Al/ck/ thread

[Anonymous No.10293942]

Al/ck/ thread.


>Thinking about her edition


What's her name lads? What happened?

[Anonymous No.10293957]

>>10293942

>Caring about property this much.

Just end it.

[Anonymous No.10293964]

File name related

it's funny, I showed her this comic when we first met like five or six years ago. We broke up a year ago and and I'm now starting to move on. We're still in each others' lives but I miss the closeness with another person so much.

[Anonymous No.10293971]

Last Jedi film thread for you

[Anonymous No.10293973]

>only eat so i can drink longer, zero appetite


anyone else?

[Anonymous No.10294045]

>>10293942
You tell us OP, we can tell you wanna get it off your chest. Why won't she love you?

[Anonymous No.10294066]

>she's playing w/ me all the time
>I'm addicted to her so much

[Anonymous No.10294093]

>>10293973
you need to cut back some if no appetite. I had too. started eating again.

[Anonymous No.10294111]

I just bought a bottle of gin. What should i mix it with?

[Anonymous No.10294239]

Answer to Guy from the last thread:

>>10293634
>been on Ativan taper for detox
>been on LONG Valium taper
>currently on 12-day Librium taper
I withdraw a lot, like most here
>good news
It was pretty easy to get
>bad news
It doesn't help with the nightmares a bit

[Anonymous No.10294255]

Turning 21 soon. What is the absolute cheapest way to get drunk?

[Anonymous No.10294280]

>>10294111

Lime juice and ginger beer. Keep it equal parts gin and lime juice, then top it off with the ginger beer.

Enjoy your Gin Gin Mule.

[Anonymous No.10294335]

>>10294255
wtf no

[Anonymous No.10294338]

Going to attempt 7 days of sobriety starting as soon as I finish this beer

[Anonymous No.10294347]

>>10293971
who is this zygote tote

[Anonymous No.10294351]

6 days without a drink now. Just 24 hours and incan have a drink again.

I've been doing nothing but learning music theory and playing ratchet and clank in that time.

[Anonymous No.10294361]

>>10294335
Excuse me?

[Anonymous No.10294362]

>>10293942
stupid bitch. punch in face.

[Anonymous No.10294491]

I almost cut my finger completely off yesterday using a table saw drunk.


Don't operate power tools when drunk lads, Not even air tools.

Luckily I only had to get stitches

[Anonymous No.10294506]

>>10294111
I mix it with coke. Only drink that.

[Anonymous No.10294528]

>>10293942
Several names. Don't remind me. Getting drunk on a Thursday afternoon

[Anonymous No.10294533]

>>10294491
Jesus man why

[Anonymous No.10294539]

>>10294491
dumbass

[Anonymous No.10294571]

>>10293942
Closed the bar last night and woke up this morning with a broken thumb. Fuck

[Anonymous No.10294585]

79 days

[Anonymous No.10294591]

23 minutes

[Anonymous No.10294597]

30 seconds

[Anonymous No.10294656]

Cutting myself back to just 2-3 pints per night lads

[Anonymous No.10294724]

>>10294656
beer or liquor?

[Anonymous No.10294765]

>>10294724
cum

[Anonymous No.10294788]

>>10294361
Bought to start hitting the beer after 4 days off. The anticipation alone is getting me high. Forget those bitches.

[Anonymous No.10294819]

>>10294255
everclear

[Anonymous No.10294827]

>Been heavy drinking for 4 or so years.
>Couple months ago cut myself down to 400ml vodka or gin a day, everyday.
>Shitting 10/10 toilet cloggers every day, so got pretty happy my regimen is going smoothly in that department.
>Noticed oily shits, looked it up and apparently bulky, oily, toilet clogging shits can be a sign of pancreatitis
Fuck lads, don't really wanna stop but don't think I'd get any WDs at the rate I'm going. Get mild pain in abdomen sometimes but it's not that noticeable and it's not always. Think I can still put on weight if I try so maybe I'm good for serious pancreatitis, any thoughts?

[Anonymous No.10294838]

>tfw you can't drink anymore because you're killing your heart
fuck this weak body

[Anonymous No.10294847]

>>10294827
just quit now while you're ahead.

[Anonymous No.10294850]

>>10294827

[Anonymous No.10294901]

>>10294111
Tonic of course, and ice & lemon

[Anonymous No.10294975]

Anyone here been to AA meetings? How was it?

[Anonymous No.10294978]

>>10294111
Ice

[Anonymous No.10295002]

>>10294975
UK here. It's fine. People are nice and friendly. Requires some patience for people telling long 'profound' stories they obviously tell every week but nothing unpleasant.

[Anonymous No.10295076]

Would you guys rather have constipation, or diarrhea that happens every couple of minutes and burns your asshole?

[Anonymous No.10295138]

>>10294827
I gave myself pancreatitis and you can 1000% trust me you do not want that shit to get any worse.

[Anonymous No.10295170]

>>10295138
I feel you. Was hospitalized for a few days from it before. Awful, awful shit man.

[Anonymous No.10295204]

>>10295138
What were symptoms for you? Basically all I look forward to is drinking so I'd like not to quit just yet. Not sure I've got it though just sorta self diagnosing

[Anonymous No.10295215]

>tfw the liquor store checkout girl has a genuine concern for you enough to ask you for your phone number to check up on you


oh lads....the pain train never ends

[Anonymous No.10295219]

>>10294491
Be honest, how many years do you think it will take before you get yourself killed in a drunken accident?

[Anonymous No.10295234]

>>10294491
I oce tried to start a chainsaw but was too drunk to even hold it straight. Every time I pulled the cord to start it I'd wave the thing all over the place, sawing into furniture and shit all around me. Gave up getting it started thankfully, no memory at all of why I was trying.
>>10295215
do a sex on her you idiot.

[Anonymous No.10295236]

>>10295215
Is she around your age?

[Anonymous No.10295239]

>>10295219
I don't drive drunk and I rarely drive period. Twice a month to buy groceries and liquor, An I do that 100% sober.

I grocery shop at night so chances are still high I could be killed by someone else that's drunk.

[Anonymous No.10295242]

>>10295236
She's like 35ish, I'm 31

[Anonymous No.10295246]

>>10295242
insert penis

[Anonymous No.10295274]

>>10295246
Dude with all the rape allegations going on now, I'm afraid to fuck anyone.

Plus she's not exactly very pretty, Not ugly...But not sexy. Kind of thicc

[Anonymous No.10295275]

>>10295204
Oily shits like you described, abdominal pain that eventually became unbearable and crept round to my back. I ended up shuffling around bent over sideways weeping feeling like I had a cinder block lodged in my ribs. Also night sweats, confusion, constant vomiting. All this can be yours if you continue to be a stupid mf

[Anonymous No.10295303]

>>10295274
So? Insert Benis and enjoy life. We can’t all be with models.

[Anonymous No.10295310]

>>10295274
So.... a fatty?

[Anonymous No.10295338]

Does drinking a lot of beer really make you sweat a lot? Any more than drinking a lot of water?

[Anonymous No.10295358]

anyone know whats up with /a/? I just wanted to get drunk and browse as I usually do but its all fucky

[Anonymous No.10295400]

>>10295358
so is /v/ and /vg/

[Anonymous No.10295410]

If I have a wank when hungover, my legs and hands get shaky as fuck.

Its weird

[Anonymous No.10295422]

>>10295410
might be because your expending energy you dont have

[Anonymous No.10295424]

>>10295400
>>10295358
I bet it has something to do with that dude shooting himself

[Anonymous No.10295427]

Get on our level you fucking plebs

t. Wisconsin

[Anonymous No.10295477]

>>10294255
Cheapest is home made wine. For hard liquor get a wine bucket, 5 meter copper pipe, a 5 euro heating element from a water boiler that you put in the wine pucket and 6 kg of sugar to make the wash. You get about 3,5 liter of 93% alcohol from that.

[Anonymous No.10295501]

>>10295427
why is this, any idea?

[Anonymous No.10295524]

>>10295501
Scandinavian immigrants.
In the past, American culture as it was pretty anti-alcohol, even before the Prohibition the idea was still around.

That was not the case for Scandis who moved in without much assimilation

[Anonymous No.10295528]

>>10295424
Who was he anyways? I saw threads about it

[Anonymous No.10295539]

>>10294255
>buy cheap soda
>buy wine yeast
>put yeast in soda
>wait
Voilà!

[Anonymous No.10295564]

>drank a couple of pints last night
>come home and have a few rum and cokes
>no hangover
This doesn't make any sense.

[Anonymous No.10295575]

Fastest way to sober up?

[Anonymous No.10295598]

>>10295575
Driving a car full of children

[Anonymous No.10295599]

>>10295575
Watch a loved one get hurt

[Anonymous No.10295601]

>>10295575
think about what you've done

[Anonymous No.10295603]

>>10295598
You joke but thats a good idea. A massive adrenaline boost might help.

[Anonymous No.10295605]

>>10295575
Coffee is the meme, but I've never tried it

[Anonymous No.10295614]

>>10295575
Driving a school bus full of kids at 100mph though a school zone when you don't have a job driving a school bus

[Anonymous No.10295620]

>>10295274
>kind of thicc
Drunk dick was made for thic girls.

[Anonymous No.10295626]

>>10295599
>>10295601
>>10295605
>>10295614
Please I need serious help.

[Anonymous No.10295630]

>>10295626
shove something up your bunghole

[Anonymous No.10295637]

>>10295626
Vomit, drink water + coffee or some energy drink and eat something. I guess.

[Anonymous No.10295646]

>>10295637
Will try thank you.

[Anonymous No.10295647]

>>10295626
throwing up is probably the quickest way if you're still early on, then eat something filling and wholesome
this can be optionally paired with am alk drink too depending on circumstance - there's a reason bloody marys are so popular

[Anonymous No.10295651]

>>10295626
Time, You fucking idiot.

[Anonymous No.10295653]

>>10295524
neat

[Anonymous No.10295658]

>>10295651
Thata the one thing I'm short on.

[Anonymous No.10295674]

I took a few days off then drank and now I'm proper wasted. Try to moderate even a bit and you can get honeymoon tier demolished. These threads should be a celebration of our self destruction and not just a bunch of sad cunt bitching.

[Anonymous No.10295675]

>>10295651
>>10295658
That's deep.

Currently drank a few beers, not litting up a joint. Love i don't liqour anymore, i feel so much better the next day.

[Anonymous No.10295682]

>>10295658
The only thing that will help you out with the alcohol that's already in your system is time.
For alcohol that hasn't entered your system yet, throw up.
To feel sober, drink water/coffee/energy drink and eat something wholesome.

There really isn't much else you can do.

[Anonymous No.10295683]

>>10295501
1. Germans (along with scandies but in much greater quantity) settled in the midwest and brought their beer. Note that minnesota and the upper peninsula are more scandinavian, and have fewer bars accordingly

2. A strong tavern lobby makes it easy to open one, get licensed, and outcompete liquor stores. Like you can drink in a bar after 9 until 3, you cant buy at a store during that time. They also influence things like where and when you can tailgate and shit. They run the state legislature. Basically the barrier to entry is nil and you pay the difference as a business owner to the tavern league to lobby for you on the hill

3. "Bars" in Wisconsin are much more like family establishments than what you would typically call a bar elsewhere. I literally have never been to a bar here that did not have food that was at least on par with the quality of their drinks. Applebee's is probably considered a bar here

[Anonymous No.10295700]

>>10295682
Probably going to lose my job then.

[Anonymous No.10295703]

>>10295674
I see you've never gone through true alcoholism that's destroyed your life, relationships and/or health. Fuck off.

[Anonymous No.10295708]

>>10295700
I'm sorry to hear that :/

[Anonymous No.10295709]

>>10295682
>For alcohol that hasn't entered your system yet
That's a pretty difficult thing to do. I think it takes somewhere around 30 seconds to a minute to be absorbed into your blood stream.

[Anonymous No.10295711]

>>10295674
being a drunk is rather sad you daft cunt.

[Anonymous No.10295716]

>>10295709
I didn't know about that. Big if true.

[Anonymous No.10295775]

anyone else get depressive as fuck after they start getting shithoused?


I feel great and euphoric drinking all day, but towards the end of the day I start getting depressed and sad

[Anonymous No.10295779]

what do you guys do for a living/income?

[Anonymous No.10295781]

>>10295779
Nothing.

[Anonymous No.10295790]

>>10293942
I dont drink alcohol but when I hear some1 buying vodka with ice I want to murder them.

Is it ok?

[Anonymous No.10295798]

>>10295779
work for my dad

[Anonymous No.10295803]

>>10295775
I often get drunk and incredibly depressed/suicidal causing me to literally disappear off the radar and stop talking to people. Its resulted in me having the PACT team called on me and forcing me to the hospital tons of times.

[Anonymous No.10295804]

>>10295779
Soldier/army

[Anonymous No.10295811]

>>10295775
Yeah that's how alcohol works for pretty much everyone.

[Anonymous No.10295812]

>>10295775
depends on what I do when i'm drunk.
sometimes i'll put on sad music or shows because I just need to let that shit out

[Anonymous No.10295829]

>>10295803
PACT can suck my dick, bunch of meddling faggots

[Anonymous No.10295831]

>>10295703
My life is already wrecked, wanker. I'm still capable of getting fugged up.

[Anonymous No.10295835]

>>10295829
Yeah, but unfortunately if you try to resist they kind of don't let you. Security won't even allow you to leave the hospital, and if you manage to they'll go after you or show back up at your place and bring you back.

[Anonymous No.10295858]

I don't enjoy drinking while hung over... But I want to drink anyways. Maybe this time it won't hurt as much

[Anonymous No.10295875]

>>10295835
>>10295829
What is this PACT?

[Anonymous No.10295880]

>returning 2 weeks of empty beer cans
>literally 4 trash bags full
>woman next to me at the machine depositing her cans asks "you drink all those yourself?"
>don't give a fuck what people think anymore, blurt out "yup"
>"my kinda man"
>finish up and leave
>wonder if she was being sarcastic or she was an al/ck/ too

[Anonymous No.10295882]

>>10295575
stop drinking

[Anonymous No.10295884]

>>10295880
There are two kinds of people who deposit cans.
Alchies or kids who want pocket change

[Anonymous No.10295887]

>>10295875
Police and Crisis Team.

[Anonymous No.10295896]

>>10295858
Do it. After a while you'll be a flow blown alcoholic and not get hangovers. It's so rad.

[Anonymous No.10295900]

>>10295884
Dojn't forget Flips. I worked at a hotel and they would hoard every can and bottle they cleaned out of rooms to turn in.

[Anonymous No.10295901]

>>10295884
what about alchies that need pocket change
AKA me

[Anonymous No.10295912]

>>10295884
I live in a state with the highest bottle deposit, 10c a can. It's actually worth it to me considering I'm losing 2.40 every 24pk

[Anonymous No.10295913]

>>10295887
This in the US?

[Anonymous No.10295924]

>>10295896
Is that why I don't get hungover anymore and instead just wake up sweaty and shaky?

[Anonymous No.10295926]

Okay lads, I have a dumb question.

I used to smoke weed all the time and not drink, ever since drinking (18-24 months ago) I would occasionally mix the 2. But recently if I mix them, i get super dizzy and dumb drunk. Anyone relate or can explain why this happens?
If it helps I only drink bourbon and cola

[Anonymous No.10295929]

>>10295215
>""""check up on you"""""
man akies can't take hints

[Anonymous No.10295931]

>>10295779
Physician :^)

[Anonymous No.10295935]

>>10295912
>alberta
>10c for everything under 1L
>25c for everything 1L and up
get about 5-6 loonies per garbage bag

[Anonymous No.10295939]

>>10295924
That's withdrawal, the hangover's bigger dicked violent brother

[Anonymous No.10295944]

>>10295913
I'm not sure if it's a thing in the U.S, though I've seen others in these threads talk about them, so it's possible it exists there too. I'm Canuck.

[Anonymous No.10295980]

>>10295944
>>10295913
it is, in the us it is essentially mental health crisis training for cops, i dunno if thats the equivalent for the RCMP

[Anonymous No.10295995]

>>10293942

happy drinking, on my first bottle of cheap bourbon for tonight

[Anonymous No.10296040]

>>10295427
>drinking at bars
>not drinking bottom shelf handles alone in your cold, dark room

found the "social drinking" normie

[Anonymous No.10296043]

>>10295926
you're just getting the spins, comes to a lot of people who aren't used to being cross faded
When I used to smoke weed I also found that a few puffs can help the alcohol hit you quicker for whatever reason so that might be the case also
try to take it slow next time if you want to drink and smoke

[Anonymous No.10296057]

>>10294255
the tried and true

only $10-13 a handle

[Anonymous No.10296058]

The names Blanche. The old raisin cunted whore can't settle down already.

[Anonymous No.10296093]

Fuck it.
I'm going to go get a drink.
BRB

[Anonymous No.10296108]

>>10295575
>>10295626
Adderall, plenty of water, a short jog, and a small snack. You'll be fit as a fiddle

If you don't have any adderall, try a 100-200mg caffeine pill

[Anonymous No.10296117]

>>10296057
I feel like taaka is every al/ck/s go to for vodka
I know its mine

[Anonymous No.10296163]

Who /notsadatall/ here? I drink because drinking is fun and I enjoy it, I don't have anything to run from.

Anyone with me?

[Anonymous No.10296182]

>>10296163
Got loads of shit to run from, but I like to numb myself into oblivion every weekend to calm down.Guess i'm one of those weird little fuckflowers that can go from monday to thursday/friday without withdrawal andthen drink 3-4 litres of bourbon+beers over the weekend...weird life.

[Anonymous No.10296198]

>>10293973
me. and I still don't eat as much as I should.Made meatballs and sauce the other night so I could heat & eat and it still seems like too much work.
>pic related

[Anonymous No.10296202]

>>10295575
>>10295626
Amphetamines like adderall will sufficiently counteract enough of the mental problems you won't be as drunk, and it's long acting unlike cocaine. Coffee/caffeine helps some. So does water. You will still smell like alcohol and there is literally nothing you can do about that except take a shower/change clothes, chew gum, eat garlic, wear cologne, and try not to breathe on anyone or exist in a confined space for long.

[Anonymous No.10296203]

>>10296198
>other pic related

[Anonymous No.10296207]

>>10296182
>tfw normie friends are happy but can't even get close to my level on the barhop
>alchy friends can go shot for shot but are S A D B O I S

Strange feeling

[Anonymous No.10296213]

>>10296117
Yea stuff like Taaka, Skol, Fleischmann, and Crystal Palace make up the heart of al/ck/

[Anonymous No.10296214]

>>10296203

>other other pic related

[Anonymous No.10296230]

Guys guys guys. try alcohol with weed. it's amazing. Only smoke a tiny amount at a time though or you'll go crazy.

[Anonymous No.10296235]

>>10296198
>Tomorrow layout
I see you're a man of culture as well

[Anonymous No.10296243]

>>10296163
I'm no alc (Yet) But every seasoned sauce fiend on here relays the message: It doesn't stay fun forever.

[Anonymous No.10296276]

>>10296243
>(Yet)
I wouldn't be so sure, people love casting a wide net when it comes to defining alcoholism.
One or two beers a night would be considered al/ck/ by a lot of people but not me personally

[Anonymous No.10296317]

>>10295884
and spics.
Every goddamn time I go to recycle my cans, no matter which store I go to, there's always a fucking spic family with members occupying every single machine. Always with either a minivan or a flatbed parked outside the return area filled to the brim with bags of cans and bottles.

[Anonymous No.10296347]

>>10296276
I think there are nuances as well, I'd consider myself an alci, although I only drink on the weekends and times where I know I don't have to act in society in any 'normal' function, but what I do to myself for over 10 years now certainly falls into that. Ican't wait for the fucking weekend to start come monday, just knowing I'd be blackout drunk come saturday morning. During the week I somehow supress my cravings, not quite sure how, but I don't have a pfysicqal dependcy apperently.For what it's worth.

[Anonymous No.10296349]

>>10296276
well all of those people would be wrong though unless that person is a woman having 2 a day

[Anonymous No.10296350]

>>10293942
help

[Anonymous No.10296371]

>>10296230

More like pass out. You definitely want to be sitting in a comfortable chair if you mix alcohol with marijuana.

[Anonymous No.10296387]

>>10296235
indeed I am.

[Anonymous No.10296406]

>>10296371
I combine weed and booze fairly frequently, and I've never passed out from the combination

Although I do get the spins fairly easily when smoking right after drinking heavily

[Anonymous No.10296455]

>>10296350
go get some from a qualified therapist, you can't get it here

[Anonymous No.10296477]

>>10296276
Sure, my government says anything more than 14 units a week is 'heavy'. Fuck that I'm a fit, tall (6'3") 24 year old man in my prime, 14 units a week is a joke.

I drink 2 times a week sometimes 3, never have had withdrawal and I drink vodka with water and a splah of something as my main drink.

It could be a lot worse although I will admit alcohol aleviates my anxiety so I could potentially fall in to a trap. From sunday to friday i dont touch a drop (except Wednesdays sometimes) and never get cravings or tempted.

[Anonymous No.10296506]

>>10296235
>>10296387
I've been using 4chan for fucking ever but I hate the Yotsuba/Yotsuba B layouts. I can't imagine why anyone would use anything but Tomorrow when it's so easy on the eyes.

[Anonymous No.10296512]

>>10296506
The light pink/blue is too iconic to change, is my opinion

[Anonymous No.10296529]

>>10296512
I get that. I'm just so used to using dark layouts on most of the sites I visit now. My eyes are pretty sensitive to overly bright shit, so that might have something to do with it. That's why I use f.lux too.

[Anonymous No.10296543]

>>10296529
I've always wanted to try F.lux because how many people I know love it.
But I also really like how clear and bright things are normally. Like if I'm watching a movie or something, flux would just be terrible.

[Anonymous No.10296546]

>>10296506
Tomorrow is the BITCH and if you don't use it you are basic as hell

[Anonymous No.10296565]

>>10293942
I've been an alcoholic for 5 years, been drinking for 10.
I've smoked weed hundreds of times to try to make it work for me, but it usually just turns out to be a complete existential nightmare over the nature of perception and reality so I quit trying it altogether after I moved away from the people who smoked.
Also, in my personal opinion, even if the weed smoker isn't a DUDE LMAO faggot, like if the smoker is still like a successful member of society, there's always going to be something unlikable about them to me, even the best of the best. And that unlikable thing boils down to something inside their personality, the unlikeable thing is not purely the fact that they smoke weed.

[Anonymous No.10296578]

>>10296546
I use a dark themed browser and dark themed pretty much everything I can, but Tomorrow gets really old fast for me. There's something about it that's just too fucking like rock bottom about it.

[Anonymous No.10296585]

>>10296543
It's awesome honestly. Plus you can disable it and re-enable it anytime you want. It really helps chill you out at night. It's not always active; it's bright during the day and slowly gets dimmer as the sun sets in your area.

[Anonymous No.10296776]

Anyone one else drunk cooking?
I got some spaghetti sauce going

[Anonymous No.10296779]

>>10296578
It's easy on the eyes as they say

[Anonymous No.10296784]

I drank two glasses of wine and fucking VOMITED half a day later, dude
VOMITED, bro

[Anonymous No.10296793]

>>10296784
I can't figure out what level of irony you're on

[Anonymous No.10296805]

I get to drink tommorrow night! And because I can't drink through the workweek now that I have a job I save money so I can buy cheap wine instead of cheap cider!

[Anonymous No.10296809]

>>10296793
but I blew chunks (and then just liquid) and wasted two perfectly good garbage bags

[Anonymous No.10296834]

>>10296805
I know that feel
But in my country, buying a litre of rum is as efficient as shit wine

[Anonymous No.10296866]

My week of no alcohol is a few hours from ending now and the thought of drinking is making me a tad nervous, any of you ever get that after a dry period?

I took a look at a bottle of Russian standard I have saved and felt a bit uneasy. Hmmmmmmm

[Anonymous No.10296880]

>>10296866
When I'm dry, everything feels good
But I want it back more than ever
It's a contradiction but it's how I feel.

[Anonymous No.10296887]

>just about 3 weeks sober
>have nothing to do now, just waiting to hear when i have to go to work
>drinking is becoming tempting again

[Anonymous No.10296903]

>>10296887
Don’t anon plz functioning drunk here. Do not drink surf all the boards on 4chan read the stories don’t drink plz.

[Anonymous No.10296904]

>>10296887
Any hobbies? (That isn't vidya)

I've made a lot more progress in music theory and learned more about synthesizers during this dry week. I'm sleepoing well...too well, need to get up at a reasonable time !

[Anonymous No.10296917]

>>10296904
hitting the gym that's about it
besides shitposting on the chon of course
vidya doesn't even really interest me anymore

[Anonymous No.10297014]

Just had my first drink in months as a reward for finishing midterms
Now I just have to make sure to keep the drinking to this weekends nights. I think I can do it. I'm planning to stop again til the end of the semester

[Anonymous No.10297048]

All the time vague pain under my right ribs. Push on it constantly and it hurts more. FML.

[Anonymous No.10297075]

>>10297048
Getting real deja vu from this post

[Anonymous No.10297171]

>>10297048
your liver is probably just sore from the constant liquid beatings you give it. the liver heals fast but its not going to do that if you dont slow your roll

[Anonymous No.10297226]

>>10297075
>remain ignorant

[Anonymous No.10297259]

>>10294765
/Thread

[Anonymous No.10297285]

>>10297048

Might be gall bladder, going in tomorrow morning to get an ultrasound of mine.

[Anonymous No.10297399]

>>10296214
gross

[Anonymous No.10297503]

>>10297399
>carring about taste
>not just blindly drinking anything with ethanol

[Anonymous No.10297512]

I'm feeling preemptive anxiety for tomorrow.
I sent an email asking for an update on my application.
I copy pasted the body of the email from when I was sober

But I'm still worried I said something stupid or inappropriate.

[Anonymous No.10297520]

>halfway through a 750 ml of vodka
>have not sent any unwanted drunk message on Facebook, Skype, Battle.net or by cellphone
>yet

I will not. I will not. I will finish the bottle, drink water, take a shower and go to sleep. Hopefully this post helps me.

[Anonymous No.10297523]

>>10297520
I conditioned my drunk-self (i.e. me) early in my 20s.
Do not do any communications
At all

[Anonymous No.10297531]

>>10297523
Then I should follow your example. I'm 25 and that needs to stop. Cheers.

[Anonymous No.10297581]

>No cute alck gf to braap on my face after a night of drinking white wine

Jdimsa

[Anonymous No.10297585]

>>10297581
>white wine
fag

[Anonymous No.10297602]

I quit drinking about a week ago. Just not worth it in the long run. Best of luck to you guys.

[Anonymous No.10297603]

>>10297523
you're a good man for doing so, i've done the same but still slip up every now and then.
It got the point where I preemptively jerk off before starting drinking so i'm not too horny when drunk to send out messages

[Anonymous No.10297612]

>>10297603
So do I, but thankfully, Facebook has a delete function.
Most of the time no one notices my rant about shit before I delete it all.

I once got a date from drunk posting though. She stood me up though
Probably a major factor in my resilience against the urge to say shit when drunk

[Anonymous No.10297614]

Gave in and bought booze. My other half ain't going to be happy.

[Anonymous No.10297619]

>>10297614
When do women have opinions we care about?

[Anonymous No.10297626]

>>10297523
I've been able to do this for the most part, but every once in while I make some pretty cringey posts in my friend's discord

[Anonymous No.10297627]

>Been seeing a substance abuse counselor for nearly two months now
>Always leave feeling like I have control, I can do this
>Not even trying to quit cold turkey, just trying to take a few sober days here and there and cut back
>Fail every single fucking time
I literally cannot cope with being sober in the evenings.
After my brain is fried from working on things all day long and everybody is asleep, I get so fucking bored with everything around me but I'm too mentally tired to do anything stimulating. It's not that I want to drink, I just want to get fucked up for a few hours then go to bed

[Anonymous No.10297632]

>>10297626
Don't worry
The fact that you use Discord means that everyone knows that you are retarded

[Anonymous No.10297635]

>>10296506
Go grab the app /g/ made. It's so legit. Called clover.

[Anonymous No.10297637]

>>10297627

Quit cold turkey man. Seriously.

[Anonymous No.10297642]

>>10297637
That sounds like 100x the nightmare. Getting drunk is basically the only good thing I have in my life, I need to cut back for health reasons but I can't give it up entirely. I'd lose my mind.

[Anonymous No.10297651]

>>10297642

>Getting drunk is basically the only good thing I have in my life

Sounds like you need better hobbies / goals. You can do it Anon, we all believe in you.

[Anonymous No.10297653]

>>10295779
Line cook

[Anonymous No.10297654]

>>10297635
What, the phone app? I use the mobile one, but otherwise the Tomorrow theme is fine on my desktop.

[Anonymous No.10297665]

>>10297651
I'm halfway through a PhD, and cook/learn spanish/play chess/games as hobbies. I'm completely functional, and all those things are satisfying, but you can only grind your mind so hard for so much of the day. Can't just zone out and watch Game of Thrones or The Wheel like other people, cause shits just not interesting unless I'm drunk

[Anonymous No.10297677]

>>10295779
I used to work as IT for a healthcare software company. Then I worked IT for a phone company. Now I'm unemployed and going to school to try and be a developer or software engineer

[Anonymous No.10297679]

>>10297665

Okay mate, best of luck to you man.

[Anonymous No.10297685]

>>10297677

May I ask an IT question What IT certs do you have? I am doing my A+ right now and thinking about doing Net + or CCNA after that.

[Anonymous No.10297709]

>>10297685
All the certs were done in house. They ran us through a development camp (Cache), reporting camp (SQL and Crystal Reporting), app camp based on where you were stationed.
It literally takes a year there to be fully certified in everything.
I'm honestly probably not truly "certified" to do IT to be completely honest

[Anonymous No.10297730]

How do you deal with hating yourself?

[Anonymous No.10297754]

>>10297730
Drink more

[Anonymous No.10297756]

>>10297730
I think of memories when I didn't hate myself, because no one hates oneself from scratch. In my case, that would cover my birth to about 14 year old.

I do that, so I find myself in a permanent nostalgic stupor. At least I had the chance of living a (overall) happy childhood.

Other than that, booze always finds a way to make me think that I'm not as bad as I believe.

[Anonymous No.10297778]

>>10297730
counseling, or just talking to someone about it in general. personal anxieties and all that fill up like a balloon, sometimes you've just gotta put yourself out there being as vulnerable as you can to someone you know will care

[Anonymous No.10297786]

>>10297654
Yeah the phone app. Man I miss browsing this place with a desktop. Those were the days.

[Anonymous No.10297787]

These threads are based

[Anonymous No.10297842]

>>10297685
Not him, but A+ is basically "you exist". N+ is okay, but CCNA is a really fucking solid way to get into a job. That test is NOT kind, and everybody knows it.
It's still "entry level" but it's probably the most valuable entry level cert you can get.

[Anonymous No.10297864]

>>10297709

Thanks for the input.

>>10297842

Ya, I have heard all of that before. I just am using A+ right now as a entry way to get into it, then probably just doing CCNA if I am really interested in CISCO stuff

[Anonymous No.10297877]

>>10297864
Consider a CCENT over a CCNA if you just want networking fundamentals on your belt. A CCENT is much more respected than an N+ but they're roughly the same difficulty to obtain.
ICDN-1 covers everything the CCENT tests, ICDN-1 and ICDN-2 covers everything the CCNA tests. Which is substantially more, and just about everything you'll ever need to administer a medium-size business network.
I don't recommend trying to pursue network engineering as a career unless you're REALLY Into it though, it's absurdly competitive because a single engineer is enough for some 3000 clients in a business, so there aren't a huge number of well paid jobs.

[Anonymous No.10297894]

>>10294351
Good job friend, genuinely

[Anonymous No.10297912]

>>10297877

Awesome. Thanks man. All of that info really helped. I have heard people talk about CCENT because I didn't know how it compared to the CCNA. If you say it's on par with the Net+ in difficultly I will definitely go for that then.

[Anonymous No.10298025]

>tfw made friends with the cashier at the liquor store

it's not as sad as it seems, he's actually nice and cool and I don't feel weird going to him every week

[Anonymous No.10298095]

I'm having fun. I'm drunk and listening to music I used to like 10 years ago thank god for youtubes history.
I hope you guys do well, I love you guys

[Anonymous No.10298185]

>>10294491

Pussy ass nigga. One of the machinists at my job is constantly smashed and he still out works the other plebs.

[Anonymous No.10298238]

>>10297786
Yeah man. I'm not sure of your situation right ow, but I'm very close to being homeless due to not being able to afford rent, etc. I've been lucky with some help.

Fuck me. It bothers me when you guys are in positions like me.

[Anonymous No.10298271]

>>10296406
this, i keep having to tell newbies to smoke first and drink second

[Anonymous No.10298366]

Had some Guinness last night.. Woke up swimming in my own piss. Even made sure I went to toilet before bed, and got up out of bed to have another. Already opened another, have one left after this so plan on going to shop soon to get some more. Only 10am. Sigh.

[Anonymous No.10298388]

Anyone with a lot of whiskey experience here? I have this cheap 43% whiskey I wanna try but I heard the smell can be really strong so Im wondering just how strong is it exactly? Assuming I dont get too drunk and dont spill anywhere would anyone be able to detect the smell in my house or my glass (gonna be mixing it with coke)?if yes for how long would they be able to

[Anonymous No.10298425]

>>10295076
Constipation, I think.
I can unclog my ass with my 12 inch dildo anyway.

[Anonymous No.10298427]

>>10298388
I have never had any whisky with a "persisting" odour. At least compared to stinky things like tobacco.
Just don't be a downie and try to not spread it all over the floor.

[Anonymous No.10298551]

Hey al/ck/. I have been trying out some hard liquor lately and wondered if you had any recommendations. For whisky my favorite has been the Woodford double oak and the standard Woodford, makers mark has been my favorite "cheap" whisky. I wanted to try some rye whisky and have tried wild turkey and Woodford the so far, both have been good. What bottle should I grab next?

[Anonymous No.10298559]

>>10295528
R9k guy blew his brains out with a ksg

[Anonymous No.10298583]

>>10297685
Security+

[Anonymous No.10298596]

>>10297912
nice words, dork

[Anonymous No.10298597]

>>10295779
Im a teacher in training. going to work at a middle school

[Anonymous No.10298598]

>>10297709
Is it worth it to get IT certs in my spare time as a "backup plan," even if I don't care that much for tech? Personally I would be happy driving trucks for the rest of my life but I am worried that someday tech will come for my jerb.

[Anonymous No.10298603]

>>10298551
i find a nice bottle of whale semen fits most people's palates

[Anonymous No.10298606]

>>10298603
I'm sure it fits yours

[Anonymous No.10298639]

>>10298551
These are all bourbon, essentially the softest whiskies you can get. You want rye-heavy try Alberta Premium if you can get it.

You want some serious whisky get whatever Islay scotch.

[Anonymous No.10298663]

>>10298639
>canuck booze
Thank God I'm a WA fag. I can hit up a rez near the border and grab some cheap booze. Else just take a quick trip over for a day

[Anonymous No.10298894]

>>10298663
>going to canada to buy booze
wtf

[Anonymous No.10298904]

came off a 5 day bender yesterday, must have jerked off about 16 times during the WDs. why does busting a nut in that state make jacking off the most amazing feeling ever? the only thing is i find that during jacking off i dont recover any faster but maybe thats just a psychological trick. i always feel there's usualy an allotted period of time i have to atone for my drinking, usually about 24-30 hours of horror and no sleep until i begin to feel normal again.

[Anonymous No.10298914]

>>10298894
It's like an hour away

[Anonymous No.10298930]

>>10298914
and like 3 times more expensive

[Anonymous No.10298933]

>>10298930
Rez nerd

[Anonymous No.10298948]

>>10298933
dont you need a status card for that kinda shit?

[Anonymous No.10298957]

>>10298948
What no. You just drive up buy your tax free booze and go home. If you want other rez benefits sure but to make purchases you need nothing

[Anonymous No.10298972]

>>10298914
>an hour away
Fucking Christ, I live like 20 minutes from the border in Michigan, and I'm not traveling further than the nearest liquor store to grab booze. WTF is wrong with you people?

[Anonymous No.10298980]

>>10298972
I don't have to go JUST for booze. I can make a journey out of it Jesus.

[Anonymous No.10298997]

>>10298271
It's all about dosage.

[Anonymous No.10299112]

>>10298904
When I was hungover I would basically fap and vomit all day. Never understood that either, I was super fucking horny.

[Anonymous No.10299115]

>>10298598
>would be happy driving trucks for the rest of my life

I wouldn't get too attached to it, the second automated trucks become feasible for companies to buy, all the truck drivers are going to be out on their asses. Think about how much a company can save just on insurance by getting rid of the fat ass faggot drivers..

[Anonymous No.10299133]

>>10299115
You still have to have insurance on self driving cars dumb fuck, Also insurance is higher. My dad has a Tesla, I'm positive.

The insurance is almost double on the Tesla than it is his NEWER Porsche Panamera

[Anonymous No.10299150]

>>10299133
The insurance on the VEHICLE....or the insurance on the DRIVER, you're talking about?

Protip: there will be no driver in automatic trucks. Driver's insurance can easily be several thousand a month.

[Anonymous No.10299162]

>breathalyser read 0.3

According to this article a BAC of 0.3 is extremely high and sometimes lethal.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blood_alcohol_content

[Anonymous No.10299180]

>>10299133
Commercial driver's insurance works quite a bit different than the average commuter. Also, a person himself plays a very large role in the cost of insurance, if your dad has a bad driving record, it's going to cost him a heck of a lot more in insurance if he decides to buy a hot rod.

Same applies to commercial insurance, if a driver even gets a single speeding ticket, that can be devastating to the companies cost to insure him. That's why drivers are fired and ran out of the field all the time for minor infractions. If you cut the driver out of the equation, there would be a massive difference in the cost of insurance. If your dad wasn't involved in driving his car, the cost would of insurance would be significantly less, even though it doesn't make any sense for a regular commuter car to be driving itself.

[Anonymous No.10299191]

Decided to stop cold turkey two weeks ago and was doing alright until I remembered it'll be st Patrick's day tomorrow. Not sure how it is in other counties but in mine people my age never shut the fuck up about it. Is it worth it to have maybe a bottle of wine/ a few beers? Or should I just stop looking for excuses and suck it up?

[Anonymous No.10299196]

>>10299191
Uh...are you seriously asking that, even though you know you have a problem with alcohol, whether you should drink or not?

[Anonymous No.10299204]

>>10299191
You gotta be honest with yourself, do you really want to drink because of the festivities, or is it just an excuse? The thing is, if it's a special occasion like a wedding or birthday of course you can enjoy yourself, but what you'll find is, every day there's something. This week alone I had a school reunion, a get-together after work, and my niece's birthday. Of course I got pissed at all of them, but I'm not gonna delude myself into thinking it wasn't an excuse.

[Anonymous No.10299274]

Drank almost 16 beers after a few days break last night. I hope all I did during the tail end was watch Youtbe and not try and interact with anyone online. Next day and I'm still a bit drunk.

[Anonymous No.10299283]

>>10299274
Check your history and cringe.

[Anonymous No.10299300]

>>10299283
My drunk YT history is significantly better than my sober history.

[Anonymous No.10299321]

>>10299274
Thats 4000 calories. Do yourself a favor and drink something stronger instead.

[Anonymous No.10299328]

>>10299283
Anime music, dancing jap girls, some dorifto vids, no comments online. Not too bad. My head is a fucking mess though and it feels like angry beer is sloshing around in it despite popping an ibuprofen.

[Anonymous No.10299354]

Spent my entire 20s drinking heavily then started having terrible abdominal pain right before my 30th birthday. 3 Months off alcohol now and blood test for liver enzymes came back normal today and an abdominal ultra sound showed liver/pancreas/gall bladder to be generally ok. Conclusion is that it's just inflammation of the stomach and cramping from the drinking. I know most people don't manage to induce total liver failure by 30 but I still feel incredibly lucky, and more than a little happy that I'm getting this as a "warning" now.

[Anonymous No.10299409]

G'day /ck/unts. I just came here to say Brooklyn American Ale tastes just as watery as Coors/Budweiser. Please stop sending this shit here,

[Anonymous No.10299440]

>>10296543
F.lux is based, use it.
I've used it for years and years now.

[Anonymous No.10299449]

>>10298559

What, on livestream or something?

[Anonymous No.10299450]

>>10299409
wtf is brooklyn american ale

[Anonymous No.10299456]

>>10299449
Yeah. Webms floating around all over 4chan. I think I saw a thread around /k/ with the full vid

[Anonymous No.10299460]

>>10299456

Huh. Was it an accident, or did he an hero on purpose? If the former, lolidiot. If the latter, I kind of feel bad for him.

I imagine this will result in more sweeping rule changes that don't make any sense and a round of "4chan killed a troubled youth that was going to church and gon git his life together" news articles.

[Anonymous No.10299467]

Had my first drink in a full week30 mins ago.

I'm not an addict either and already I can feel it working on me. This sabbatical has worked well.

[Anonymous No.10299470]

>>10299460
An hero, and those who watched encouraged him not to if I remember the vid right. Deep down we aren't so bad here anon.

[Anonymous No.10299481]

>>10295338
no. but beer withdrawals are the same as wine and liquor wds

[Anonymous No.10299493]

Taking a step forward in my life tonight and bringing my seven year old nephew to a hockey game. How many beers can I drink with a kid? I usually get pretty blasted at hockey games.

[Anonymous No.10299496]

>>10299274

>Next day and I'm still a bit drunk.

I always did wonder if I was the only one that got like that. Not sure what to do about it, aside from shower and get on with my day like normal.

[Anonymous No.10299497]

>>10299450
Wa'la. On the plus side it's only $6 a can at the pub

[Anonymous No.10299499]

>>10299497
>only 6 bucks a can
>only

[Anonymous No.10299517]

>>10299497
I don't think anyone in america drinks that
>>10299499
it's 6 aussie bucks so that's like 25 cents american

[Anonymous No.10299525]

>>10299517
I always see that at the packy bruh

[Anonymous No.10299529]

3 bottles of chardonnay, onto the cask shiraz. i'll be feeling it tomorrow, should have bought more vodka

>>10299499
strayan prices

[Anonymous No.10299531]

>>10299354
Also keep in mind just because x-rays, or cat scans, ultra sounds, or even mris come up clean, that doesn't mean there isn't a problem.

Happens all the time that people have some sort of problem, all tests come back clean, then they eventually cut you open because the problem persists, and then they find something goddamn major inside you.

Medical tests are not very good at all. Pancreatic cancer, for one, is usually symptomless and undetectable until it's so advanced that you're about to die anyway.

[Anonymous No.10299533]

>>10299470

It won't stop the people who know nothing from continuing to know nothing. Like I said, I feel bad for the guy.

[Anonymous No.10299534]

>>10299493
just give the kid some glue to sniff, or maybe half a painkiller or something so he doesn't rat you out, then get fucking blasted.

[Anonymous No.10299538]

>>10299493
youre not an alcoholic. youd already be shitfaced by the time you parked the car

[Anonymous No.10299548]

I wish I could have a kid or something that would give me a reason to quit drinking

I just don't feel anything is worth being sober for.

[Anonymous No.10299556]

>>10299548
you should be the most important person in your life

t. someone who doesn't take their own advice

[Anonymous No.10299631]

>>10299548
>I wish I could have a kid or something that would give me a reason to quit drinking

Dear god...never fucking say this. It never actually does give people a reason to quit, they always think it will, but they continue on being a useless drunk asshole, and end up ruining the kid's life too.

They only reason that will make you quit, is truly wanting to quit. No amount of incentives, or consequences are going to change anything, until you actually want to quit.

[Anonymous No.10299641]

>>10299556
You're going to have to find something. This is life 101 btw, doesn't just apply to alcoholism.

You need a reason to live. You need some sort of purpose. If you don't have one, they why the fuck not drink like an idiot and do nothing?

What are your hopes and dreams? What did you always want to do? Why aren't you doing it? Don't actually type up a post and answer me btw, just answer yourself.

[Anonymous No.10299663]

>>10296866
don't do it bro
finishing up day 13 now
it's getting easier and my head is so much clearer
go get a cup of coffee or take a walk around the neighborhood

[Anonymous No.10299667]

>>10299631
I just have to chime in and back this post up, everyone should take a look at this and know it's the complete truth.

[Anonymous No.10299820]

Drank brandy straight yesterday and today my shite was sorta half solid, half soft, very easily 'broken' and floated.

Weird.

[Anonymous No.10299827]

>>10299820

If you made other changes to your normal eating habits, that just means you ate a lot of fatty fo.

[Anonymous No.10299859]

>>10299496
Hit the sauna. Cooking shit out now then off to Chipotle and get more beer. Starting to feel a bit more normal now. Surprised I didn't blast puke.

[Anonymous No.10300005]

>tfw you had to take a shot in the morning to just not die but that turned into a 3 day binge

[Anonymous No.10300034]

>>10300005
Classic.

[Anonymous No.10300041]

>>10300005

Those were the good old days. Probably the last 5 years or so of my alcoholism, I drank until I physically couldn't drink anymore.

I'd sit around with these hellish hangovers, doing nothing but vomit and lay in bed for a whole day, and if I could actually drink something I would, but it just wasn't happening. I couldn't even keep water down without puking it right up. Then for like 2 or 3 days after that I'd be so damn ragged and worn out I couldn't even stand the notion of taking a drink. Then after a week or so I could drink again, and stay drunk for a few days, repeat process.

[Anonymous No.10300058]

>whats her name

Judith

i know shes fucking her ex at this moment and its killing me

[Anonymous No.10300123]

>>10293942

I've spent last 6 years on shaping my career. I've started from the bottom as a warehouse operative and just found out that from next month i'll be the head of the design department.

But my house is cold and empty for even longer and i cant celebrate the long road to success with her.

I just wanted our future children to be secured, now i don't have anything. I'm just a drunk that's keeping up appearances.

[Anonymous No.10300149]

>>10300041
Dude are you me? I would let my body get so dehydrated sometimes my entire body would lock up in cramps or whatever and I wouldnt be able to move anything or even flex my hands to use a phone.

[Anonymous No.10300151]

>wake up
>dozens of replies from people I blasted with drunken shitposting

the worst feeling.

[Anonymous No.10300180]

>>10300058
>always think about her
>become mildly sober probably drink once every three months, but into a total blackout
>One night during my blackout I text her tell her how I feel
>Take a plane drunkenly to her house

Been with her since. Maybe this drinking thing isn't too bad.

[Anonymous No.10300238]

Tonight I'm making what I call "blackout mochas"

>Abuelita hot chocolate
>Cannabis hot chocolate powder (100mg THC)
>Big pour of Patron XO Cafe
>Cinnamon & cayenne pepper

Costs like $10 each to make but O H B O Y

[Anonymous No.10300243]

I hope you guys are ready for shitposting tonight because im day drinking

[Anonymous No.10300321]

>>10298095
Yeh I'm okay. Casually drinking my 0,5 litre of 35% dutch gin while playing some silly flash mousegame. Also listening to some music. It could be worse. Never drink more than 2 or 3 nights a week but this makes it tempting.

[Anonymous No.10300325]

>>10293973

>fuck me ive lost a stone in weight

[Anonymous No.10300330]

>>10294255

>turning 21
>thread of alcoholics
you are small time

[Anonymous No.10300356]

>>10295880
who cares whatvshe thinks
drinking that amoubt its for you so anyone else is nehhhhh
by the ways cut back/taper off, your liver will thank you

[Anonymous No.10300427]

>>10300238
Might as well sprinkle some bath salts in and then do some pre game angel dust snorts.

[Anonymous No.10300439]

>>10300149
Same with me really. That's binge drinking for you. Most drunks like to just get buzzed or slightly drunk and stay that way all the time. I liked to get black out, fucking staring at the ceiling for 6 hours before you realize what you've been doing, drunk for several days straight. Used to be able to do it for weeks, went for an entire month once, but as I got older it started lasting less and less. Towards the end there I could only get maybe 2 or 3 days.

[Anonymous No.10300447]

>be al/ck/
>never have solid shits
>at work
>have to shoot liquid out my ass every 30-45 minutes
>company bathrooms stocked with coarsest single ply TP
>asshole starts to bleed from constant shitting and wiping with terrible TP
>shit so much it never gets time to heal
>constantly checking to make sure it's just my asshole bleeding, and that I'm not actually shitting blood

The ride never ends

[Anonymous No.10300451]

some guy once told me you know you have a problem when you drink on your way to drink. Like, everyone says they want to go to the bar, and you think, "Well, I better get drunk first before i get down there", or you even literally drink in the car on the way there.

I constantly did that. No surprise, I'm always the most whacked out, incoherent moron at the party or bar, or whatever, and usually get asked to leave.

[Anonymous No.10300460]

>>10300447

It took about 8 months of being sober before I started shitting solid again. I really don't miss my life involving diarrhea and a bleeding asshole and all that like every hour of the day like clockwork.

[Anonymous No.10300467]

>>10300460
I also remember my stomach and intestines and liver and pancreas feeling like they were burnt internally...which I'm sure they basically were

[Anonymous No.10300497]

>>10298904
jerking off releases endorphins which make you feel good, and during WDs when you're feeling terrible, the endorphin rush makes everything feel ok for that brief moment

[Anonymous No.10300525]

I'm turning into a full blown alcoholic here guys. I used to drink maybe 2-3 times a week with friends and now I drink every night alone.
I don't want to talk to anyone and chug beer all night. I am fucking up school and I no longer see my family because I am constantly either drunk or hungover.
How did I even get this far having seen my abusive father beat the pulp out of my mother while on the bottle.

[Anonymous No.10300526]

Slow night. What you all drinking?

[Anonymous No.10300550]

>>10300525
We learn coping mechanisms as we grow. I personally found peace and joy in drinking alone at night. I started drinking too much, went and spoke to a therapist, came to understand that my issues of not being able to express my feelings combined with no support system put me in a rough place where I choose drinking as my friend. It takes sometime, but it sounds like you need to step back, limit the drinking as much as possible, and look at what's going on in your life before you declare yourself an alcoholic. It's not a black and white issue. It's different for everyone.

[Anonymous No.10300559]

>>10300447
its gotten to the point where I dont even check the TP when I wipe because I know theres going to be blood
fucking asshole like a nosebleed

[Anonymous No.10300567]

>>10300180
god dont motivate me to do shit i will regret

[Anonymous No.10300571]

>>10300550
You're right, drinking is my number one comfort. Feels like I am pushing something down, which probably is my turbulent childhood and equally turbulent love life.
I am unable to show love and I fear getting close to anyone because I think I will turn into my father, my God I have turned down so many girls knowing how it would turn out. Here I am, 28 years old and drunk, single and lonely.

[Anonymous No.10300597]

>>10300526
bourbon from the bottle which i usually never do cause i hate that shit but its the only thing my roomate had

[Anonymous No.10300635]

>>10300467
i always describe it as feeling like my insides are rotting, like actually rotting meat with maggots and necrosis and shit, but burnt works too

[Anonymous No.10300640]

well lads got a call to go up north for a month or so
looks like this 3 weeks of sobriety shall probably be at least 7 weeks now

[Anonymous No.10300943]

I told myself I wouldn't do this. Been on vacation with family the past week and going through withdrawals when I don't get a drink for more than 6 hours. Luckily I'm leaving tomorrow, but fuck man I have no self-control around free booze. Same thing happened over Xmas, and Thanksgiving

[Anonymous No.10301219]

>>10300571
There is no shame in finding a therapist and talking to them. It's actually incredibly free KNOWING they can't say anything to anyone else (outside of possible crime or self harm). That was a big plus for me because I grew up in a family where we mocked emotion and feelings so relinquishing how you feel and not knowing why got you called "soft and "thin skinned". Emotions are good and peaceful. Work through yours, find something you feel proud in, feel strong without a crutch.

[Anonymous No.10301228]

>>10300526
Bushmills, because I read about it in the Callhan's Crosstime Saloon novels.

[Anonymous No.10301737]

>>10295410
wanking the hangover away is my goto technique

[Anonymous No.10301742]

>>10295575
slap yourself in the face as hard as you can 3 times

[Anonymous No.10301759]

>>10295779
I work in auditing for a financial company just outside "the big four"