al/ck/ alcoholics

[Anonymous No.10060525]

last thread was delete

[New Amsterdam !!FuZwPkkdqOJ No.10060579]

>>10060525
Going for 2 weeks this time.

I realized it's taking me more and more shots to get to the level of drunk i like to be when I purchased a 1.5 of jameson expecting it to last a couple days and it's gone the next morning. Wish me luck!

[Anonymous No.10060630]

>>10060579
Go to your doc, explain the nature of your addiction and get a low script of ativan. If you can afford it or live in a civilized country (aka not the US), get into 2 weeks of detox. AA isn't amazing, but once you get involved it'll help you overall. You'll probably need at least a 8 month dosage of an antidepressant; after 6 weeks of lexapro, it did wonders for me. You probably don't realize how fucked your brain chemistry is.

Being a drunk isn't fun at all and it only gets worse. IBS, chronic gastritis, depression, chronic bruising, charley horses, general deterioration of health, etc. The further you go down the hole, the worse it gets. If you can make it over the 2 month hump, you'll never want to go back.

Best of luck Anon.

[Anonymous No.10060694]

>>10060525
>silhouette man is secretly a fedora

i knew it

[Anonymous No.10060722]

I got no problem with keeping my alcohol intake low. I think it might have something to do with my genetics. No one in my family is a drunk. They all drink in moderation. And i understand why, because when i get drunk i feel like dying. Its like taking poison. I tried to drink every day for a month once and in the end i was ready to kill myself. I was inpain, couldnt sleep and was getting real axious even to go outside. I drink weekends now and it works great. Still visit these threads tho.

[New Amsterdam !!FuZwPkkdqOJ No.10060745]

>>10060630
Domo!

[Anonymous No.10060759]

>>10060630
could go for some more benzos but i'm to anxious to leave the house. also weak. don't want to take the ones i have since im running low

[Anonymous No.10060763]

>>10060722
Legit question, but are you Asian? I've heard they have a much harder time metabolising alcohol.

[Anonymous No.10060764]

your all fags

[Anonymous No.10060768]

>>10060763
No, I'm a race queer polyamtriphobe

[Anonymous No.10060772]

>>10060763
Yup. Asian, thats me. The thing most of my relatives get addicted to is natural medicin like ginger extract pills, different kinds of animal bones and such.

[Anonymous No.10060793]

>>10060772
I figured you'd just drink because of the shamefully small penis and complete disregard of your sexuality by the entire world.

[Anonymous No.10060822]

>>10060630
>recommending an SSRI

[Anonymous No.10060952]

Day 3 of a bender always murders me. Holy fuck

[Anonymous No.10060960]

>>10060952
i thought every day is a bender for actual alcoholics

[Anonymous No.10060966]

>>10060960
I usually go in multiples of 3. I think my liver is legitimately on its way out

[Anonymous No.10060971]

>>10060952
I'm on day four and I've never went past three before. God help us.

[Anonymous No.10060975]

>>10060971
Why can't I be addicted to something that makes you feel good like heroin?
I gotta go sober starting today

[Anonymous No.10061013]

Why are apartment fire alarms literally Satan.

[Anonymous No.10061016]

>>10060971
pro-tip: you can go on endless binges if you can remember to chug a bunch of water before going to bed and if you dont drink sweet shit with a bunch of additives

[Anonymous No.10061021]

Walked in on someone raping a girl at a local pub. Should I have intervened?

She had a super slutty outfit on though.

[Anonymous No.10061027]

>>10060764
FUKKEN /thread

[Anonymous No.10061031]

>>10060764
my all fags?
>>10061016
I pounded a fifth of vodka and a bottle of wine. My body is not happy
>>10061021
You probably should have kicked the dude in the head

[Anonymous No.10061033]

>>10060971
I've been drinking for about 11 years, and the last time before I quit, my final bender was about 8 or 9 days.

I think the worst part for me about benders, aside from sometimes upsetting/concerning loved ones and the following withdrawals, is losing days in between. I've woken up thinking it was Tuesday before only to find out it's like Friday.

[Anonymous No.10061035]

>>10061021
If this is a serious post you're a retard and you're going to regret not intervening for the rest of your life.

[Anonymous No.10061046]

>>10061021
>local girl found murdered after being raped at X pub

[Anonymous No.10061050]

>>10061033
if it makes you feel better ive had sober, middle-aged coworkers on night shift think it was 2 or 3 days off from what it was

[Anonymous No.10061054]

>>10061035
because average autists on a Tibetan beat-boxing forum are witnesses to rapes in public spaces, and they're not just shitposting

[Anonymous No.10061137]

>>10061050
It's actually pretty embarrassing, unnerving and confusing to wake up to shit like that. I've sat there baffled knowing the reason it happened, but still trying to recall what the fuck went on during those days, mostly hoping I didn't piss anyone off.

Luckily I would just stick to my apartment during benders other than to get more alcohol.

[Anonymous No.10061189]

Is it possible for your liver to hurt from a bender? Because I think my liver hurts

[Anonymous No.10061194]

>>10061189
Yes.

[Anonymous No.10061205]

shaking has mostly stopped buds, still a bit nauseous but i am growing stronger

[Anonymous No.10061211]

>>10061189
No.

[Anonymous No.10061224]

>>10061205
gonna go for a sober stretch?

[Anonymous No.10061228]

>>10061224
yeah we'll see how long that lasts

[Anonymous No.10061234]

>>10061205
>>10061224
>>10061228
you can do it my mango

[Anonymous No.10061237]

>>10061189
Of course, why wouldn’t it

[chop No.10061240]

>>10061189
You can have pain associated with liver/gall bladder issues but locating it is very very iffy. A pain in your right side below the ribs can be a dozen other things than the liver, some of them located a fair distance from it.
You'll have to go to a doctor and have some bloodwork done to know for sure.
If you're a regular in these threads you ought to do that, pain or not.

[Anonymous No.10061245]

>>10061237
because the liver isnt a sensory organ
that said i have no idea how innervated livers are

[Anonymous No.10061249]

>>10061228
friendly reminder: buy some propel fitness water powder packets. easy to mix into water. same thing as gatorade basically but cheaper. also get folic acid and vitamin b1 (thamine). take all that for a few days and you will feel so much better soon.

[Anonymous No.10061257]

>>10061249
i have some b1 and multivitamins but was too stupid to buy any powerade or shit like that

[Anonymous No.10061267]

>>10061249
Man when I was at the hospital I was prescribed folic acid along with my anti depressant. Shit is great.

[Anonymous No.10061268]

>>10061257
powerade and gatorade are meme drinks designed to make you think you can only get sodium, potassium and water from sports drinks

[Anonymous No.10061269]

I started drinking before realizing Final Fantasy XIV was under maintenance. Playing a game is the one thing that keeps me from going berserk when I drink. I'm afraid getting blackout drunk today. I've already taken 10 shots in an hour....

[Anonymous No.10061271]

>>10061269
That shit is going to hit you like a truck pretty soon, m8.

[Anonymous No.10061274]

>>10061269
pls no die m8

[Anonymous No.10061289]

Just picked up a 5L of boxed wine and a fifth of Evan Williams.

HERE WE GOOOOO~

[Anonymous No.10061291]

>tfw you start to have solid shits again instead of watery diarrhea or constipation after quitting

[Anonymous No.10061359]

after my last bender, i got a weird headache in like the back left of my brain, and its happening a bit when i drink now.

did i break my brain finally

[Anonymous No.10061377]

how the fuck do i get laid when I'm ugly as fuck. I haven't had sex in 3+ years

[Anonymous No.10061397]

>>10061377
pay a hooker, about ~$120 for an alright looking one, get drunk, bang, leave and go to home alone, realizing that your still empty, drink some more and pass out on the floor and piss yourself

[Anonymous No.10061398]

>>10061021
>getting involved in other peoples business because some bitch dressed like a whore
>whiteknighting
>getting shot/stabbed over a whore


No, A million times over.

[Anonymous No.10061421]

finally managed to down an egg
dont know why but i loves me some eggs

[Anonymous No.10061493]

>>10061269
Square Enix caused this feel

[Anonymous No.10061500]

>>10060579
Good luck New Amsterdam. I remember when you said to quit it for 3 days just because you wanted to try out WD's. (it was around the fake missle alarm) Godspeed breh.

Greetings from the Netherlands.

[Anonymous No.10061517]

>>10061397
its the only logical choice

[Anonymous No.10061520]

>>10061500
>wanted to try out WD's
why would anyone want this

[Anonymous No.10061527]

>>10061016
Get on my level

[Anonymous No.10061564]

>>10061377
>I haven't had sex in 3+ years
Well you already apparently did it before. How did you do it the first time?

[Anonymous No.10061572]

>>10060525
I’ve had the squirts for the past almost 36 hours. My anus is red raw from 30+ visits to the toilet.
Fucking cheap wine, why do you curse me.

[Anonymous No.10061582]

>haven't drank in 11 days except for maybe 2-3 shots once the week before last
>every time I lift my index finger from my mouse it spasms for like 3 or 4 seconds
Is it my nervous system fucked after 10 years of drinking, or is it because of the vibration from just vacuuming my dirty ass apartment for like 45 minutes

[Anonymous No.10061584]

>>10061527
Vegetable juice does the same thing and is cheaper.
If you get low sodium juice, they replace the NaCL salt with more KCl.
Perfect electrolyte cocktail

[Anonymous No.10061594]

>>10060630
Never take SSRIs and never go to your doctor about abuse. This shit follows you forever, as does every instance of mental medication you take.

[Anonymous No.10061634]

>>10061594
Not him, but SSRI's work differently for everyone honestly. Not saying they're the best idea, but they can work wonders for some people.

Myself for instance, I've had success so far with Citalopram with only mild headaches as a side effect. Between that and quitting altogether, my mood and anxiety have both improved a ton and I never even think about alcohol anymore after abusing the living fuck out of it for 12+ years. For me this time around it was more out of sheer desperation (after rejecting them for years and years) and willingness to try anything to turn my life around. Again, that's just me though. I'm not sitting here recommending anyone go out and just jump right on them or anything.

[Anonymous No.10061646]

What are mixers I should have on hand for cocktail making?

I do a lot of woodworking and this summer I'm making a liquor cabinet for myself. I've got all sorts of whiskey, bourbon, gin, vodka, rum and the like, but I also have a couple decent cognac's and I always try to keep an unopened bottle on sweet and dry vermouth, but outside of the one bottle of campari, and triple sec, I don't have an mixers. Where do I need to start looking?

[Anonymous No.10061684]

>>10061646
Club soda, Tonic, various coks or fruit juices. Its really not rocket science, but you probably would want to keep these refridgerated and bring them out when you're hosting.

Also most people in this thread never have enough of a stock anyway, as fine degenerate alcoholics. I literally can't stock up or buy nice things because I will just end up drinking it. Being drunk and drinking a cheap whiskey, run out of cheap whiskey, open cabinet and see more expensive whiskey and start drinking that.

[Anonymous No.10061689]

>>10061646
Drambuie, midori, cointreau, and angostura bitters are my typical mixing liquers; start looking through a book of popular cocktail recipes like the NY bartender's guide. That should help a framework as to what you should get.

[Anonymous No.10061775]

>>10061684
>>10061689
Thanks yall! I just want to get to the point if I hear of a cocktail, there's a 70% chance or so I can just go in the other room and make it.

[Anonymous No.10061844]

>>10061398
My dad made sure to explain this to me when I was younger

[Anonymous No.10061973]

>>10060525
How do you make taking a break not so fucking boring? I'm on day 2 and all I've done is lie on the couch and in my bed.

[Anonymous No.10062002]

>>10061269
jesus fucking christ man. when I was really bad I was in top physical shape and drinking every day. 5 double shots usually put me to sleep at my desk in the barracks. drink some water please anon.

[Anonymous No.10062015]

>>10061973
When I need to distract myself I always find something I'm even reasonably interested in and say "by the end of the week I want to know everything I can about this topic"

During my divorce I learned film photography (went from knowing nothing to being really familiar with f-stop, iso, exposure time, light values etc) When I wasn't such an emotional wreck, I learned I'm not all that into photography, but it was fun learning it and getting granddads old Rolleiflex out of the closet, and now I know something about it.

That's when I picked up woodworking too, but that one stuck with me, that's when I learned how to make dope shit like >>10061646 and pic related

[Anonymous No.10062024]

>>10061973
>>10062015
That rose is on the middle shelf of this.

[Anonymous No.10062036]

>>10062024
i have become inexplicably horny

[Anonymous No.10062118]

>>10061594
ssris saved my life.

[Anonymous No.10062142]

>>10061973
try some games on your phone from the app store. i love the walking dead.

[Anonymous No.10062153]

hey faggots.

i'm on day 7 of sobriety, i think. i could have a beer i guess, but i can't be arsed to go buy some. it's been about two weeks since i binged on cheap vodka and 95% grain alcohol. i'm pretty sure i'm never going back to the bottle like that again. maybe a tipple now and then but it feels so much better to be healthy and not sore and tired all the fucking time. i can kind of feel my strength coming back, and i'm working out for the first time in years. feels good.

you can do it anons, if you want to.

[Anonymous No.10062166]

>>10062153
fuck the hard stuff. if you need to drink drink beer.

[Anonymous No.10062176]

>>10062153
Sore and tired after 3 straight days. Teach me senpai

[Anonymous No.10062203]

>>10062176
the secret is just drink every day for years and then get sick of it. whisky took my job, my health, my money and my time but thankfully i never hurt anyone.

now that i need to actually get a good job, quitting the bottle is a real necessity unless i want to end up on the street. and i can deal with that.

[Anonymous No.10062215]

>>10061973
Pretty much what woodworking anon said. I keep coming back to this quote from a self-help (lol) book on alcohol. "You don't just cut back or quit drinking, you lean to play the piano" or something like that i think. Basically as a drunk alcohol is your main hobby, source of stress relief, medication and even main source of nutrition. So you need to find something to replace that.

[Anonymous No.10062217]

>>10060525
>where were you when last thread was delete
>sitting in home kitchen
>thread is delete
>"no"

[Anonymous No.10062253]

>>10062036
This. My whole body is in pain, but I feel like I need to masturbate every 20 minutes
So weird. I wonder what causes it

[Anonymous No.10062259]

Might just grab a cheeky 600 of vodka

[Anonymous No.10062270]

>>10062259
hahahahahah what is this

[Anonymous No.10062279]

>>10062259
wew lad

[Anonymous No.10062281]

>>10062259
rekt

[Anonymous No.10062305]

>>10062253
nevous system hyperarousal

[Anonymous No.10062318]

>>10062259
Can we get a story and maybe a followup?
>>10062305
I don't know what that means

[Anonymous No.10062323]

>>10061359
I'm experiencing exactly this right now. Three tallboys down and it still hurts. But tonight is the last of a nine day bender, guess I'll see what happens in a couple days. At least I stopped shitting blood this morning.

[Anonymous No.10062324]

>>10062318
not my fucking problem.

[Anonymous No.10062369]

>>10062318
>Story

I'm ugly

[Anonymous No.10062382]

>can actually stomach food again on day 2
noice

[Anonymous No.10062383]

>>10062369
can we see the girl?

[Anonymous No.10062393]

>>10062382
thats a good sign.

[Anonymous No.10062394]

>>10062318
Alcohol numbs your nervous system. Take a fall and you won't feel the pavement. Now that your body is having a break from having alcohol in its system it's getting used to having a functional nervous system again.

[Anonymous No.10062395]

>>10062369
pic of you, pic of her plz

[Anonymous No.10062397]

>>10062369
Did she just walk out on the date or did she go through with it?

[Anonymous No.10062420]

>>10061646
>>10062015
>>10062024
these are beautiful anon

[Anonymous No.10062483]

>>10062395
I've posted my pic plenty ITT. Maybe later when I'm drunk

[Anonymous No.10062493]

looking for some help? Experienced some weird symptoms and I'm not sure what they're indicative of
>fell asleep on my bed
>had a nightmare, the usual stuff
>woke up on my bed, realised certain things werent quite right, realised I was still in nightmare
>"fell asleep" again, continued nightmare
>"woke up" again etc etc
realised that nothing I was experiencing was real, then realised that I was awake the entire time, was just low key hallucinating
spent the the rest of the day fearing that I was still in a nightmare and literally couldn't tell fiction from reality
Is this a typical experience after excessive drinking? proper peaking shit

[Anonymous No.10062511]

>>10061035
>be 5'10" 168lbs
>walk into bar
>see 6'5" guy, 243lbs of pure muscle raping a girl
>no one else in the bar is doing anything
>ignore it and take my seat
You won't do shit you faggot don't even act like you're some big hero

[Anonymous No.10062513]

>>10062483
sorry that happened to you anon. that's shit. she was a terrible person anyway my man, don't sweat over her.

[Anonymous No.10062519]

>>10062483
Post pics of chick at least

[Anonymous No.10062527]

>>10062483
Oh i remember you
Don't worry you'll find a nice boy one day :3

[Anonymous No.10062561]

>>10062527

[Anonymous No.10062567]

>>10061031
>>10061035
>>10061046
these are all pretty much correct
>>10061398
but this is most correct

[Anonymous No.10062570]

Kek

[Anonymous No.10062605]

>>10062493
I hate to tell you this bro, but you're not awake yet.

[Anonymous No.10062634]

>>10062493
>>10062605
That's a terrifying thought. I've had dreams about boozing before, but surely alcoholism and this pain is the worst nightmare imaginable

[Anonymous No.10062663]

>>10062493
Hallucinating is definitely a withdrawal symptom. How much and for how long have you drank?

[Anonymous No.10062665]

>a girl in a cocktail dress is a whore

[Anonymous No.10062687]

>>10062665
>a girl is a whore
woah

[Anonymous No.10062710]

>>10062687
>>>/r9k/

[Anonymous No.10062725]

>>10062493
I tore up my entire room while hallucinating while drunk cause i thought 500 people were at my bed berating me and i just lost it.
Every thing is gonna be alright kid.

[Anonymous No.10062740]

>>10062710
there is literally nothing wrong with being a whore

[Anonymous No.10062773]

Just finished this

Great flick.

[Anonymous No.10062802]

>>10062773
Did that movie come with a sexy fireman calendar?

[Anonymous No.10062845]

>>10062493
I have this whenever I try to fall asleep after going to bed sober for the first time after a bender.

[Anonymous No.10062851]

>>10062802
Also saw this last night

Peng

[Anonymous No.10062859]

>>10062725
pic of the damage?

[Anonymous No.10062872]

>>10062740
then do not expect respect

[Anonymous No.10062875]

>>10062859
that was 6 years ago so no

[Anonymous No.10062877]

>>10062872
ok

[Anonymous No.10062945]

I hate people. just wish I could live in the wilderness somewhere and drink and fish.

[Anonymous No.10062949]

>>10062945
Just buy a tent

[Anonymous No.10062959]

what can I do with grand marnier and ammareto?

[Anonymous No.10062963]

>>10062949
I'd need a shack so I could brew some liquor

[Anonymous No.10062974]

>>10062493
Nightmares, hallucinations, insomnia, and that very weird mix of the 3 at the same time are symptoms of withdrawals.

[Anonymous No.10062979]

https://youtu.be/V7Ce4dEeqrU

[Anonymous No.10062987]

>>10062959
update
also have 'glava', apple snaps or some shit and orange juice plus tons of syrupy flavouring shite

before you ask why I have all this gay shit, I just cleared out my shed and apparently I had it all stockpiled for no reason

[Anonymous No.10063022]

>>10062394
I'm so terrible about falling while blacked out and fucking up my joints. always had really loose tendons and lots of problems
Just rode my bike today for the first time in 3 weeks, cus i tripped over a chain and rekt my knee joint when stumbling home.
Last time it was shoulder dis- and re-location followed by weeks of healing.

[Anonymous No.10063026]

>drinking whiskey listening to sad music feeling like shit and bumping al/ck/

[Anonymous No.10063027]

>Go to therapist cause i'm depressed and shit
>Start talking and alcohol come up
>Say i drinking a 3/4 bottle on a good night
>She keeps repeating the question always the same answer
>Kicks me out cause i'm lying to her.
is there any hope?

[Anonymous No.10063029]

>>10060525
., exchange your alcohol for anxiety with grapefruit juice and water to what you can stomach to help your anxieties calm , and a solid non-acidic base meal item like bread , even if only pita-bread , so the acid avoids injuring your already taxed bodily system until you can buildup the health again with vegan eating , please , everyone here sick with alcohol desires pray to The Divine Infinite Unity , The Difinity , Θε Δελτα-Διφινιτυ , to help stay peaceful virtuous as you live , including to your bodies , and thanks be for any peaceful virtuous life shared be to Θε Δελτα-Διφινιτυ , ΘανΧσ Δελτα-Διφινιτυ , and the mint mixing with " carrots " is no cost information , as we young people are learning , the adults prior were heavily damaged due to drugs , which includes alcohol , sadly , but again , there is always a source of never ending hope , Θε Δελτα-Διφινιτυ , αγαιν , ΘανΧσ Δελτα-Διφινιτυ ,.

[Anonymous No.10063032]

>>10063026
What music?

[Anonymous No.10063033]

>>10063027
shit therapist
you'll find there are a lot like that

[Anonymous No.10063038]

>>10063032
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q3gnxO8bUxQ&list=RD49Gz0Jfp-jI&index=27

[Anonymous No.10063039]

>>10063027
lol what a lightweight bitch
wonder what shed say about the guys drinking a handle a day

[Anonymous No.10063042]

>>10063027
Then be honest, you retard. I'm at the point where I just tell people the truth these days and I get more help, leeway and respect for it. People appreciate it a lot when you're willing to open up and admit you have a serious problem.

[Anonymous No.10063066]

>>10063038
Pleasant
I'm unashamed to admit I enjoy pop country
>>10062979

[Anonymous No.10063071]

holy FUCK grand marnier is delicious
wish I had some ice to go with it

[Anonymous No.10063073]

>>10063066
there is no shame in al/ck/ as far as i'm aware

[Anonymous No.10063085]

>>10063066
Don't feel bad i'm listening to limp bizkit right now for what ever reason

[Anonymous No.10063089]

>>10063085
Which track?

[Anonymous No.10063090]

>>10063066
won't lie, i enjoyed that way more than i should have

[Anonymous No.10063092]

>>10063089
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dn8vzTsnPps

[Anonymous No.10063106]

>>10063090
Lol the lead singer has a great voice

[Anonymous No.10063147]

>>10063092
Flashbacks lol. How old are you?

[Anonymous No.10063170]

>>10062323
Update, just shit blood again. Maybe I'll run out soon.

[Anonymous No.10063179]

>>10063147
27

[Anonymous No.10063186]

>>10063179
Gotcha. Just turned 29

[Anonymous No.10063238]

>>10063170
grim

[Anonymous No.10063248]

>>10063238
>>>/brit/

[Anonymous No.10063249]

>>10060525
>sitting in a discord with 3 people high on acid
>supposed to get up in 6 hours
>can't even take a small one to help me sleep because I'm out and the stores are closed

[Anonymous No.10063253]

>>10063238
what part of london are you from? enfield here

[Anonymous No.10063260]

>>10063253
>Not having a Barratt new build

[Anonymous No.10063261]

>>10063253
im a canadian :^)
alberta to be specific

[Anonymous No.10063263]

>>10063249
help

[Anonymous No.10063265]

>>10063260
delet this
>>10063261
stop appropriating my culture

[Anonymous No.10063289]

>>10063260
raya 100%

[Anonymous No.10063296]

>>10063260
for me, it's deepak

[Anonymous No.10063306]

>>10063261
near ft mac?

[Anonymous No.10063315]

[Anonymous No.10063338]

>>10063306
nah lad thats a hellhole
live in calgary

[Anonymous No.10063343]

>>10063261
>alberta to be specific
so sorry

[Anonymous No.10063373]

>>10063338
shit man i used to live in royal oaks

[Anonymous No.10063383]

>>10063315
Keking kek

[Anonymous No.10063406]

>>10063373
i live in taradale
i think i remember talking to you or someone else in one of these threads who lived in cowtown too

[Anonymous No.10063411]

>multiple aberta anons ITT

No wonder these threads are so active lmao

[Anonymous No.10063424]

as a britbonger you canadians are my brothers abroad
whats up
>tfw have family in nz and canada but they cant sponsor me for citizenship as they're too far removed
britmutt feels

[Anonymous No.10063432]

>>10063406
probably someone else i got on this after i was evicted from my place in royal oaks

[Anonymous No.10063446]

>>10063424
>Not befriending your Southern loyalist bros

[Anonymous No.10063462]

>>10063446
I have no idea what this means

[Anonymous No.10063463]

>>10063424
As a Canadian i feel the same

[Anonymous No.10063471]

>>10063462
Most Southern States were "loyalist" - they supported the King and not George Washington

Including my home state of Georgia

[Anonymous No.10063475]

>>10063471
oh you're an americlap
I thought that might be the case

can you send me brass knuckles :3

[Anonymous No.10063480]

>>10063411
Vancouver Island here, pouring rain and shit as per usual

[Anonymous No.10063487]

>>10063411
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rvYZRskNV3w

[Anonymous No.10063489]

>>10063480
Based. I'm remote too but not on a qt island. How's the fishing out there? 2 hrs to good fishing from where I'm at

[Anonymous No.10063500]

>>10063489
I don't fish but it's pretty excellent, I work with a filipino dude who literally goes fishing every day, where I grew up in the Cowichan valley apparently has some of the best fly-fishing in the world.

I'm not that remote,I live in Victoria

[Anonymous No.10063524]

>>10061646
>>10062015
>>10062024
God damn this is beautiful. I have woodworking tools, but I live downtown in a tiny studio apartment, I don't really have anywhere to work. I guess I could throw down some plastic, and make a workbench or something but a shop would honestly take up my whole apartment. No power tools isn't an issue, but damn, this really makes me want to get started again.

[Anonymous No.10063547]

>>10063027
Honestly what most likely happened was this
>Goddamn if this guy becomes my patient I'm going to have to actually do my job and not tell millennials to get on a normal sleep schedule and exercise for 9 hours every day
>And abandonment of care is a bitch

t. has been to a lot of shitty therapists

The psychologist I go to now is great though, I just tell her what I'd like to take, she thinks about it and agrees, I get a prescription, fucking easy mode.

[Anonymous No.10063566]

>tfw you take some xanax and you feel amazing and everything seems okay for a while

where the fuck do i get more of them? i bet benzo addiction is a bitch but it has to beat alcoholism

[Anonymous No.10063579]

How do I stop drinking /ck/.
I've been buying a 2 liter every 3 days and getting blasted every night. I think I'm developing a habit.

[Anonymous No.10063582]

What is al/ck/ listening to?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s88r_q7oufE

[Anonymous No.10063584]

>>10063566
>i bet benzo addiction is a bitch but it has to beat alcoholism
Benzo withdrawal anon from last night, you don't want none of this. I'm tapering off benzos and I'm 5 ish days into what will probably be around 3 months worth of withdrawals. Having gone through both I'd say alcohol withdrawal isn't as bad, but I was also able to stop without dying so I obviously didn't have severe withdrawals, and they only lasted around 4 days.

[Anonymous No.10063595]

>>10063584
i guess both are probably the worst types of withdrawals in the drug world seeing as they're the only ones you can die from

idk benzos just seem less toxic for the body

[Anonymous No.10063600]

>>10063566
Dude, I don't browse these threads but I saw your post on the front page, and please for the love of god don't start abusing Xanax. It's a really big problem where I live, and it legitmately rots your fuckin brain and turns you into essentially a crack friend. I have seen people, friends, personally fucking degrade and turn to shit after constantly doing them.

[Anonymous No.10063602]

>>10063547
Yeah i told my new therapist about my intrusive thoughts like jamming the bottle though my eyeball and all it ending up was like when you were in the psyche ward you were prescribed welburtin well have you tried it and write your thoughts.

[Anonymous No.10063603]

>>10063600
based dubs poster
listen to this guy though
t. from one fuck up to another

[Anonymous No.10063610]

>>10063595
They don't slowly kill you while you're using them, so there's that at least. It's a blessing and a curse, because you have no idea just how bad things are until you try and stop. I'd say it's less severe than alcohol withdrawals, but it also lasts 3 weeks, so eeeeeeeh. I'd honestly take much much worse if I could get this over within 24 hours, but there's the whole dying part which is honestly starting to look viable at this point.

>>10063600
>and it legitmately rots your fuckin brain
This is a real thing, my memory is fuct permanently. Short term memory is absolute garbage and I have no idea how much long term shit I've forgotten.

[Anonymous No.10063614]

Any Michigan a/ck/s?

[Anonymous No.10063626]

>realized I'm less than human
>I must sit here in eternal pain destroying myself fighting my humanity
>not allowed to enjoy the work of others
>can't relate to anything anyway
>not allowed to have ambitions or emotions
>there is no meaning in this world
>just wince and wait for it to pass

[Anonymous No.10063632]

>>10063626
Read Ningen Shikkaku. It's not going to make you feel better, but it's really good.

[Anonymous No.10063644]

>>10061527
how much alcohol is in this

[Anonymous No.10063646]

>>10063632
I'm too far gone.

[Anonymous No.10063685]

Just met my neighbor in the elevator and had a drunk convo and realized that his sons are almost half my age.

[Anonymous No.10063688]

>>10063646
Wait till you break though rock bottom and go to hell.

[Anonymous No.10063689]

>>10063238
Eh, it's not so bad. Just didn't realize my roid had burst a couple days ago due to drunkenness. Not the first time, won't be the last. Scary though when you think it's coming from inside.

[Anonymous No.10063696]

>>10063685
Did you suck his dick?

[Anonymous No.10063697]

>>10063688
Been there and now it's heaven

[Anonymous No.10063723]

https://www.speakpipe.com/voice-recorder/msg/tau66ye85e4nsan9

[Anonymous No.10063731]

>>10063463
That's adorable

[Anonymous No.10063765]

>>10063723
Makes sense.


I wish someone had told me there was no real purpose to life when I was younger, So i didn't have high expectations for life.


There is no moral obligation to be sober. Once you die, Your dead....There is no afterlife...No God...and no hell.


It's sad but It's the truth.

I'd rather enjoy my life drinking and occasionally using drugs and fucking hookers, Then be a sober miserable prick who all he does is work 3/4 of his life and is broke from having a kid and a bitch wife who I don't love.

[Anonymous No.10063774]

>>10062493

Yes. I had a dream that I had crashed my car into my roommates car and just went to bed. When he woke me up I pinched myself like ten times to wake up and when it didn't work I figured I was fucked. A few moments later I "woke" up and went into another fucked up drink.

[Anonymous No.10063775]

>>10063765
Truth.

Preach.

[Anonymous No.10063787]

>>10061033
I've been calling pretty much everyone and if I don't call my parents by the end of the week to say how fucked up I am my friend will call them instead. It feels kinda good knowing that. It's an end to it I hope.

I started to write a book two years ago and I just read the first paragraph to one of my friends and she said she liked it. very william s burroughs.

[Anonymous No.10063791]

Drank 2.5 bottles of 750 ml whiskey over the last week or so. Finally got so sick that I drained the rest of the last bottle. Hopefully, this will put me off from drinking for a while.

[Anonymous No.10063801]

>>10063791
That's not that much bud desu. Lots guys here on a liter a night.

That said, stop drinking lol

[Anonymous No.10063808]

>>10063801
I don't know how people can drink that much. I've tried so many different drugs and alcohol is the only one where I felt like I was going to die.

[Anonymous No.10063811]

>>10063791
>drink more
>hopefully this will help me stop drinking

Not gonna make it

[Anonymous No.10063816]

>>10063811
That's... not what I said. Or at least that's not what I meant.

[Anonymous No.10063820]

>>10063791
I've poured out my booze 2 times and both times i continued drinking until you clear the reason you drink you're still gonna drink.

[Anonymous No.10063821]

>>10063801
Not him, but I used to drink 1-2 750ml a day. 2.5 750ml a week is still more than your average person will drink.

[Anonymous No.10063830]

>>10063820
I didn't even realize I had drank that much until I looked in my cabinet and saw two empty bottles. You know there's a problem where you can't remember buying alcohol.

[Anonymous No.10063831]

Which alcohol is the most cost effective per drink?


Vodka or wine?


I know beer is out of the question, Plus I can't even get drunk off beer

[Anonymous No.10063836]

>>10063831
I've done the math and boxed wine is slightly cheaper than vodka.

[Anonymous No.10063840]

>>10063579
switch down to beer. dont drink early in the day. set a little bit of a limit.

[Anonymous No.10063844]

>>10063836
This anon is correct, but dear fucking lord I would have to drink so much wine.

[Anonymous No.10063856]

>>10063066
If only more of my generation including me could have realized from a young age that it's not wrong to enjoy whatever you enjoy as long as you weren't all flash about it like a faggot. I was born in 89.

[Anonymous No.10063860]

https://www.speakpipe.com/voice-recorder/msg/69x9rz5kmso00ybw

[Anonymous No.10063863]

>>10063836
Which wine do you drink? Or do you drink wine?


What size/box?

[Anonymous No.10063878]

>>10063863
When I used to drink wine, I literally just looked for the cheapest-looking box in the store. Can't remember any names. I think I got the 4 L ones. Very convenient when they come with a tap.

[Anonymous No.10063887]

>>10063860
I live in the northern midwest now. It's not nearly as bad as when I lived in Indiana, but I gotta be honest I think life probably sucks for most people. There are just people who are too dumb to think shit isn't bad, or there are the other kind of people who will hide what they actually feel at any cost just to appear to be a normal person. A basic level of happiness is possible, but happiness certainly isn't a thing that happens wide scale at all. It's more about finding balance and contentment, like having a satisfied mind, I think, that it is chasing this idyllic idea of happiness.

[Anonymous No.10063895]

>>10063887
Very sage drunkpost. From ellijay, ga.

[Anonymous No.10063911]

>>10063887
bruh

[Anonymous No.10063921]

Where the fuck is North Midwest?

I live in the mountains in north GA

[Anonymous No.10063920]

Beer is nice though because I've never gotten sick off of it. And you don't need to cut it with anything to make it taste decent.

[Anonymous No.10063949]

>>10063921
I'm talking about Wisconsin but I don't know if that qualifies, that's just how I chose to describe it. I usually don't like giving out even my state let alone other information.

[Anonymous No.10063979]

>>10063949
What town. I'm the Ethiopiattentionseeker and I'm from ellijay ga

[Anonymous No.10063989]

>clean for a week
>my friend literally has a bottle of tequila and tia maria on hand for me to make tequila espresso martinis with
>trying to resist

[Anonymous No.10063995]

>>10063989

[Anonymous No.10064020]

2 months sober
27 days /nofap/
8 days /fit/
1 day /nocigs/

[Anonymous No.10064022]

>>10063979
Not giving away anything else, that's just how I work. I wish you well though.

[Anonymous No.10064027]

>>10063921
you know the midwest
well its the northern part of that region

[Anonymous No.10064032]

>>10064020
meh

[Anonymous No.10064040]

>>10064020
No one gives a fuck, Fuck off

[Anonymous No.10064050]

>>10064020
I hope you soon earn that AA coin so covertly sought after

[Anonymous No.10064057]

one day i will die

[Anonymous No.10064065]

i just want to personally thank gookmoot, the mods, and the faggot jannies for allowing these threads (even though they deleted the last one)
al/ck/ is one of the few places i feel like i can really be myself
i hate you all

[Anonymous No.10064080]

>>10064065
I hate you too

[Anonymous No.10064099]

>>10064057
One day we will all die. One day all lifeforms will die. Everything has been drifting apart since the Big Bang and there's no stopping it. Galaxies will drift away from each other. Solar systems within galaxies will drift away from each other. Stars will explode or simply fade away if they're too small. Eventually, everything will be so far apart from everything else that there will be no concentration of matter or energy anywhere. And without a concentration gradient, there will be no movement. It will be flat, dark, and quiet. But if you look closely enough, you will notice small fluctuations in the fabric of reality. Tiny openings and happenings that we can't explain yet. Normally, these are inconsequential because all the other forces that are prevalent today are too overwhelming. But when everything is quiet and calm, these little blips will become incredibly relevant. And one of them will cause a snowball effect, drawing everything towards it, creating a Big Crunch. And then another Big Bang. And it will start all over again.

[Anonymous No.10064100]

>>10063995
All my friends are alcoholics too. its awful when you’re trying to stop because they do shit like this

[Anonymous No.10064107]

>>10064099
stfu i'm not reading all that

[Anonymous No.10064147]

>go one week without a drink
>reward myself with a cranberry vodka today

Is this the wrong way to go about it?

[Anonymous No.10064153]

>>10064065
These threads were around long before Hiroshima took over 4chan.

[Anonymous No.10064166]

>>10064147
basically yes
>>10064153
what's that got to do with the price of tea in china?

[Anonymous No.10064172]

>>10064099
i mourn for those future al/ck/ posters.

[Anonymous No.10064174]

>>10064147
Yeah. That's a good way to relapse, buddy.

[Anonymous No.10064177]

>>10063836
What about boxed vodka?

[Anonymous No.10064189]

Aight boys, today was day 1 sober. We goin all the way. At least till I can lose like 20 lbs

[Anonymous No.10064199]

>>10064189
Try doing coke. It's a great way to lose weight because not only does it make the thought of eating and drinking repulsive but it also keeps your bank account empty!

[Anonymous No.10064201]

>>10064199
I'm unemployed, so I'll have to go natty. Or start buying cigarrettes, those help you lose weight, right?

[Anonymous No.10064212]

>>10064201
don't smoke you will also end up regretting it unless you have an incredible will

[Anonymous No.10064218]

>>10064212
I used to smoke here and there. Mostly when drunk. Really irritated my mouth though

[Anonymous No.10064354]

>>10064189
I lost 140lbs in 18 months after replacing booze with weed in 2010.

[Anonymous No.10064356]

>>10064177
>37 dollars
>for 3 liters
hahahahahahahahahahha

[Anonymous No.10064361]

>>10064201
if you can afford to smoke you can afford to drink dummy

[Anonymous No.10064371]

>>10064354
i gained 20 lbs in 2 months after switching from weed to booze

[Anonymous No.10064373]

>>10064354
Doesn't weed make you eat hella food? Also I'm only 210, so there's no way I can lose that much. I want to make it to 190 and not getting wasted all the time is step 1

[Anonymous No.10064383]

>>10064373
Not me. Couldn’t tell you why, I know ‘munchies’ is a common thing

[Anonymous No.10064387]

>>10064373
>hella
Fuck off faggot

[Anonymous No.10064394]

>>10064387
>Fuck off faggot
Fuck off actual faggot

[Anonymous No.10064397]

>>10064387
>he doesn't say hella
that's hella gay faggot

[Anonymous No.10064399]

>>10060960
Binge drinking is actually worse on the brain.

[Anonymous No.10064409]

>>10064387
Can you give a list of trendy teen meme words which are in fashion at the moment? Wouldn’t want to see the poor soul humiliated by not being up to date with what’s currently allowed

[Anonymous No.10064414]

Tfw at a strip club drinking a full bottle with women dancing on me trying to take my money. Everybody knows I'm drink. Whatever. They aren't getting shit unless their dances are legit. I got 50 in $1 when I arrived. Fuck these cunts.

[Anonymous No.10064420]

>>10064414
God damn, this is why I don't leave the house

[Anonymous No.10064435]

>>10064420
It's been pretty fun to be honest. I enjoy blowing these greedy whores the fuck out and then rewarding good girls. I'm a bit too drunk to drive right now so I'll probably sit in this chair and sip a water got about two hours.
>>10064420
I'm okay. I just need to piss but can barely stand. Gonna go to o bar and get two bottles of water and sip them till I'm okay. Some of yelse women are sib fucking hot.

[Anonymous No.10064440]

>>10064435
how can you even misspell on phones? auto correct won't let you be drunk, i call bs

[Anonymous No.10064447]

>>10064440
Not him, but my phone autocorrects to dumb shit all the time because it will sometimes even hold onto typos for some goddamn reason.

[Anonymous No.10064452]

>>10064440
I saw my phone autocorrected to things that aren't right but truthfully didn't stop it. When I'm drunk I can still type okay, but I decided to ignore.

[Anonymous No.10064463]

I'm not a retard or lying. Tonight is the worst night of my life. Thank you /ck/ for all the laughs and encouragement over the years. Tomorrow is my last day in all likelihood. When I get the results of my latest med school exam. I hats why I'm at a strip club. I love you guys.

Please

Please

Don't end up like me. AA is great. Believe in it.

[Anonymous No.10064465]

>>10064463
here's a funny monkey
he'll help you end it all if you choose
see ya tomorrow

[Anonymous No.10064477]

>>10064414
Don’t spend it all too quickly fella

[Anonymous No.10064492]

>>10061289
Let the games begin
also are you me?
I got that exact combo a month ago and went on a wild weekend.

[Anonymous No.10064510]

Holy shit I think I have discovered some kind of hack to not get crippling symptoms.

I splash water in my vodka/fruitjuice when I make it and make sure to drink at least one 16oz bottle a day of water.
Normally even at a fifth a day I would be crippled, now I can drink up a liter a day with minimal hangover.

Why did nobody tell me that you have to drink water. Or maybe yall did.
I can even sleep for 3-5 hours at a time uninterrupted.
Whats in this water stuff?

[Anonymous No.10064515]

>>10064463
F

[Anonymous No.10064516]

>>10064510
sorry thought i'd mentioned it
i drink a lot of whiskey but also a lot of water
very rarely get hungover except when i really go all out or sometimes just at random

[Anonymous No.10064527]

>>10064516
You have probably, no wonder I hallucinate fucking gnomes and shit.
My body was getting so dehydrated from trying to metabolise the alcohol.
And If I start getting sleeplessness and shakes I just taper for 3-4 days and till I feel better and then its back on the el cheapo liquor again.

I'm shocked at how much I can drink now without feeling like shit. Water is a blessing.
I wish I could afford some damn bourbon though but at $12.99 a fifth, I'll go broke trying to get em.
compared to 1.75L of vodka being $12.49 here.

[Anonymous No.10064529]

>>10064510
i told you fags like 200 posts ago but you didnt believe me
vodka + chugging a bunch of water is the most logical way to drink. maybe a beer once youve gotten where you want to be. Even better is being mostly high on weed and using small amounts of vodka to augment the feeling

[Anonymous No.10064544]

>>10064529
i never doubted you for a minute based vodka poster

[Anonymous No.10064546]

>>10064529
Lol people have been telling me since 40 threads ago but I am stubborn to change.
Now I do:
2 parts vodka
1-2 parts water
3-4 parts fruit juice.

In a coffee mug.
Just drink on those throughout the day.
Sometimes I mix it up with some Paul Masson Brandy and Powerade.
Or beer.

But yeah for an al/ck/ vodka and water is the most logical way to go cost effective and safer.
I drink only maybe 16-32oz of water a day but I don't get hungover anymore. and I have my appetite again and can eat.

[Anonymous No.10064553]

Alcohol dehydrates you, you absolutely have to drink water. I honestly thought everyone knew this already.

[Anonymous No.10064563]

You'd be surprised what people don't know
or maybe you wouldn't

[Anonymous No.10064570]

>>10064553
I just was never drinking enough.
Now I splash water onto my vodka before I mix it up.
And make sure to drink a bottle minimum a day.

I knew it dehydrated me, just was a stubborn fool about it.
I have a new system to tell if im hydrated or not.
If my lips start getting chapped I know I need to drink water. My lips seem to go bone-dry when I forget to drink water.

[Anonymous No.10064572]

Top tip:

Drink vodka and soda water with fresh fruit for a tasty beverage that will make your hangover not as bad!

[Anonymous No.10064575]

Fuck alcohol. Without it, I would still have my job. I would have like 1000 more dollars. I would still have my gf.
Is there any reason to go on?

[Anonymous No.10064578]

>>10064570
I drink around 4L of water a day, over under maybe a litre depending on how thirsty I am, how much I've drank, and how much I've eaten. If I water up with a hangover it could easily be like 6 or 7

>>10064572
If you're drinking vodka you can always just have pickles and various other snacks with it, super good.

[Anonymous No.10064582]

>>10064575
blah blah gift of life and a future and all that.

Nah, who am I kidding just give up man.
It wont get any better.

[Anonymous No.10064583]

anyone else here drink pickle juice for hangovers or just in general?

[Anonymous No.10064584]

>>10064582
this but unironically

[Anonymous No.10064590]

>>10064578
Thats a ton but sounds good.

Also Pickles and other stuff are wonderful. I eat Pickles, Relish, ChowChow and sauerkraut daily.

>>10064583
Yeah I drink Pickled Pepperocini juice and pickled banana pepper juice if I have any. I like the Vinegar and spice flavor.

>>10064584
who said I was being ironic
I meant it

[Anonymous No.10064596]

>>10064583
only pregnant women drink that you freak

[Anonymous No.10064600]

>>10064596
wtf i'm not pregnant nor a woman

[Anonymous No.10064603]

>>10064582
>>10064584
I've been suicidal since like 17, so that's 10 years. It hasn't gotten better yet. You're probably right

[Anonymous No.10064608]

>>10064583
I've had pickle juice as a chaser for tequila. Never drank it for any other purpose

[Anonymous No.10064619]

>>10064600
I think he means the meme that pregnant woman crave pickles.
It's a common trope that they do.

Anyways if you like spice try Pickled Banana pepper or Pepperocini juice.
Pickle juice is a little too bland for me.

>>10064603
Then either man up and fix your life or give up.
Go get a hobby that doesnt involve sitting in front of a screen.
Go work with your hands, dig in the dirt, get callouses.
A bit of hard work outdoors will shape you up and make you less suicidal.
Once I quit sitting on my ass and started working even in my spare time I quit being depressed.
Get drunk and go fuck around and take apart your car.
Go get drunk and play with powertools and go disassemble something and try to put it back together.
Go find something broke in your house and fix it.
It's good for you.

[Anonymous No.10064702]

>>10064583
>>10064590
I DO THIS TOO WHEN IN WD's.

Pepperoncini juice is boss but I usually puke it up.

[Anonymous No.10064737]

>>10064702
My man!
People need to see the joy of pepperoncini juice.
It gives me a small bit of comfort and an endorphine rush when in wds.
Or I eat stupidly hot sauces on my food.
You never know how alive you actually are till you are near death.
Hell during wds it cant get any worse so why not eat spicy shit. Unless you are bedridden with them, which fucking sucks.
Damn now I need to remember not to get bedridden again, because that is a pain I wouldnt wish upon my worst enemy.

[Anonymous No.10064758]

>>10064737
also the WD cums are like no other, I used to slam my ex like 12 times a day when wd'ing and still had her. Now it's just rip dick apart but insanity cums to my penis

[Anonymous No.10064780]

>>10064758
I have literally tore the skin off my dick fapping during wds.
My wife wont even screw more than twice a day and I get horny every 45 minutes.

wds give you some wild hangover-horn
I guess its either
1: You are so used to your pecker being suppressed by alcohol that when you dont have it, it gets hyper-ready to fucking go.
2: The Serotonin regulation that happens when cumming eases the body and mind.

Wds make you so fucking horny sometimes it is unreal.
It's always a 50/50 chance that I turn into some kind of rape-demon when I go through wds.
Kind of strange, we need a doctor in here to explain why.

[Anonymous No.10064803]

Welp I'm drinking again. Started drinking too much red wine after dinner every night, hangovers got bad so I'm back on the bourbon and beer like in the past. Drinking is the only thing that removes the stress

[Anonymous No.10064824]

>>10064780
>tfw my dick hurts right now from fapping too much

[Anonymous No.10064854]

>>10064758
I like WD orgasms, but I usually find myself too depressed to actually get up, load up some porn and fap. It's amazing when I do though, but mostly I just lie in bed feeling horny as fuck.

[Anonymous No.10064857]

>>10064414
I got literally knocked out for taking pics of a stripper then talking shit in ace of spades in Detroit.

[Anonymous No.10064858]

>>10064803
I hear you man. I know I'm dying because I keep shitting the squirts all day and I black out a lot more now despite drinking less than I used to. But it feels so bad when I stop that I'm bascially drinking to survive at this point.

[Anonymous No.10064861]

>>10064600
L
O
N
D
O
N

[Anonymous No.10064864]

I just had a view of true death and regret after a night of heavy drinking. Has anyone else had this existential experience just from alcohol? Thankfully my girlfriend held me through it.

[Anonymous No.10064867]

>>10060630
have headache
>go to doctur anon :D
drinking 2 beers ag day
>anon uu drinkn 2 much lol go 2 doctr n feel bettr k?
>coughs one single time in 50 years
anon pls see doc bout ur cough!
>yawns
anon you hve sleep disrder pls go to docture rite now!!

You are such a cowardly wimp.

[Anonymous No.10064873]

>>10064864
I said it in the last thread, but, I had a reality zone WD nightmare that there was a naked guy seizing out on the floor of my apt, and I was trying to keep him from nailing his head on the wall. I woke up naked on the floor of my apt covered in sweat like 20 mins later all sore and shit. Leaving your body and watching it from a dream trying to save your own life is as real as it gets I think.

[Anonymous No.10064879]

>>10064864
ive had vaguely psychedelic feelings after 3-4 days of heavy drinking, in that my body feels really fragile and my ego feels ready to be reduced to zero at any moment, as gay as that sounds. Like life in general is really temporary and transient
I hope your gf stays interested in you for as long as you want her to

[Anonymous No.10064883]

>>10064873
>>10064879

Thanks, guys. I'm trying to drink less and it helps to have friends who can help with the struggle.

[Anonymous No.10064885]

>>10064873
That sounds both terrifying and relatable to the experience I had. I was convinced that my life was over.

[Anonymous No.10064892]

>>10064885
I've falling asleep many times "knowing" I was going to never wake up. I always jarred myself awake because of tremors and shit, but you get used to that part and the WD "hurt" gets worse over time. Can't recommend, but also, can't seem to stop doing it. Fucking life has a sick sense of humor, right?

[Anonymous No.10064905]

>>10064892
Jesus. Well, I'm gonna try to sleep again. Thanks for your words; they help a lot to deal with my sanity and how to figure out what the fuck is going on. I hope we both manage to find some happiness, my alc brother.

[Anonymous No.10064913]

Sweet. Just got a letter telling me that I’m considered to be a high risk offender, so when my (second) DUI ban is served I have to prove to a doctor that i no longer drink, or I’ll never get my license back.
Guess that saved petrol money can go on vodka then

[Anonymous No.10064961]

>>10064873
That sounds terrifying.

I recently (a week or so ago) on a handle a day 3-4 day bender, had it weird ass nightmare when I laid down in which

>smothered in couch pillows
>grandmother tried to attack me
>convince her not too
>Realise I'm dreaming
>""wake up ""
>Brother is now hitting me
>attacking my feet
>Feel physical pain
>I have got to get off this couch
>Wake up again and realise I am laying in the floor sweating and scared
>No body is home except me
>Feel panicked for hours afterwards.

wds can get fucking scary sometimes.
I have never once seen my grandmother and brother torturing my feet till then.

[Anonymous No.10064987]

Turns out I picked up more booze last night. Clever girl...

[Anonymous No.10065042]

Anybody up? What are you nigs drinking?

[Anonymous No.10065058]

I'm at a point now where I just tell the hallucinations of nightmarish figures to just fucking kill me then. it's fine. I've hurt so many people and burned so many relationships I can't take it anymore, I just wish someone would keep me, or I just go ahead and die.

[Anonymous No.10065061]

>>10065058
Most people suck just as much and can't blame booze.

[Anonymous No.10065109]

>>10065042
Gin mixed with black currant soda. Not too bad.

[Anonymous No.10065123]

I wish it was night time all the time so I could drink in comfort

[Anonymous No.10065168]

Listening to the red dead redemption sound track

[Anonymous No.10065171]

Just wanted to say thanks to these threads for helping me quit day drinking. Still night drinking because of insomnia, boredom, and unrelenting stress. But not day drinking as much.

th-thanks, al/ck/

[Anonymous No.10065192]

Fuck the sky is getting lighter

[Anonymous No.10065205]

>>10065192
I'm still sober some how. First time in 25 days. I even slept for 2 whole hours. And I really want to slam this bottle of vodka beside me...

[Anonymous No.10065209]

>>10065205
Don't if you can help it. Go for a jog

[Anonymous No.10065403]

Anyone else find that even good feels make them drink, not just bad?
>feel terrible because booze
>fight for forever, finally manage to stop
>feel good about it
>urge to drink ferocious

[Anonymous No.10065588]

i wanna fuckimske die

[Anonymous No.10065607]

>>10065403
>i've been sober for like a week, i deserve this!

[Anonymous No.10065629]

>>10065192

[Anonymous No.10065706]

Anyone else pop a road beer to wash down their naltrexone?

Been going 3 days now. Can't catch a buzz and have this strange feeling to get shit done when I go home. Still drinking as much though.

[Anonymous No.10066013]

>>10065403
That's the way she goes.

Sad? Drink.
Enjoying yourself? Drink.
Legitimately depressed? Drink.
Mad about something? Drink.
Accomplish something? Drink.
Life's a total fuck and you're a failure? Drink.
Bored? Drink.
Want to watch a movie or play vidya or even read a book? Drink.
Gettin ready for bed? Drink.
Hair of the dog if you're too hungover? Yes.
Drink? Drink.

[Anonymous No.10066050]

>>10066013
fuckin way she goes

[Anonymous No.10066137]

>>10066013
God this was my exact life before I quit. I never want to go back.

[Anonymous No.10066250]

someone bake a new bread

[Anonymous No.10066252]

>>10066013
>>10066137
Yeah man, any excuse to drink. I just am sad that I can't really enjoy anything sober anymore. It's depression's fault, but it really makes life hard to cope with

[Anonymous No.10066265]

>>10066252
It goes away after a while. Your mind really does just need to readjust to doing things sober like any other habit. It really, really blows for a good while, but it's one of those things you need to commit to or it will never get any better.

[Anonymous No.10066360]

new
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>>10066357
>>10066357
>>10066357

[Anonymous No.10066381]

>>10061634
Not that anon but I'll offer my own experience with ssris. I tried four different medications and none of them worked. Got up to 150mg of zoloft (sertraline) and wound up destroying my sinuses. I can't smell or taste anymore and have year round sinusitis so bad that people think I'm constantly sick. I also get brain zaps at least once a minute. It's been three years since I've discontinued. Fuck ssris.