File: 86 KB, 1024x794, hsSMwlj.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10480343 >>10479766 - I'm in Toronto. I hear Wyoming has really good snowboarding

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:21:27 2018 No.10480405 >>10480402 God damn, I heard Canada had some refugees, I didn't know they looked like that. Also, yeah we have some real nice slopes, even better snowmobiling.

Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:23:12 2018 No.10480412
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>>10480391
Sounds fun. Not sure about the hiking as I have to have both my knees replaced and have had part of my right foot amputated. I'll check the al/ck/ threads and try to keep in touch.

Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:26:01 2018 No.10480426

>>10480340
If you fish in the tidal salt water you mainly get bream, whiting, flathead, trevally, squid, Australian salmon, snapper, mangrove jack.

Up in the fresh and brackish water you get Australian bass, perch, eels, crayfish.

It changes depending on how far north or south you are but that's generally what I catch around the Brisbane area.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:26:23 2018 No.10480428 File: 34 KB, 499x501, 1514794491366.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10480412 holy shit

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:28:17 2018 No.10480442 >>10480412 story time. that looks painful

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:31:30 2018 No.10480455 >>10480412 for some reason that's funny sorry if I'm insensitive

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:36:06 2018 No.10480472 File: 142 KB, 540x540, 1524177226455.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10479433 >tfw you've had 10 beers after work and are still stone cold sober, so you move to whiskey despite your wife very possibly could give birth tonight.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:37:02 2018 No.10480479 >>10480412 after it heals i bet that'll be easy as shit to put socks on they always catch on my toenails and shit

Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:37:15 2018 No.10480481

>>10480442
got the beetus. Been on prednisone since i was 14 due to sever asthma. plus my diet has never been great. I'm 6'2" and weigh about 220 most of my life. Put on some pounds since I stopped working in December. Beetus causes the tendons to contract which results in hammertoes, They were rubbing on my shoes which caused an infection in the bones. Only way to stop it is remove the toe. Started with the pinky toe and marched across my foot.

>>10480455
the image or the post?

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:37:50 2018 No.10480486 >>10480479 well trim your fuckin toenails properly nigger

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:39:18 2018 No.10480497 >>10480472 Raise your wife's son like it was your own.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:41:00 2018 No.10480504 >>10480497 Too bad it's a girl. I'd say it's why I'm drinking, but I've been drinking for 12 years like this.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:42:11 2018 No.10480510 File: 1.43 MB, 4032x3024, IMG_0221.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10480479 It is fucking flash won't work

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:49:21 2018 No.10480536 >>10480481 sorry to hear that. I worry about the beetus too. My diet has been horrendous my whole life. 6 feet tall, 220 lbs. the beer kills my weight, and we all know the drunk diet....

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:51:30 2018 No.10480541 >>10480536 you have hope. Every time they gave me solumedrol or prednisone in the hospital I was also given insulin. When I was on it at home ...no insulin

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 19 23:56:05 2018 No.10480551 File: 31 KB, 500x500, 002210000074 (1).jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] sips Dang... perfection in a can.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 00:13:01 2018 No.10480620 >>10480551 now say "im white trash and i'm in trouble"

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 00:15:04 2018 No.10480630 File: 28 KB, 413x395, 1342314849531.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10480620 some music for the thread https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=An2a1_Do_fc

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 00:41:37 2018 No.10480742 >>10480630 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aDACorIaxNw more tunes

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 00:43:04 2018 No.10480746
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I’m tired of drinking. Been drunk on vodka and not eating for a few months. My brother was originally gonnna get me Xanax but all we could get was these 10 mg valiums. I have 10 pills. I have never taken a benzo. Will this shit help? Any advice please. I’m not gonna take one until I’m withdrawling hard

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 00:44:23 2018 No.10480752 >>10480486 i do, one foot has this fungus thing that makes slightly flaky nails i've had it since i was like five never spread or anything, doctors just say don't worry about it

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 00:45:21 2018 No.10480759 >>10480746 if you wanna medicate do some shrooms, mane.

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 00:51:15 2018 No.10480792

>>10480759
thats fucking stupid

>>10480746
It will help but be careful with it. Do some research before about how much you should take, valium and other benzos are common in treating alcohol withdraw when you have to visit the hospital
If you can go to the hospital that is the best bet though, they'll pump you with all the nutrients you need without having to stomach all of it

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 00:57:15 2018 No.10480812 File: 241 KB, 587x440, came here to laugh at you.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Teetotaller here.

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 00:59:18 2018 No.10480821

>>10480792
Agree 100% about going to the hospital, especially if you have insurance/free healthcare where you are. From what you described of your drinking situation, you probably have a thiamine deficiency which may lead to hallucinations on top of other nutritional deficiencies.

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 01:01:09 2018 No.10480826

>>10480759
Haha
>>10480792
Thanks for that advice, man. I’m probably going to wake up shaking at about 3-4 a.m., and am planning on taking one to see what it does. I’ll post results when the time comes. Also, what if it doesn’t work fast and I feel compelled to drink? I assume that would be dangerous?

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 01:02:27 2018 No.10480830 >>10480630 Neil Young isn't white trash music

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 01:11:03 2018 No.10480856

>>10480826
>I assume that would be dangerous?
well yeah, benzos aren't meant to be mixed with alcohol. just hang in there is basically the only thing that you can do. dont take more thinking its not working because i will kick in eventually. When you're waiting try to drink some water or just sleep if you can.
but if you're taking as early as you're saying it should work within 20-30 minutes, and its not going to be immediate "feel amazing" kind of thing, it will just help with the nausea and anxiety and shaking. The only thing thats going to help you with the want to drink is not drinking

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 01:17:17 2018 No.10480876 >>10480160 Thats my summer dilemma, Its the same walking distance from main street to the beaches of cape cod. Either way I'm DWI proof.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 01:21:44 2018 No.10480897 >>10480746 Na that's like nothing. If you want legal benzos search online for etizolam. Also phenibut is a similar drug that might help

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 01:34:40 2018 No.10480960 stop drinking degenerates

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 01:50:31 2018 No.10481018

>>10480472
My mom always talks about how when I was born she lamented to the nurse "I smelled liquor on. His breath at out wedding, and goddamnit I smell it on his breath now!"

You should keep your head when your wife is about to push your fucking heir through her body. Holy fuck.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 01:53:28 2018 No.10481028 File: 26 KB, 268x227, 1381887053404.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10481018 most women are oblivious to everything like this and can't even open the door the right direction, what are you talking about

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 02:09:28 2018 No.10481082 109 days sober. I still get cravings but reading these threads keeps me away. Thanks anons

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 02:15:41 2018 No.10481098 File: 1.87 MB, 1434x1058, image.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10481028 Your post made no sense whatsoever. Pathetic.

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 02:24:27 2018 No.10481125
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signed an offer last week, drinking some local IPAs 6.6ers after having a burger and some IPAs at red robin with my best friend who is on leave from the Navy. Graduating with a double major in math and econ in may and tutoring in the mean time. I really feel fulfilled rn now lads. Just wish I had a gf and went to church more often. Cheers!

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 02:26:17 2018 No.10481130 >>10481082 Noticed any benefits?

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 02:27:03 2018 No.10481132 File: 343 KB, 638x425, Screenshot (1).png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10480830 >thinking white trash isn't anything other than a classist pejorative to red herring the exponentially worse anti social problems created by minorities.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 02:31:50 2018 No.10481148 >>10479729 RIP

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 02:41:09 2018 No.10481173 File: 77 KB, 850x315, 5ad989bb0bc9f.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10479729 if you care enough, go the gym. Creatine, protein, steroids if you are that bad in the face. Go to church and get a wholesome women who will love your soul

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 02:57:08 2018 No.10481211 >drink on an empty stomach >can get drunk on almost nothing and it goes down like water >drink on a full stomach >almost no effect and I have to force it down

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 02:59:28 2018 No.10481218 File: 283 KB, 496x446, Screenshot (2).png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] just puked out my window on my window ledge so i pissed on it to clear the evidence

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 03:26:36 2018 No.10481299 >>10480130 It's also really horrible for your esophagus. Vodka soda master race, plus keeps you hydrated.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 03:41:18 2018 No.10481364 >>10479433 Thoughts on Russel brand? Seems like illuminati sellout but at the same time encourages sobriety... what gives?

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 03:42:34 2018 No.10481366
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I'm 1 month sober today. It's still hard. I have cravings like a motherfucker.

>was drinking a 5th of vodka a day
>sometimes would switch it up and drink an 18 pack of beer in a day
>did this 6 days a week
>for 9 years
>that's approximately 2,800 times
>liver started hurting in year 6
>pancreas started hurting year 7
>lost 5 jobs in 9 years because of alcohol
>didn't give a fuck, kept drinking cuz DUDE YOLO LMAO
>had the most brutal hangover one month ago
>literally wanted to die, not kidding
>said fuck this and quit cold turkey

Took me 4 full days to recover from the hangover. For the past month Ive been irritable and depressed, can't concentrate, been very forgetful.

>Dry heaved for 6 days whenever I tried to eat food
>Hands stopped shaking after a week and a half.
>One month in and I still can't sleep for shit. I'll fall asleep for an hour and a half and then wake up and lay there for the rest of the night.
>Still have very little appetite so I have to force myself to eat.

I also still have occasional pains in liver and/or pancreas area despite not drinking for a month. Been taking milk thistle and vitamins drinking lots of juice and milk, and a gallon of water a day. There's a liquor store about a 3 minute walk from my apartment and all I want to do is go buy a bottle.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 03:42:36 2018 No.10481367 >>10481218 Posts like this deserve meme status. How is al/ck/ so prolific? We just are...

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 03:46:23 2018 No.10481379

>>10481366
Stay strong brother. 66 to ops 33, you are twice what most of us hope to be. 3 days in and I fell off myself, but one day i will be a big boy like you, and until then if nobody is around to say "stay strong", I will pretend you told me, here now by sharing your struggle, and remember the path you lead.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 03:49:50 2018 No.10481390 >>10481379 Thanks for the kind words anon. They help alot.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 03:50:35 2018 No.10481396 >>10481082 What kept you on path so long?

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 04:17:19 2018 No.10481466
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Sometimes I look at myself and how I am when I'm talking drunk and think
"Wow I'm brilliant with my drink in me"
Other times I'm sober some days in and think "this is the sharpest I've ever been"
What can one do facing polarity like this? What is the truth?
Sometimes I think the truth is that there is a God who has blessed us with an eternal soul that will shine one way or another, and all the self hate and judgement is just a way to avoid the extreme truth, that we are loved and brilliant no matter what, the same way fathers love their sons no matter what crimes we commit, we should love eachother and forgive ourselves. We need to forgive ourselves as we need to forgive others. This is how we honor our father, no matter if they honored us.
You bear my burden, you are my brothers.

https://youtu.be/imm-osRK_xs

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 04:23:16 2018 No.10481475 >>10481466 i resound with you first paragraph but your second half was the cringiest thing i have ever had the discomfort of reading.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 04:27:11 2018 No.10481488 >>10481475 Forgive me brother.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 05:10:06 2018 No.10481561 wew lads I've just woken up stretched on the couch and deletedd eeverything I said to everyone last night. time for water nd some drinks to get back to sleep, godbless you drunk shits

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 05:15:16 2018 No.10481571 >>10481561 >and deletedd eeverything I said to everyone last night wew

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 05:15:35 2018 No.10481572 File: 1.09 MB, 1000x750, erfg.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] simply so /comfy/

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 05:23:02 2018 No.10481584 >>10481571 I know, it's a horrible habit

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 05:30:48 2018 No.10481600 >>10481561 >I've just woken up ... time to get back to sleep ikr. if i could just be asleep all the damn time i would do. waking up is the worst.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 05:33:40 2018 No.10481608 I'm actuall feeling pretty good and hopeful lately, but it is this not the most gorgeously miserable song? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bjxPTwRDEYE I love you guys, we're all gonna make it one way or another

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 05:37:58 2018 No.10481617 >>10480472 Have some more drinks. The man is just in the way anyway. That's why they always ask you to go get some hot water. They don't need hot water, they just need you gone.

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 06:02:04 2018 No.10481667

gotta be hell being a female alchie. gotta be awful being an alchie celeb too. can you imagine being a middle-aged, world famous alchie female, doing this...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zzX8Zv_dosM
on live tv, then later that night throwing a mic off stage and cracking a fan's head open before being arrested? gentlemen, the queen of cringe.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 06:07:26 2018 No.10481681 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yInhNRPI9_k AND WE JUDGED THE WORLD

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 06:09:00 2018 No.10481684 >>10479507 you need to tone it down

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 06:11:05 2018 No.10481689 >>10479766 >did my blood pressure at the local drug mart. hahahaha fuck are you the anxious type? just chill the fuck out

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 06:17:25 2018 No.10481704 she sent the sun to heal me she sent the moon to guide me and when the words they failed me so she lay beside me

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 06:28:32 2018 No.10481723 Haven't drank in two weeks. The past couple of nights I've had the best sleep since I can remember. Was asleep for 9 hours straight with no interruptions. Pretty happy rn.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 06:36:57 2018 No.10481734 File: 469 KB, 2811x1654, 1524218609048.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] goddamn /ck/ is full more even more losers then /r9k/

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 08:38:35 2018 No.10481948 >>10481572 what up magic flight launch bro

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 08:49:06 2018 No.10481968 File: 51 KB, 396x530, fdhtufgh.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10481948 They're amazing, 60 quid and it's guaranteed for life. I'm using an iolite as a kind of bong too when i want a bigger hit. 3 months no alcohol. >High high 5

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 08:50:09 2018 No.10481971 File: 207 KB, 960x960, dfhdfhg.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >find this >wat do

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 08:55:03 2018 No.10481978 >>10481971 Works out to around $37 a litre. I don't think that's very good value unless you like the novelty of a giant bottle.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 08:56:29 2018 No.10481982 >>10481572 little wooden box represent

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 08:58:31 2018 No.10481986 >>10481971 what curreny is this, it is way expensive. I buy my 0,7l vodka for 6€ (germany) you dont need priceyer stuff when you mix it, i like to mix with red wine 1:1

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 08:59:22 2018 No.10481991 >>10481971 if i wasn't poor i'd send shoenice one to chug

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 09:00:35 2018 No.10481996 >>10481986 i think maybe canada, it's even pricier than the uk

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 09:00:54 2018 No.10481998

>>10479729
honestly man a gf is overrated hard, ye they can be cute but once uve fucked them and ur not horny anymore u realized how weird/lame/annoying/retarded they can be plus they take up ur valuable time and thinking with their stupid shit most of the time, so it really isnt all that having a gf better off spending ur time doing something more sick

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 09:05:08 2018 No.10482011 >>10481996 >>10481971 over 80% tax on spirits, what didnt knew Canada was scandinavian

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 09:10:38 2018 No.10482025 >>10481986 the fuck are you buying? Jelzin, Gorbatschow?!

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 09:13:38 2018 No.10482029 File: 67 KB, 1500x1125, weizenstolz-doppelweizenkorn-38-vol-zoom.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10482025 gorbatschow when is on sale if its not i buy pic it is good for the price

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 09:19:17 2018 No.10482036 >>10482029 Alright. I tend to drink shots sometimes so I find out which medium-tier brand is on sale near me and get that. Also I tend to mix 50/50 with Apfelschorle (applejuice + sparkling water) which is godly especially in this summery weather.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 09:22:37 2018 No.10482041 >>10482036 i can also recommend strong cooled peppermint tea, it is also smooth and foremost not to sweet which i dont like there for i dont mix with the usual things

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 09:23:13 2018 No.10482044 >>10481986 >mixing vodka and red wine What the fuck dude

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 09:34:48 2018 No.10482068 File: 28 KB, 337x450, cfhg.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] call me a memeist, but i'd love to have one of these in my house.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 09:35:51 2018 No.10482073 File: 20 KB, 338x450, jyhfgui.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10482068

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 09:37:39 2018 No.10482076 >>10482073 Has it actually got booze in it or is it just an ornament?

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 09:43:44 2018 No.10482085 >>10482076 nah it's legit

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 09:47:11 2018 No.10482090 >>10482041 Sounds good... might work nicely with a bit of lemon juice as well.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 09:52:12 2018 No.10482096 >>10482044 >he doesn't know the power of the Brutal Hammer

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 10:02:59 2018 No.10482119 Do I buy vodka today?

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 10:04:06 2018 No.10482121 >>10482096 I think calling it the Acid Reflux would be more accurate

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 10:04:39 2018 No.10482125 >>10482119 Uncertain. Please ask again.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 10:07:33 2018 No.10482133 >>10482121 i dont have such a problem since i stopped drinking coffee which fucked my stomache way harder

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 10:21:54 2018 No.10482163 File: 70 KB, 640x640, drinkin914.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] 10:20 AM. Hands are shaking, I'm banned from all my discords and I don't know why, and I broke the door knob to my closet door. I feel so broken.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 10:30:46 2018 No.10482190 >>10482085 How does it come out?

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 10:32:05 2018 No.10482194 >>10479729 >>10479739 sex is over-rated.

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 10:34:08 2018 No.10482202

Been drinking 6 to 8 beers a night. Got into the habit from being homeless for a year. I worked to get off the streets but your day starts so early-like 4AM so I would wander down to the meatpacking district and help unload trucks for cash most days. When I was done I'd meet with caseworkers. This would be anywhere from 7 to 10 AM. Get done with them and what other things you gotta do and it's noon 1PM. Can't go in until 5-6PM and I kept to myself but so tired and bored I'd start drinking to relax and face going back to the shitty shelter. I didn't drink myself shitfaced but to the edge of Drunk. Now I've gotten off the streets and things are going well but I'm still in that street habit. IDK if it's good or bad-I can function,don't wake up hungover,am a happy drunk.
Sorry for the long post.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 10:34:33 2018 No.10482205 >>10482190 it doesn't, it's a one-off and just used as an ornament. some lucky dude will one day seek shelter after nuclear fallout and will chug it when everyone else is kil.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 10:35:36 2018 No.10482208 >>10482194 isn't if you get a sub chick who'll let you do whatever you want.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 10:36:12 2018 No.10482209 >>10482205 I'd use some kind of bucket and take that shit out like it's a well

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 10:37:47 2018 No.10482212

>>10479766
I relate to this post a lot. Almost 2 months sober now, but yea binging is brutal. I was a weekend warrior type. Basically drunk from when I got off work at 5pm until I woke up monday morning for work. It's honestly harder on your body than just continually drinking. All of the stopping and starting will really fuck you up.

Also what you're describing is how WD's start, my dude. Happened to me when I was around 22 or 23. Hangovers gradually transition from nausuea/headache into a totally depraved, uncomfortable feeling that can only be healed by time or more drink

I feel ya about the blood pressure, but know that coming off of a bender is probably the worst your BP will be at and the store meters are terrible. I had awful BP when drinking. Not sure how it is now, but I feel way less bloated, my face isn't red anymore and as soon as I get my health insurance through I'm going to go see a doctor and get some BP pills if I need them again. You won't stroke out at 166/112. It's high and bad for you, but you wouldn't believe how fucking high I saw BP when I worked in the ER. I'm talking 250/140.

Get checked out. BP will go down once you quit drinking as will the anxiety. Liver can heal itself.

Take it easy and don't let the boredom suck you back in. Also don't be a degenerate polyamrous fuck. It will just cause problems down the road.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 10:39:35 2018 No.10482220 >>10480075 The car idea sounds pretty cool.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 10:41:05 2018 No.10482222 >>10481366 Might want to have them check your pancreatic enzymes again. If you still can't eat a month out you might have something else going on related to damage the booze did.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 10:42:08 2018 No.10482227 >>10482208 eh i guess. doesn't do much for me. Too fleetiing.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 10:47:58 2018 No.10482245 >>10482222 you might want to check dem quads

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 10:50:15 2018 No.10482257 File: 14 KB, 280x350, 31CzggkuYOL.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10479433 Mostly drinking pic related at the moment, only 9 euro for a bottle and it tastes pretty good.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 10:56:16 2018 No.10482270 File: 19 KB, 236x409, drinkin911.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I'm a college student. I drink schnapps in a water bottle. I feel miserable until I get to class and start feeling happy again. I'm miserable.

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 11:07:04 2018 No.10482308

>>10480746
Valium guy here. It’s been about 2 hours since I’ve taken one and i am feeling a bit relaxed, but still withdrawing. It is kind of a strange feeling, but I know if I didn’t take it I wod be freaking the fuck out right now. So it works to an extent, but I am still feeling extremely unpleasant

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 11:10:04 2018 No.10482315 >>10479729 I cannot imagine another five years of this

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 11:11:30 2018 No.10482320 >>10482315 >>10479729 are you just crossing your fingers and hoping, or are you actively attempting to acquire some soul-soothing giney goodness?

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 11:11:53 2018 No.10482322 >>10480481 Lmao Kys dude

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 11:14:26 2018 No.10482334 >>10481572 that weed does not look very good.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 11:15:08 2018 No.10482337 >>10482320 Just crossing my fingers and hoping I'm not ugly but everyone hates me I'm anti social and have severe self diagnosed social autism

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 11:19:23 2018 No.10482361 Thread theme: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UCJJ1iZuoQ4

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 11:20:23 2018 No.10482368

>>10482212
thanks man, i kind of needed to hear this. I know I am feeling a bit better now, I didn't think it was the coke. And ya, it is timely now. I can't get it together like I used too. I'm sick for a few days after binging.

>Also don't be a degenerate polyamrous fuck. It will just cause problems down the road.

I know, my close friends have told me this. It's hard, because when I get into an argument with one, the other one is always there. Sometimes "when it rains, it pours" neither are liking me. And sometimes I can't speak with one on the phone because I'm with the other. I need to do something about that, and it's an added stress in my life to be honest.

thanks for your honest input

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 11:20:37 2018 No.10482369 >>10482308 Hang in there bro. How long since your last drink? I've found turning on the shower, getting it nice and hot and sitting down is sort of calming. Don't do this if you think you're gonna have a seizure tho.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 11:23:37 2018 No.10482384 >>10482212 and good on you for your sobriety. keep it up

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 11:28:03 2018 No.10482395

>>10482368
>>10482384
Thanks man. It's been interesting. Doing the AA thing which seems like it's actually working this time. It's weird how much you can change in just two months.

I also wouldn't discount the coke on your BP. Drinking, cigs and coke is a fucking hammer on your heart. I started vaping bc I picked up smoking when I got sober because I was stressed out a lot. It's alright. I think I'm actually losing weight though. My gf says I have.

Have you done any sober stints before?

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 11:29:20 2018 No.10482397
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I-I've never had alcohol. W-will I get addicted and my life ruined?

I've got a cheap (~5,00 €) 12% alcohol white wine I use for cooking.

I'd like to try wines, but when I see you al/ck/oholics and your miserable lives I think it's better to stay away from it.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 11:31:51 2018 No.10482402 2 years without a single drop of alcohol and I still have the shakes. What can I do about this?

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 11:33:37 2018 No.10482411 >>10482402 have a drink

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 11:35:19 2018 No.10482417

>>10482397
>I-I've never had alcohol. W-will I get addicted and my life ruined?
Maybe, if you're predisposed to addiction. Most people aren't. There's a world of difference between drinking wine to appreciate its taste and compulsively pounding multiple bottles of it every night to make the world go away.

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 11:35:37 2018 No.10482418

>>10482395
ya, I went on vacation with on of the ladies the other month, she doesn't like me drinking. So i went 7 days, only got drunk once.

Other stints are like 5 days here, 4 days there never more than a month since I started drinking at like, 15.

I didn't find I was getting WDs when we were on vacation, but I am shakey, not terrible, but shaky when I stop after my usual 3 or 4 night binge. I usually drink 15 plus tall cans a night when I'm drinking. I have a fully stocked bar of hard liquor I don't touch, i always buy a bottle of duty free when i cross the border. I stopped drinking whisky a few years ago because i was told by close friends how unhealthy my drinking habits were. usually a mickey chased by a 6 pack. i was getting pretty sloppy drunk and i am more composed off beer. or so i think.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 11:35:45 2018 No.10482419 >>10482397 Do you have alcoholic relatives? Are you a native american/abo? You'll probably be okay if you didn't answer yes to one those. Be careful though, I think like 1/3rd of the population has an alcohol misuse disorder.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 11:36:07 2018 No.10482421 >>10479729 28 and same situation as u bud. I really don't care tho, I've had lots of chances to get laid or have gfs but I just want to be alone

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 11:44:58 2018 No.10482452 >>10482369 I’ll try that out. I’m about 14 hours since the last drink. Thanks for the advice.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 11:53:54 2018 No.10482477 >>10482417 I see. >>10482419 I'm neither of those things. But just seeing everything here has actually made me realize that I should just stay away from it. Just in case I'm in that 1/3rd.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 12:04:28 2018 No.10482509 >>10481991 lmfao I think this would be the thing to finally kill him

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 12:27:10 2018 No.10482566 >>10482257 España?

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 12:33:49 2018 No.10482583
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>>10482397
i can only speak for myself dont drink more than two full evenings/nights every ten or so days and problems werent. I only got two sweaty nights after binging two weeks and prior to that 4 days a week of drinking for roughly half a year.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 12:39:36 2018 No.10482600 >>10482163 >I'm banned from all my discords and I don't know why Kek Why does burning bridges feel so good?

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 12:44:20 2018 No.10482616 >>10480897 What's a good site to order from?

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 12:44:29 2018 No.10482617 >>10482600 maybe because the discords were gay as fuck and it's a good thing your not on them? Also, your bridges were shitty and about to fail anyways, so why not burn them?

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 12:45:07 2018 No.10482620 >>10482417 >Maybe, if you're predisposed to addiction. Most people aren't. Who told you that fairytale?

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 12:49:50 2018 No.10482630

>>10482421
This is what creates so many wizards. The loss of interest skyrockets after about 23 or 24, unless you're emotionally needy which many chads are. It amazes me how many men need a woman in their life to boss them around or pretend to listen to their gay feelings and ideas, like how do they not see that she doesn't give a shit? Why are people so afraid to be physically alone? Why do people need a physical sounding board and a warm body to sleep with? It seems like such a sad needy existence.

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 12:52:14 2018 No.10482637

>>10482617
I'm not the anon i was replying to. I just fully empathize, because I've burned bridges so many times even without being drunk. Some people just need to be told off and when you do it it feels great even though everyone around puts on an act of shock and shame about it.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 12:52:32 2018 No.10482639 >>10479433 >Try to get drunk last night >Wife comes home >Fell asleep until 3AM >Had to be at work at 8AM >Completely sober Wasted day and wasted night.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 12:52:41 2018 No.10482640 File: 60 KB, 480x587, cube.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10482620 I wonder

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 13:07:46 2018 No.10482678 >>10482620 stop projecting

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 13:26:12 2018 No.10482732 >>10482566 Sí, de Andalucía.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 13:44:15 2018 No.10482765 File: 3.40 MB, 4032x3024, 20180420_134312.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I slept at work last night so I could drink and not waste time driving home and back, Feel like shit. Can't wait to go home tonight

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 13:46:03 2018 No.10482772 >>10479433 Going to watch super troopers 2 later, and i am going to drink a lot of beers. Happy 420

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 13:46:53 2018 No.10482775 File: 80 KB, 1024x557, 1024x557_BuffaloSlider_silo_tan.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10482772 super troopers 2 is not very good. sorry

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 13:51:24 2018 No.10482784 >>10482765 you're dressed like you should be in an office, but the setting says otherwise. What do you do?

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 13:54:16 2018 No.10482797 >>10482775 Oh well, still going to watch it. I have nothing better to do.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 13:56:32 2018 No.10482807 Tell me al/ck/ bros how do you get rid of that hangover feeling? I just ate a big breakfast and i'm sipping on some water but it still feels like my body is trudging through mud

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 14:00:19 2018 No.10482826 >>10482807 see if you can guess

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 14:11:26 2018 No.10482863 >>10482807 Before you go to sleep eat something, than take tablets similar to pic one mulitvitamin, one calcium+d3 and one Magnesium

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 14:12:49 2018 No.10482867 File: 32 KB, 480x480, DeLh91ArMaO47DeVnFIVka-30.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10482863 ...forgot the pic which are Effervescent tablets

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 14:29:06 2018 No.10482926
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I forget if this is the place for booze recs or mainly feels, I haven't been on /ck/ in months. I'm planning on buying something tonight to help me get through the last few papers I have to write. Any suggestions for under $20? I mainly drink stuff like Tito's vodka, or Evan Williams.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 14:36:57 2018 No.10482952 File: 3.49 MB, 4032x3024, 20180420_143418.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10482784 I'm a jeweler

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 14:39:56 2018 No.10482963 >>10482397 Lol what are you 12

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 14:39:57 2018 No.10482964 >>10482807 I can't get hungover if alcohol never leaves my system

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 14:42:20 2018 No.10482969 >>10482640 Indeed. >only weak people become addicted oy vey stop being a square and light up another cig you're not addicted you're making youre own choices!!!

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 14:43:41 2018 No.10482977 File: 53 KB, 710x473, 09-roll-safe.w710.h473.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10482964 smart

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 14:44:21 2018 No.10482980 >>10482765 That's really sad anon, you trying to scare yourself straight with sadness or something? Seems like a cry for help you're making to yourself. Not that most of us are any different.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 14:45:58 2018 No.10482987 >>10482980 That's sad? I thought that was a smart idea.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 14:55:02 2018 No.10483013 File: 31 KB, 250x639, beer_12034.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Yeah pretty good.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 16:31:52 2018 No.10483324 Hey beer drinkers, how many do you have to drink to get drunk? This always puzzled me because i'm such a hard liquor drinker that I don't think I would even be able to get drunk off beer

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 16:35:47 2018 No.10483342 >>10483324 I can't get a pleasant drunk from beer. Beer drinkers don't know true WDs.

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 17:05:28 2018 No.10483433

>>10481130
I sleep way better now and my anxiety on days after I drink isn't all over the place. I noticed it about a month in. There's some weeks and days where I don't sleep as well, not related to alcohol cravings, just staying up late glued to my phone.

>>10481396
Father died last year from boozing. Not exclusively boozing but he was mixing his drinking with fentanyl patches which lead to his liver failing. I never went a weekend without drinking for around 6-7 years and I was just getting tired and feeling like shit on days I didn't have a beer in my hand. I had my first drink when I was 6 years old. My father made himself a drink and put it on the fridge and I somehow found a way up and drank the whole thing. I'm surprised I didn't die that night but I look back on it a lot. I'm going to continue to stay sober, I really have zero desire to start back up again. CBD weed pens and water is really awesome and it keeps me away from the booze.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 17:10:56 2018 No.10483447 >>10483324 Depends. I guzzle anything I have so its hard for me to determine. I drink like 10 pints in 2 or so hours and I pass out

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 17:18:17 2018 No.10483470

good lord lads, even by my standards yesterday was fuckin clownshoes. I don't think I did anything much, but I know I spoke to a potential employer on the phone so I'll enjoy finding out how that went. goddamn. pitcher of ice water and bedtime in the d\rk for now. goddamn

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 17:21:01 2018 No.10483476

I hate the fear so much you guys. It makes me marvel at how relatively calm and unafraid I normally am. Driving on the highway, talking to people, everything is so stressful. Feeling like this in bed is one thing, but when you're at work and you know youre giving off this weird vibe.... I hate it. It's like everything I say is also weak and somehow tainted. Thinking about life and death when I should be focused on work.

This has to stop.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 18:02:58 2018 No.10483604 >>10483324 >>10483342 Beer is awful. By the time I have enough to get me nicely drunk I'm already bloated and on the way to having violently explosive diarrhea the next day.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 18:06:02 2018 No.10483613 1 year 9 months without a car. 1 year 3 months to go. awful. i thought my last 1yr ban was bad, this is a killer, especially as i've got to prove to a doctor that i no longer drink or i might never get my license back.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 18:24:27 2018 No.10483674 Fucking hell Avicii died. I didn't realize he'd borked his pancreas drinking. 28 is way too young to go. Glad I've got my habit down to mostly weekends over the last couple months.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 18:29:40 2018 No.10483691 >>10483674 yeah I just read that too, I haven't listened to him recently but liked his stuff years ago its fucking crazy when people like him, just out of the blue, randomly die

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 18:32:11 2018 No.10483696

>>10483324
To get a decent buzz probably a twelve pack, drunk about 20 beers.

I would usually crush a six pack (usually within an hour) and then start crushing liquor drinks at the bar, finish the night on beer.

>>10483342
I'll agree that they're not as bad, but if you drink enough for long enough you'll still get them. I was mostly a beer alc and my withdrawals were probably mild to moderate. Never got DT's. Although one time I thought the floor below me was playing music so I went down there and the bar was closed.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 18:34:10 2018 No.10483704 shit, i fell into sleeping all the time. drank a pot of coffee, starting to feel awake. next time i get back on the wagon i should stay on it.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 18:42:27 2018 No.10483738 >Decide to move liquor bottle to the kitchen instead of keeping it beside my computer >Drink a lot less Man how the hell did I not even think of this before

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 18:45:07 2018 No.10483759 >>10483738 yeah its a stupid but simple thing. I started hiding my bottle in the drawer of my dresser and it helped me not drink until 5ish when I'd allow myself to

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 19:28:25 2018 No.10483888 is it bad to drink coffee and alcohol together?

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 19:34:12 2018 No.10483905

>>10483888
Technically yes, since you're consuming a stimulant and a depressant at the same time, and that's not so good for the heart and shit. But afaik a lot of studies on that were done on mixing energy drinks with booze, and they have a higher caffeine (and what not) content, in small doses it should be fine. I mix with coffee all the time, on the other hand I post here so my advice isn't all that valuable.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 19:35:37 2018 No.10483911 >>10483888 People were dying from the loko energy drinks. The answer is yes.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 20:06:35 2018 No.10484048 >>10483888 you'll be fine as long as you don't take retarded doses of both

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 20:19:13 2018 No.10484091 >>10482952 so could you write off booze as a business expense, since you need it to keep your hands from shaking?

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 20:19:23 2018 No.10484092 >>10482630 people are inherently insecure and require validation from the sex they're attracted to. also we're social creatures by nature. we all want somebody, just wait and see.

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 20:22:13 2018 No.10484098

So I got black out drunk last night at my friends and crashed on their couch after spewing my guts out. Was drinking since midday because the weather's been nice here in the UK.

It's not the first time I've gotten shitfaced but I'm 22 now been drinking since I was 14, if I keep this up I'm going to get into serious health problems and lose more friends.

Uni has given me a dependency on booze and cigs, I just hope once my finals finish next week I'm no longer so anxious and stressed out and can actually enjoy alcohol again and not drink myself into amnesia.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 20:23:14 2018 No.10484102 >>10483738 >>10483759 tried this but >get drunk >forget where I put the hootch >get mad >tear shit apart >find booze >happy again but broken cabinets

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 20:25:41 2018 No.10484104

>>10484098
Ive got bad news for you...Sounds like your social life has evolved and grown with alcohol. Without, you will be so socially awkward because you wont know how to function right without it, kind of like before 14 when you drank but now you wont be like everyone else, you will be 10 years behind. It might be time to accept your role as a boozer like a lot of us and go that route.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 20:34:30 2018 No.10484141 File: 18 KB, 474x281, DE7DBF16-7D9C-42FD-B58F-A4ECEAADBEAB.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I have to get up early on Monday and have 23 beers next to me. Will I make it lads?

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 20:38:44 2018 No.10484160

>>10484104
Oh no I wouldn't quit drinking fuck no, just need to stop being that guy that gets super shitfaced, even though it usually happens to my circle of friends at least once a month. I've been barely eating so my tolerance is shit.

I'll admit I'm a boozer, my family is, my friends are, my girlfriend. If I wanted to quit I can't because it's that engrained in our culture and people who don't drink are seen as outcasts or weirdos it seems teetotal folk are more accepted in the states.

I just want to stop being greedy with my booze.

Anonymous Fri Apr 20 20:51:57 2018 No.10484201

sober 12 yrs april 16. Was drinking in my basement and decided i was a fucking loser (true dat,was.)Made a phone call and was in another state within 2 months. first two yrs. wanted to drink every day (but it was like a dull ache). Did the deal right (twelve steps), sponsored people etc. I begged to die or get better, got the latter. If i can do it anyone can but it happens differently for everybody. Pray even if you don't believe there is something big out there, trust me.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 20:55:24 2018 No.10484217 >>10484201 good job anon.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 21:09:07 2018 No.10484264 File: 34 KB, 370x699, 1519498779264.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Avicii dying has made me sad. I didn't even like his music, 28 is too young to die. >mfw thinking of him hurting

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 21:14:34 2018 No.10484288 File: 414 KB, 640x480, 1421868850701.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I'm drinking vodka out of a mug at 10am in the morning. Wonder how the lads who quit drinking for NYE are going?

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 21:16:03 2018 No.10484291 File: 2.25 MB, 320x240, 1400155567242.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10484288 >10 am get it together man

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 23:37:22 2018 No.10484773 >>10484288 quit for xmas, still going strong

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 23:42:41 2018 No.10484785 >>10482163 I used to drink heavily every friday and saturday night. Checking 4chan each sunday I had about a 50% chance to be banned

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 23:46:14 2018 No.10484794 I'm so excited to finish work tomorrow and just start drinking all night. I think my problem is I use it as a reward.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 20 23:47:22 2018 No.10484797 >>10484785 kek this im almost always banned after a night of drinking because i just become a huge shitposter.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 00:41:05 2018 No.10484949 Welp now I am in that bracket of guys in here where a two nights in a row binge turns into alcohol withdrawal for days so you're back on the shit.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 00:49:28 2018 No.10484977 >>10484949 Don't try to just keep drinking, because once you're kindled that bad, you're fucked. It can get worse. I can be still be legally drunk and feel withdrawals. Fuck that shit, you gotta give it up my dude.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 00:52:19 2018 No.10484986

These threads are unlike anything else on 4chan, possibly the internet. You guys agree?
I once said these are the realest threads, I think maybe because so many anons who post here are dying literally or are in a hellish existence of their own making. This isn't a whine about the world thread, or a place to try and scare eachother. We blame ourselves the most, and we don't need to be scared straight, we already have the fear.
Sometimes I think we are dancing with the devil, other times we are running from him in fear of our life. And yet in the end, I can't help but feel we are battling death itself, an ancient form of evil, and possibly winning. It's when you stop sharing your situation and stop caring to read other posts, that's when the darkness beats you. Until then even when posts go without a reply, they matter here in a way they don't in any other place on the net. Flashes of light, signalling eachother at sea, knowing that we are not alone.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 00:54:29 2018 No.10484991 >>10484986 goddamn man sober up a minute

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 00:56:23 2018 No.10485001

>>10484977
This. This addiction is so insanely seductive that it causes us to believe being sick is now a new excuse to drink more. "I guess I'm an alcoholic now so this is what I do".
I have been in denial of how fucked my mind and heart have been from years of abuse, the same way I was in denial that maybe drinking 12 beers worth of alcohol a night for months on end isn't okay, even if there was a break here and there. Resting on laurels that are long dead. The sickness.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 00:58:35 2018 No.10485009 >>10484991 But I am. Normie faggots like you are what drive me to drink. I blame you.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 00:58:51 2018 No.10485011 >>10484986 Sounds like escapism to me

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 00:59:01 2018 No.10485013 I'm quitting. I mean it this time.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 01:02:22 2018 No.10485021 >>10485011 Drinking, or posting here?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 01:03:21 2018 No.10485024 >>10484986 I agree, these threads help me out. I lurk and post here every day.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 01:04:28 2018 No.10485030 >>10485013 Take it one day at a time and just see how long you can go. We are rooting for you.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 01:08:42 2018 No.10485043 >>10485024 I drift away sometimes once I feel I have myself sorted out. Time and again I'm wrong. I think maybe lurking at the very least has become essential for me so I don't lie to myself that "I'm not that anymore". I will always be one of us.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 01:09:37 2018 No.10485050 >>10485013 Try to tapper instead. Don't try to do any sort of half ass tapper though, try to actually reduce your alcohol consumption.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 01:13:11 2018 No.10485058 You guys ever notice how few images are posted here? I think it's funny.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 01:15:22 2018 No.10485065 >>10485058 Oh wait nevermind. >46 images

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 01:17:22 2018 No.10485072
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>>10485058
Less than most threads. The images that are posted are often strange and irrelevant to the comment, gathered from the far-reaching corners of a drunken night spent on 4chan.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 01:18:12 2018 No.10485075 >>10485050 Not that anon but everytime I break I go cold turkey and just figure if I'm not sick or shaking that it's okay... my heart though. Maybe I've been fucking up. Whoops.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 01:20:19 2018 No.10485081 File: 288 KB, 3000x2015, River_Runs_Thru_It_SMALL.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10485072 True.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 01:42:41 2018 No.10485137 >>10485075 That fucks you up beyond belief if you do that often. Just like binge drinking. Whoops.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 01:44:04 2018 No.10485143

>>10484977
>Still be legally drunk and feel withdrawals
Years ago I used to get 15 minutes of warmth in between gulps only to return to intense anxiety and laboured manual breathing. I quit a while back because of it and tried to repair my GABA system.
>>10484986
Agreed. I came into /ck/ the first time I ended up hospitalised and gravitated towards here. It's more comfy than AA. Which I can't stand.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 01:47:26 2018 No.10485156 >>10485143 >laboured manual breathing fucking hate that so much during wds >repair my GABA system can you explain? im curious. i know alch fucks with your mind but i didnt know about gaba

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 01:50:06 2018 No.10485163 I wanted to get some TAAKA pineapple but instead I got some blue raspberry SVEDKA and it’s actually kinda tasty I’ve very much enjoyed it so far

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 01:52:07 2018 No.10485172

>>10485137
Fuck. Save me jeebus.

>>10485143
Yeah I don't think I will ever go to AA. This is so much more convenient and i dont want 12 steps, i believe the higher power, speaking to others and maybe being honest with family and those close to me about it is enough. And strangers on the internet, and by extension the Israelis and nsa monitoring us all. They know me better than anyone by now.

What hospitalized you?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 01:54:28 2018 No.10485181 Got a dull pain in my right side of my abdomen immediately after chugging a beer. Just looking for reassurance that this pain should be triggered after the booze is processing, not just pouring the first carbonated beverage down your mouth.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 01:57:22 2018 No.10485187 >>10485181 The body is psychosomatic, it's possible for organs to preemptively react with a >you cunt >reeeeee I think I've experienced the same thing before.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 02:37:45 2018 No.10485296

There was a time where I thought I was burgeoning on alcoholism. Reading these threads makes me feel like a cunt, because I was never even close. I thought drinking two nights a week, albeit a fuckload when I would drink, was something to be worried about. I realize now that's basically the norm for most people in their 20s now. I feel like I trivialized something very real, and hope you guys do well.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 02:37:57 2018 No.10485297 Does the beer thread general /btg/ contain people who are beginning the fun and slippery slide into alcoholism?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 02:42:37 2018 No.10485311 File: 61 KB, 681x681, rhvfoxc75xhz.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Would your parents, relatives, or partner care about your passing if you an-heroed from alcohol? Do they even know that you have a problem?

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 02:44:00 2018 No.10485314

My parents tried making me feel guilty for wanting a beer once in a while. I sure fucking showed them. Self righteous guilt tripping cunts wanted to accuse their son of being an alc long before I got this bad. Now they don't say shit when they actually should be concerned. It's almost like they are just tools of the devil. I feel that way about so many aspects of how they raises me, the classless selfish goys they are.

Can only trust yourself in this life.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 02:47:24 2018 No.10485319

>>10484160
I know of someone in a very similar situation. He quit for a year before his parents convinced him that he would need to drink to "close deals" on jobs, even though he isn't a liaison of any sort for his company. They started him out with beers, and before he knew it, he was drinking bottles of liquor a night with them because they've been doing it for 30 years now.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 02:51:08 2018 No.10485325

>>10485314
I can relate. I was a teetotaler until I was 18 (NZ) when I started having a beer or two at dinner. They'd have these quick snarky comments about having a beer on a Friday, and I wasn't drinking daily or even monthly by that point. Fast forward 8 years and I'm living alone drinking vodka from the moment I wake up.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 02:52:03 2018 No.10485328

>>10485311
Yes of course, but they don't actually care what happens as long as I get to be a black sheep who they can look down on and gossip about between themself to feel better about having a broken home and raising their kids to be mediocre failures.
It's fucking amazing how I ever got this far. I guess it's because I learned early that smarter and braver people were who i should listen to. Not nearsighted selfinvolved selfrighteous goys. Oh it's okay all the ways they failed us and being fat food and drug addicts because at least they don't drink. So holy.
Fucking cunts.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 02:53:56 2018 No.10485331 >>10485325 It's almost like they want it. They run their stupid mouths like something is using them as a puppet.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 02:57:17 2018 No.10485339 RIP Avicii

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 03:00:43 2018 No.10485347 >>10485339 been listening to Levels all day. never liked it when I was into clubbing but hey, he was an al/ck/ so I might as well honor his memory in my mind by getting shitfaced on vodka and annoying my neighbors

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 03:01:42 2018 No.10485351

>>10485319
They either push you into it by telling you youre an alcoholic for drinking a 6 pack once a month or they pull you into it by sharing their weakness.
Parents are unironically evil sometimes. Leaving them at 14 to take a girl and start our own family like barbarian societies did really was superior. The public schooling slave system and coming of age laws are the devil's machine and parents are the mindless drones pulling the levers.
I wanted so much to run away when I was young even though I had a great home life compared to many kids. It's like my spirit knew...

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 03:05:24 2018 No.10485358

I got called into the office today and my manager and his manager were there. They asked me about my "sick" absences. I had to come clean, and my supervisor said he understood the difficulties of alcoholism, and that the issue was also close to them. I've never been in a position of closeness like this at a work place. It makes me want to get better. I wish my past bosses had reached out to me in this way. al/ck/ is the only other place I've ever felt understood. Maybe this is the right job to really clean up for. It confuses me when coworkers see me come in hungover three times a week and don't see anything wrong. I spent so long in schoool and college and now I work with people who maybe didn't even finish highschool. What have I done

There are people who I can be better for, now. I want to be better for them.

Do any of you have advice for how to replace drinking with a new hobby?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 03:07:23 2018 No.10485363 >>10485358 Start looking for a new job. They aren't your friends. I'm sorry.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 03:40:58 2018 No.10485435

>>10484091
They should but they don't.

I'm not allowed to drink at work but two other people that work with me are alcoholics. They drunk at work all the time but they also take mass transit. I have a car so I can't drink at work unless I stay here until everyone leaves then sleep here

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 03:44:01 2018 No.10485447 >>10485358 >>10485351 come join us over at /pol/ we're making fun of Avicii for dying of (probable) alch overdose or other drug-related issues.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 03:48:45 2018 No.10485465 >>10485447 I don't give a fuck about some beep boop musician. Christ. Sick of hearing about it. 4chan needs to purge normies.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 03:51:01 2018 No.10485471 >>10485465 >4chan needs to purge normies Many 'normal' people use 4chan.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 03:56:58 2018 No.10485486 >>10485471 Refusal to assimilate is the way of parasites. Good normans assimilate. Bad ones come here and post sixnine memes and assume we give a shit about djs dying.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 04:02:26 2018 No.10485493 The normie invasion is so corrosive kiro was forced to block f.a.m and t.b.h. because retarded normies couldn't stop talking like Facebook niggers here.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 04:07:09 2018 No.10485501 >>10485493 *hiro

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 04:24:30 2018 No.10485541
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Day 21 of No Drink April. Been cycling 30-40 miles a week and eating less than 1500cals a day.... Still massively unfulfilling other than dropping close to 10 lbs so far. I'll make it through the month, but really, I don't see much point to this sober shit. Boring as fuck. The world is more ridiculous than ever. Even the girls I talk to most of the time disappeared.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 04:34:05 2018 No.10485569 >>10481561 i do this cnstantly, before sleeping though to avoid the shame of reading the next day.. shits fukd lad

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 04:38:53 2018 No.10485580 >>10485363 What do you mean?

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 04:43:57 2018 No.10485593
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>>10485486

I know you're pullin chains but al/ck/ should be kept a helpful place. It's the only crowd on /ck/ that remains healthy, so to say. Please let us have this thread to co-misserate without violence

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 04:46:44 2018 No.10485605 >>10485541 You are doing it. Please graduate to /fit/ and leave al/ck/ behind. Part of getting better is knowing you have gotten better. We are all supporting you!

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 04:50:17 2018 No.10485616 File: 160 KB, 640x480, Hollywood-Sign-BEST-OF-LA_v2.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10485605

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 04:56:18 2018 No.10485628 >>10485616 Being miserable is a /fit/ plateau. It doesn't last any longer than it does. Knowing how you feel is a sign that you are on your way out. You've already made it, so why stop now?

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 05:04:49 2018 No.10485641

>>10485580
Employers and co-workers aren't friends. When you open up and confess things to them they will 99% of the time use it against you and "let you go" when you least expect it.
Management is scum. Never let them pry into your personal life. Keep business strictly business.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 05:09:05 2018 No.10485649 >>10485641 Very true. They pry to find out your vulnerabilities, so they have ammo to divert fire from them. I "felt comfortable" at a place myself and got fucked for it.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 05:10:34 2018 No.10485651

>>10485641

I understand where you're coming from (im the 9you) you're replying to, but it's a tiny shop and they seem sinceere. I want to bet on them, I've never won betting on myself. Thankyou for your response, but I think this may be the one.
Thankyou, though, Anon. I love knowing I'm not nervous alone

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 05:13:39 2018 No.10485664

>>10485651
I worked at a small beer store in a small town, with local people that owned it. I got fucked over quickly, not about drinking or anything, but simply because the other employee was able to spin a tale about me that was about 20% true. Trust no one in business, anon. No one. The owners have their business for a reason.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 05:19:44 2018 No.10485688

>>10485649
>>10485651

Right. These people get where they are by convincing themselves they're wolves. They see us (employees) as cannon fodder, marks, things to turn their noses up at and ridicule. Anyone who has been a part of or overheard discussion between management knows this. These people are shit no matter how trustworthy or kind they seem. They base their livelihood off leveraging and discarding other human beings. Always be seeking better jobs or methods of self employment.

Don't expose your belly to bloodsuckers, and if you realize that's what you've done, start looking for an exit so you can say bye and find new green pasture before they get their chance to "clean house". Fucking vermin salesmen backscratching cucks who use their position to cope with having small dicks and being unlikable retards outside of their power centers. Even the smallest companies are this way. Hedge your bets, don't be just another mark.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 05:23:26 2018 No.10485697

>>10485688
Be like Hank Hill, to an extent. A good employee, but business it business. Just never let yourself believe those people are looking out for you, never believe that your job is permanent especially in this day and age of people accepting shit tier work for min wage.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 05:29:19 2018 No.10485707

>>10485664
I really hate having co-workers, if you're not on top of them they are almost always guaranteed to undermine you. It's exhausting having to point out their constant attempts at subverting you so both they and management know you're not their plaything who will just eat their shit. Asking stupid questions meant to undermine you, giving opinions where they have no right, making everything about themself instead of the company. These are the normie cuntrags who autistically take 4chan memes outside of 4chan, always a big mouth and always willing to question you to the boss. Decent coworkers exist but you still can't trust them because the bad ones usually get to them.

We could have this talk in /biz/ if it weren't such a shameful shitpit. I could talk about this shit all day.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 05:34:33 2018 No.10485717

>>10485707
I know my dude, I have had terrible experiences with this shit, and I can guarantee from the way you type and the content of what you're saying that you're as good of a worker as me. It's bullshit to have to convince management that you're not a piece of shit just because some random cunt wants to throw you under the bus for nothing at all, just to attempt moving up. Then they quit 3 months later.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 05:35:17 2018 No.10485723

>>10485697
>Just never let yourself believe those people are looking out for you
Exactly. And if you're the least bit exceptional you have to expect that jealous cunts will be innately interested in cutting you, they want to bring their friends in to replace you or make the boss consider that maybe youre not so great. Giving them information or personal details about your life is just too damaging. And the sick thing is despite knowing this I still do it in almost every job. I am really more cut out for freelancing where I can tell clients to fuck themselves when they push back on everything or question me too often, and where you never open up to them as friends. At work I have to be too social and too forgiving and (((they))) thrive off it's the fucking vampire cunts.

Also (((they))) are always the first to invite you to drink with them. Not a mystery why. Nosey fucking rodents.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 05:39:37 2018 No.10485735 >>10485723 So how do I (the orignial drunk poster who met his bosses) deal with it? Di already mess up too bad?

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 05:39:56 2018 No.10485737

>>10485717
Exactly. My saving grace is knowing I have what it takes to work anywhere else or support myself with my own projects, I have value and can leverage it but holy shit, other people's ability to fall short, try to give themselves advantages and question you because you don't rub their nose in everything you accomplish is endless. My hate fuels me. Where it once made me want to drink more I know see it can be leveraged to drink less. Kill weakness and stop being a good guy slush mark.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 05:48:35 2018 No.10485759

>>10485735
I don't know, friend. Make peace with it and remind yourself you will be okay no matter what, there is something metaphysical and magical about hedging your bets, shoring yourself up, forgiving yourself for not being perfect or doing and saying all the right things. When you feel dependent on a woman or employer is when they will always betray you, when you shore yourself up and actively look for other options they stay loyal. The problem is you can't take things back, and you can't trust them, and if you showed your belly once you have to be a predator from then on out and it's exhausting.

Start thinking of the ways you're better than they know or can even admit you are, and all the ways they suck. You might not have to leave them, but you have to get that mental upper hand.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 05:48:36 2018 No.10485760 >>10485737 But who's your favorite JoJo?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 05:53:54 2018 No.10485774 >>10485760 I wasn't trying to meme. It's the 'tism.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 06:06:59 2018 No.10485801 >>10485774 I wasn't either. I wasn't being even more autistic and asking a serious question.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 06:30:55 2018 No.10485834 >>10485801 Kek Well, I don't watch much animemes so I don't have an answer. I need more 'tism.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 07:04:04 2018 No.10485902 I fucking threw up in a bar last night. I didn't get kicked out so I guess they didn't see me. Still embarrassing though.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 07:23:44 2018 No.10485966 Been mostly sober for a month. Drink tonight. Feels very, very good I bet you don't even remember.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 07:41:25 2018 No.10486015 Does anyone else lie when they drink?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 07:41:33 2018 No.10486016 File: 112 KB, 500x375, comfy.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Keep thinking about heading to the supermarket and buying a few bottles of wine. Also keep thinking about having a comfy dacha and working on the garden.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 07:42:31 2018 No.10486020 >>10486016 just do it. make your dreams come true.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 07:44:17 2018 No.10486026 >>10486015 All the time, no idea why but I like larping on other boards

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 07:45:21 2018 No.10486029 >>10486026 you do it in real life too?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 07:52:50 2018 No.10486058 >>10486020 The wine or the dacha?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 07:54:02 2018 No.10486064 >>10486029 I try not to interact with people irl when I am drunk, but yeah I probably would. Had to stop myself going on my phone when drinking as I always messaged people or said embarrassing things, I stick to my computer now

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 08:04:02 2018 No.10486093 >>10486064 Drunk texts aren't too bad. People are forgiving when they know you're drunk.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 08:07:16 2018 No.10486102 >>10486093 not after years of it they don't. even my immediate family hangs up if i call now.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 08:08:01 2018 No.10486104 >>10486102 you can call me any time buddy

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 08:08:20 2018 No.10486105 >>10486093 I dunno, there is something quite pathetic about it. I have burned a few bridges over it, decided to just leave my phone alone before I ended up like >>10486102

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 08:09:48 2018 No.10486108

>>10486105
I've burned bridges too thanks to alcohol, but you gotta realise people don't spend anywhere near as much time thinking about you as you think they do.

I've said horribly embarrassing cringey things on the phone, and I still kick myself over it today, but the truth is, nobody gives a fuck about me either way.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 08:10:00 2018 No.10486109 https://youtu.be/1mIRVtwtIUc iT's ELECTRIC

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 08:20:36 2018 No.10486145 >>10486108 >tfw you realize no one barely thinks about you at all aside from your mother >tfw immune to caring about rejection because 99.9% of people you meet are never going to see you again or have a reason to care about you comfy

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 08:22:21 2018 No.10486152

>>10486145
You can say that all you like but all still worry about it. Obviously nobody thinks about me but I can't help the feeling that they are. It's probably from natural selection or some shit, we need to worry about this kind of stuff because if we didn't, we would never try to prevent it.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 08:25:04 2018 No.10486163 Anyone got trouble walking straight even when sober?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 08:27:05 2018 No.10486171 >>10486163 yes when i've been sitting down all along

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 08:28:08 2018 No.10486174 i'm not even being ironic or joking i seriously feel suicidal because i don't think i'm ever going to stop drinking

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 08:30:17 2018 No.10486184

>>10486174
believe you. i feel suicidal frequently if i go on a long bender. i then go through the fucking nightmare which is detox and PAWS, relapse, and it all starts again, worse than before. my life is damaged enough as it is, there's only so much more shit i can take. suicide is common among alcoholics.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 08:30:44 2018 No.10486187

>>10486152
you want to believe people are thinking about you because you want to believe you belong to a group because thats advantageous for survival
when the reality is no one really probably thinks about you much at all, which is ok, your ego shouldnt depend on this much anyway

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 08:32:22 2018 No.10486196 >>10486184 exactly man. we can have a hopeful positive outlook on life but that's delusional. once you're an alcohol that's it. addiction is for life. thinking of checking out early because it's been 5 years of this,

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 08:36:16 2018 No.10486208 >>10479433 BOYS this is big iron ryan I checked in about over a week ago and I finally have access to a computer lab this rehab shit is a bit lame but they keep you busy and you get to workout a lot detox was a real squat hoot tho son

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 08:38:09 2018 No.10486214 >>10486208 also some of these people are jokes like oh I drank too much wine one night and have money to spend, I was a smirnoff bro but I gotta change unfortunate because I went yellow a year and a half ago then had a month long relapse

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 09:10:05 2018 No.10486325 Want to get so drunk so bad but it's only 2pm. Gonna get out the house and try to force myself out of this depressive mood. I'm trying to be better right now.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 09:10:12 2018 No.10486326 >>10486016 Went out and bought 2 bottles of wine and a bottle of lemonade (it's hot), looks like my dreams will have to wait another day...

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 09:10:52 2018 No.10486327

during my last bender the woman who sorts out my volunteering hours called me and I have no idea what the fuck the conversation was, it was pretty long though. Did I agree to more hours? Have some cancelled? Simpy burst into tears? I was quite enjoying being around people who don't know I'm a worthless drunk but so much for that I suppose. Fuck knows how I'm going to ask her how that went without looking like a complete spastic

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 09:29:35 2018 No.10486406 >>10486327 join the club. you can talk to someone for hours when drunk and still have no idea what the convo was about.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 09:32:53 2018 No.10486419 >>10486327 not that bad my man at least you didnt lose a friend or go drunk driving or puke on something valuable

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 09:34:19 2018 No.10486426

>>10482419
I live in the Boston area which I read recently is one of the most drunk big cities in the U.S. and they didn't include Universities in the study. I know they've gotten very lax on public drinking but if you're being an asshole they'll drink tank you-yeah they brought back the drunk tank. You get a fine too I guess.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 09:35:03 2018 No.10486428 >>10486214 >>10486208 you're the smirnoff bro?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 09:36:18 2018 No.10486432 >>10486419 yeah it's no big deal really, it just gets me down when boozing leaks into the parts of my life where I pretend I'm an actual person.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 09:46:20 2018 No.10486466

>>10486432
if the chick called you on your time off and you happened to be drunk, well damn, maybe she shouldve expected you might be under the influence of something during your free time, like every other person in the western hemisphere
you can play this off like a total robot and act like you have no remorse at all, and still easily get away with it

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 09:47:20 2018 No.10486470 >>10482807 What do you think?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 09:52:18 2018 No.10486486 >>10483342 This. I'm a beer drinker and have never had WDs. They look like hell. I've had a lot of people tell me the snake thing is real. Damn.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 09:56:31 2018 No.10486494 >>10486428 That's not SB. If anything I'd say it's... Simpsonbro, back from the dead??

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 10:00:21 2018 No.10486501

>>10483324
A lot unless it's high gravity brew like those 8% Natty Daddys. Even then you can't drink them fast enough to get shitfaced. You'll get Drunk,then hungry,and after you eat you'll want to go to sleep. Also a different kind of drunk. Mostly I just maintain a certain level of sorta drunk for like 8 hours.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 10:06:05 2018 No.10486518 >its 3pm >dying for a drink but feel like I have to wait until at least 7 to start Should I just fucking go for it. There is football on so there is an excuse to drink

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 10:06:51 2018 No.10486521 >>10486518 dude i think you want to hear what you wanna hear but yes go ahead time is completely arbittrary nobody gives a fuck

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 10:13:20 2018 No.10486529

>>10484201
An ex of mine did this though it took her flipping her car and being put in induced coma for 3 days. I still talk to her often and she's doing very well. I guess she got really bad after we broke up. She ran to a different state,got mixing with pills,real fucking mess. She seems pretty happy now.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 10:33:54 2018 No.10486581 >>10485593 Can't see a whomp comic without stopping to respect it.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 10:45:45 2018 No.10486619

I just got on my feet after a year on the street. But my days are still kinda the same. Today I woke up at 3AM-your day starts early on the street/shelter-went to the produce markets,worked 4 hours and made 80 bux,came home,read,and got on 4chan. Between 11 and 1 I'll go get a 12 pack,drink about 8 throughout the day while talking with random people I know,come home eat and fall asleep. That's what I did when I was out except I would work at the meatpacking district. Most of my friends work in street outreach,rapid rehousing,or the medical field and either drink like I do or are in the program (even before I was out). I didn't drink like this before-I got priced out of the place before this. I can't seem to change my street routine which you need unless you want to become a shelter dweller for life yelling at people and doing what you want no matter what. Anyone else relate to this? I can't be the only one who has went through this can I?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 10:45:46 2018 No.10486620 >>10486521 What should I get?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 10:45:59 2018 No.10486622 >>10486620 wine. red wine.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 10:50:22 2018 No.10486640 >>10486620 Are you a liquor or beer drinker?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 10:53:07 2018 No.10486651 >>10486619 no chance of finding a regular full time job?

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 10:58:53 2018 No.10486662

>>10486619
i've never been homeless but i've spent enough time with homeless people to know that i'd rather be on the streets than in a shelter. aren't they ludicrously violent? over here loads of people are just thrown into a building and left to it. everyone there is either going through booze/smack withdrawal, hiding from the police for whatever reason or is simply insane. i'd much rather chance it on the street. if i were to go to that extreme though i'd relocate to the woods, hide a tent, drink rainwater, forage/hunt (using a catapult) for food and pickpocket for cash. being homeless is imo one step above enduring diagnosis of a fatal disease.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 11:22:29 2018 No.10486749

>>10486662
Well weather is a real issue in the winter and to get assistance you gotta be in the system. I spent most of my time with a contract bed which is separate from the main part-The Arena. I was quiet,knew how to act,and like I said have friends who work in that field that I've known for a long time so I was lucky. But if you're making an effort and aren't a junkie or shitface getting drunk then you can be put in a better spot. Still a shelter though.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 11:27:56 2018 No.10486762

>>10486651
At this point no unless it paid very well. The way it's set up is that if I got even just a minimum wage job I would lose my healthcare and housing assistance and there is no way to live here on less than 50-60k a year or with a big family that sticks together.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 11:34:23 2018 No.10486780
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zq8Kq7a2JBM

moon shiner come find her
she's broken by the river
and just can't find her heart
oh this devil drags her down
sweet sixteen
seen things you ain't ever seen
still got his eyes open
on following a dream
but he don't know
that this devil will drag him down

but I, I, I, I know
this devil drags them down

tonight has finished me off again
I just can't keep up
and try to kick the drink
but my baby knows
that this devil drags me down
long nights make for longer days
you'll never see it coming
till it puts you in your place
but I, I know
that this devil will drag me down

but I, I, I, I know
this devil drags me down

it ain't so tough
being all alone
until you just can't take
being all alone
you can't keep on closing
and locking all your doors
cause darling you get older
it ain't easy anymore

but I, I, I, I know
this devil drags me down
and I, I, I, I know
this devil drags me down
and I, I, I, I know
this devil drags me down
and I, I, I, I know
this devil drags me down
and I, I, I, I know
this devil drags me down
and I, I, I, I know
this devil drags me down
and I, I, I, I know
this devil drags me down

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 11:36:56 2018 No.10486788 >>10486662 Also I would probably get 5 to 7 if I built an "infernal device" which is what my siege engine would be classified as. But yeah you're disease/homeless comparison is accurate.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 11:52:13 2018 No.10486839 >>10485181 only get upper chest and spleen pains the day after drinking and lasts for a few days

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 12:13:00 2018 No.10486910 Got drunk as fuck instead of high yesterday like a normal person Messaging everyone on Facebook edition

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 12:20:46 2018 No.10486941

>>10486749
At first I stayed on the street because of the reasons you listed-prison is safer than The Arena in a mid to big city shelter-but my friends told me that I wouldn't be able to get help unless I was in a shelter. I tried but couldn't do it on my own. And I was tired and had no hope and said fuck it. At first it was pretty bad but then I got moved like I said and changed my hours around so I never really came into contact with the general population,kept my appointments,didn't cause trouble and let my people do their job. I'm a good risk and they need wins too so it was only a year-a little longer but a year in the shelter system. I'm considered a success story believe it or not.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 14:22:04 2018 No.10487452

Help. I stopped drinking hard liqour and tappered with beer and wine and weed. like a month ago i switched to weed only, and now i've been off the weed for about 2 weeks.. but the issue at hand is... i feel like i act way more autistic ever since i went completely sober. Ain't it supposed to be the other way around? More clarity and normal behavior when sober.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 14:35:34 2018 No.10487518

>>10487452
It's called Post Acute Withdrawal Syndrome. You didn't get fucked up in one week and you're not going to clear your head in one week. 10 miles into the forest 10 miles out of the forest. Not that bad but you can see what I mean. Just do your best to keep your chill. You will be alright in a while. And you'll notice the progress. Hang in there and sperm out on here-everyone else does. Maybe go to an A.A. meeting just to see how bad some people got it. Not to shit on them but to see how much worse it could be.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 14:36:49 2018 No.10487524 >>10487518 *sperg out sperm out on /b/

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 14:49:57 2018 No.10487584 >>10486486 >the snake thing is real Huh?

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 14:59:47 2018 No.10487634

>>10487452
I think that's called having a personality. I noticed the same thing.
People like me more for it, I'm a super introverted asshole when I'm drinking or smoking everyday and just want everyone to leave me alone. They can tell and they don't like it. Takes a few days to start being a nice person again and saying things that occur to me, usually jokes or keen observations. I'm just generally smarter and a better person after staying sober for a few days. If only I could make it weeks months or years.

Entering day two. Again.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 15:23:19 2018 No.10487720 >>10487584 I imagine snake hallucinations, I've had them, but with spiders, giant spiders.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 16:26:44 2018 No.10487977 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XaHaO3yJ9AI

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 16:41:28 2018 No.10488037

>>10487720
Jesus. That's known as a sign of demonic attachment amongst numerous spiritual schools of thought.

I knew secondhand of someone addicted to porn and alcohol who would hallucinate insects. Irish descendent.

Then I had a friend who (admittedly on drugs) hallucinated being covered in snakes and it traumatized him. His parents were both alcoholics (scottish descent).

This is in America, not that it matters.

The friend lived in a haunted home. Many interesting experiences there spending the night

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