al/ck/ thread

[Anonymous No.10027875]

al/ck/ thread

[Anonymous No.10027937]

>>10027875
What are some rum cocktails that doesn't require any other alcohols

[Anonymous No.10027942]

Why the fuck can't I post pictures.

[Anonymous No.10027950]

>>10027942
4chan is broken right now.

[Anonymous No.10027969]

>>10027942
cos ur smashed

[Anonymous No.10027974]

>>10027937
cuba libre

[Anonymous No.10028210]

the fuck is wrong with this garbage website

[Anonymous No.10028234]

Been drinking 300-400ml of 40% alcohol for like two months. Saturday I got so fucked up my hangover was brutal, so I decided to quit for a while. Should I tapper it off or quit cold turkey? I know that if I quit cold turkey I'm probably going to get some fucked up withdrawal the next time I drink (I don't want to quit entirely, I would like to drink a bottle of wine on Saturdays like before)

[Anonymous No.10028237]

Been drinking 300-400ml of 40% alcohol for like two months. Saturday I got so fucked up my hangover was brutal, so I decided to quit for a while. Should I tapper it off or quit cold turkey? I know that if I quit cold turkey I'm probably going to get some fucked up withdrawal the next time I drink (I don't want to quit entirely, I would like to drink a bottle of wine on Saturdays like before)

[Anonymous No.10028252]

>>10028234
http://hams.cc/taper/

[Anonymous No.10028266]

>>10028234
http://hams.cc/taper/

[Anonymous No.10028296]

>>10028266
Excellent, worth reading for tapernoobs

[Anonymous No.10028300]

well boys picked up a 24 after like 4 or 5 days sober
was a good ride, least its beer this time, till i get tired and go get liquor

[Anonymous No.10028314]

Been sober for 3 days now. My depression is unbearable. Cant wait to get home from work and jump off the wagon head first with some cheap vodka.

[Anonymous No.10028319]

>FOUR. BEERS.
>I work in a factory and I feel sad
>you drank four? I drink five, kid
these threads in a nutshell

[Anonymous No.10028333]

One really fun thing about being a longtime alcoholic: you find out personally just how much your liver is in charge of, among other things. I have severe nosebleeds all the time. I just had one that took about 40 minutes to stop. I have an entire grocery bag full of blood-soaked tissues and rags. Your liver is a main producer of clotting agents in your blood. Fuck it up, and you will be constantly having horrible nosebleeds. Also, you'll bruise all the time.

Another fun thing about being a long-term alcoholic: I rarely ever have a solid shit. My shits are always emergencies, and they are always liquid. The solid parts of the shit are basically like coffee grounds. Sometimes they're really pale and greasy. Dunno how much of that is the liver vs. the GI tract, but the alcohol affects it all. But the nosebleeds fucking suck. I'm pretty much dying now. But I doubt I'll ever stop.

>>10028234
If you're still getting hangovers, that's a good sign. I don't get those anymore. You might be able to do cold turkey. If that starts to fuck you up, taper like the above posts say.

[Anonymous No.10028339]

>>10028319
>he only drank five beers

[Anonymous No.10028341]

>>10028333
I've been drinking metamucil and it makes the shits 1000x better

[Anonymous No.10028348]

Today's my birthday and my old man took me out to Chili's. $5 for a bottle of Budweiser. I get the 32 pack of natural ice from Walmart for $16

[Anonymous No.10028353]

I drink 4-8 steel reserves a night 8%. I drank 2017 away and tryna quit this year.

Hasn't worked out. I just want to quit withdrawals are the worst.

[Anonymous No.10028367]

>>10028333
I don't feel that bad right now, I don't really think I drink as much as other people, but still too much and every day. I've quit before, but was too stupid to do tapering (I was 19). The reason i want to taper is because of kindling, I've hear those shits are comulative and are the reason why so many recoverees fuck it up. I don't want to drink every day again tho (unless needed). I was happy with drinking 4 beers every two weeks, but my life was going to shit lately and didn't know how to cope so I started using booze again.

[Anonymous No.10028374]

Please
Please help

[Anonymous No.10028381]

I drank everyday for about a decade. Started with a liter of vodka a day for a year and then switched to a twelve pack of beer a day. I’ve been sober for about nine months and it’s the best feeling ever. I am concerned about my health though. I have night sweats, but only on my chest and neck area. I have morning erections again, but normal erections are weaker than they used to be. My sperm just dribbles out; it doesn’t shoot unless I’m really fucking hard. My feet are always cold. External temp of feet is usually 70 degrees American. Has anyone had similar effects after quitting. I’m too scared to see a doctor because then it is real.

[Anonymous No.10028383]

Ggtihtnice

[Anonymous No.10028404]

>>10028383
Goodnight anon. Please get the help you deserve.

[Anonymous No.10028412]

>>10028404
goodnight anon

[Anonymous No.10028544]

>>10028333
>The solid parts of the shit are basically like coffee grounds.
that's not so good anon

[Anonymous No.10028552]

Still sticking to dry January. Life situation hasn't improved, but I'm sleeping better and consuming fewer calories.

drinking this shit erryday

[Anonymous No.10028562]

I had 290 euros that i made from dharoks pking and some staking on runescape.

I lost everything i kept buying mills because i was just losing at duel arena yesterday and I was mad and everytime i bought i lost the money. I got 38euros, 9M cash (7eur) on rs and 0.2L of whiskey.


I'm alright. I will finish they whiskey and get 2L more of it. I will sober up in 3-4 days and do dharoks pk on runescape again for 20 euros/day untill i get triggered and drink away all my money.

Such is my life.

[Anonymous No.10028593]

CAN I POST YET FUCK

[Anonymous No.10028597]

>tfw you realize how much your daily life depends on shitposting with random drunken internet people.

[Anonymous No.10028624]

what's the most painless way to die from alcohol poisoning

[Anonymous No.10028628]

>>10028624
The best way to life is to drink everyday. When your liver is broken you OD on heroin

[Anonymous No.10028632]

>>10028628
i want to die now though and i've never been a heavy drinker

[Anonymous No.10028664]

>>10028632
helium+gas mask

alcohol is a painful way to die

[Anonymous No.10028770]

>>10027875
Day 1 of sobriety is easy peasy, right now I'd literally have to go out of my way to drink, I absolutely don't feel like it one bit. I'd have to be offered to get drunk for free for me to actually get drunk with what's left of tonight.

>>10020230
Old Man by Neil Young was the first song I ever sang at karaoke and believe it or not I got a standing ovation. The atmosphere was chill as fuck, I was there with a MILF who seemed quite friendly with everyone there. Banged her that night but anyways it was indeed mostly older people there probably mostly 50s-60s with the younger of the group being perhaps 40s. The chatting at our table was going great, when I went up I was nervous in spite of the drunkenness but cracked some sort of joke, can't remember it now. I was 22 at the time I think. Too happy a memory for me to cry to that song, but I do know some songs that get to me. I cry maybe 2-3 times typically, though the last 10 months might be over 3 because it's been particularly stressful.

>>10027543
I've had delirium tremens before on several occasions. At the time, I was drinking around 1.75L (60oz) of 40% liquor every 3-4 days. Most common time was first thing in the morning immediately upon opening my eyes, and at least one occasion when I woke up in the middle of the night when shadows fucked with my mind hardcore. My robe was resting on the back of my lazyboy chair, just sitting there, but I could see a disgusting and mangy rat, big as a small dog, could even see its tail moving a little. Watched it for what felt like a good minute or two, eventually threw something at it without taking my eyes off it in case it pounced. That's when I figured out it was my robe and not a fuck-huge Morrowind-like rat.

>>10028210
No clue but it's fucking annoying.

[Anonymous No.10028789]

I have mild suicidal thoughts when sober but when im drunk nothing sounds better than a thick rope around my neck and just fading into black. Resting in peace. I have two beautiful sons and a wife and the guilt of doing such a thing keeps me from it. Any other anons raising a family while battling depression in silence ? Sometimes i wish i never met my wife so i could just go on booze/drug/hooker bender then kill myself on the comedown..feelsbadman.jpg

[Anonymous No.10028818]

DAY 3 sober
Falling asleep without booze is tough.

[Anonymous No.10028823]

>>10028333

man same with the shitting thing it's so embarrassing

desu these days (as in the past year or so now) i just take an imodium daily in the morning - which keeps my shitting schedule regular and also less liquidy

no fun being out and about and getting that horrible bubbling feeling in your abdomen

[Anonymous No.10028836]

>>10028552
Good job man, are you going to try and stick to it after january?

[Anonymous No.10028854]

>>10028836
I'm not sure yet. I'm going to try to ask for my old job back and move out of my parents house again. If those things fail, I'll probably resume my degenerate ways.

[Anonymous No.10028856]

>broke up with girlfriend
>blasting music from my house
>ordering hookers for tomorrow morning
This is fine.

[Anonymous No.10028865]

>>10028856
That sounds absolutely fine to me.

[Anonymous No.10028877]

>work in office cubicle
>heavy drinker
>the team hires a new guy in from SE-Europe
>he's placed at a desk next to me
>I smell something familiar
>the lingering scent of sweat mixed with alcohol
>we glance at each other
Best friends for life.

[Anonymous No.10028893]

>Five hours of sleep
>Not a drop of booze in the house
>Store doesn't open for three hours

guessilldie.jpg

[Anonymous No.10028905]

>>10028854
Power too you, im going to try my hardest to have a break, it's been nearly 2 days now, I was more worried about my gambling, but i've got that out of my system for 2 weeks. We'll see how it goes, good luck bud.

[Anonymous No.10028945]

>>10028552
Seems like dry drunks often get obsessive about replacement drinks.

For me it’s those lemony sparkly waters that do the trick.

[Anonymous No.10028947]

>>10028856
are you my boyfriend

[Anonymous No.10028951]

>>10028789
Get a shrink anon

Can’t fuck around like that if you have kids

[Anonymous No.10029054]

>only drank 9 beer last night
>go to sleep at midnight, wake up at 6am
not even a good rest tbqh

[Anonymous No.10029220]

I'm pissing liquid fire out my arse every 20 mins ffs

[Anonymous No.10029235]

Was finally discharged late last night, but my doc said to stay until today to rest up some. Just waiting for this shit hole of a city to brighten up a bit before catching the bus the fuck out of here.

Was prescribed anti depressants and he offered to be my family doctor since I don't have one here.

Nice guy.

[Anonymous No.10029243]

>>10029235
always good to find a decent doctor
in my experience though psychologist doctors are all fucking garbage

[Anonymous No.10029251]

>>10029235
"shithole" countries is a legitimate thing to say. Carry on.

[Anonymous No.10029265]

>>10029243
He's an actual doctor not a psychologist. I'm in Canada and I've been on waiting lists for like 6 months trying to find a family doctor. Free health care is great and all, but a lot of the time it doesn't even feel worth it when the wait times are fucking insane.

I've had family members who have had to wait months for surgery they desperately needed.

[Anonymous No.10029268]

>>10027937
Dark and stormy. But make sure you like ginger beer.

[Anonymous No.10029269]

day 3 sober after another taper. alcohol is the devil. love you ppl.

[Anonymous No.10029275]

>>10029265
Did you see the Jordan Peterson/Cathy Newman interview Mr. Canadian?

[Anonymous No.10029289]

>>10028374
If you need help stopping or drinking less here's what I do: Take videos of yourself while wasted. Don't upload them to the internet just keep them on your phone or laptop. Watch them the next day when you're hungover. Observe how retarded you are when you're barely capable of forming a single sentence when you think you're some kind of savant. It really opened my eyes to my behavior and now I try to avoid getting to that point. Nothing good comes from it. Even the time spent being incapable of remembering anything awful in your life does nothing since it all comes flooding back the next day. ALWAYS stronger than before.

And don't beat yourself up if you fall off the wagon. You're practicing willpower and it takes time to get stronger.

[Anonymous No.10029299]

>>10028877
haha

[Anonymous No.10029325]

>>10029265
im canadian too and i realize he isn't
just saying stay away from psychologists
nothing like having a fucking psych doctor lie to your fucking face to reinforce the fact you shouldn't trust people and humanity is shit

[Anonymous No.10029344]

>>10029325
My last psychologist was a fucking retard. He'd stare at his phone and wouldn't even feign interest in my thoughts or feelings. Then he'd gossip about his other patients to me. I should've sued his ass for breaching confidentiality but I was pissed at him for scheduling appointments I didn't agree to and pushing me to ask his psychiatrist partner for MORE medication. They were THIS close to giving me benzos.

I haven't been back in 3 years and I'm better than I've ever been. God help those who think he'll actually help him. Therapy might work for some people but it's never worked for me.

[Anonymous No.10029348]

Went to the Cinema with my gf on Wedsnedsay, had a few cheeky beers before, then snuck a few ciders into the cinema, then bought two bottles of wine for the way home, and everything from then up until yesterday evening has been a blur. I think I might have been trying to show my girlfriend mexican cartel beheading videos at some point, its the only distinct memory I have and my internet browsing history would back it up, apparently I was walking around her place with my dick out at one point too and one of her flatmates saw it. That being said she isnt that pissed off with me but the fact 5 days can go down the drain like that is pretty terrifying.

I think I'd better learn to say 'Het!' like pic related soon fellas. I'm pretty sure it'll only get worse from here on, I can already feel the damage that's accumulated over the years and it'll only take another bender like that to go horribly wrong to lose the only person I really have in my life. Good luck to you all

[Anonymous No.10029353]

Been sober two months now. I actually stopped thinking the thoughts that drove me to keep drinking in the first place around week 2.

Really missing the taste of a good rum though.

[Anonymous No.10029360]

Anisette is the superior drink

[Anonymous No.10029374]

Had one of these the other day. It has to be the worst thing I've ever had.

[Anonymous No.10029387]

gave in and havin the ol 8am beer
probably gonna go sleep for another couple hours after im done it though

[Anonymous No.10029568]

>>10029348
kek , do not show those vids to a girl

[Anonymous No.10029577]

>>10029387
how many you had?

[Anonymous No.10029589]

>>10029577
just on my second
was going to sleep some more but couldnt and people upstairs are fucking elephants apparently

[Anonymous No.10029619]

Having DTs and can’t get to shop, hospital won’t take me. I’m seriously fucked

[Anonymous No.10029637]

>>10029374
After the first one you dont notice how bad they are ;p
99 cents a for a tallboy too

[Anonymous No.10029655]

>>10029374
I think Natural Ice actually tastes good for a dirt cheap high abv beer. Like the flavor is actually good. I don't drink it anymore though.

[Anonymous No.10029656]

>>10029619
surely there's a delivery service

[Anonymous No.10029701]

>>10028789
Are you me? I Feel Bad For my son as i dont think i will hold up much Longer...

[Anonymous No.10029730]

>go to grocery store at 9 am
>only old people there
>buy tendies from the deli, fritos, a powerade, a redbull, a bottle of wine, and a handle of smirnoff
DO THEY KNOW?

[Anonymous No.10029732]

>>10029730
Most people don't give a shit, anon.

[Anonymous No.10029753]

>>10029348
You blacked out for 5 days off 2 bottles of wine?
>>10029732
These days, I feel insane anxiety unless I go out late at night in the dark

[Anonymous No.10029761]

gonna hit up the ol' store after im done this beer
pick up a 40 of alberta premium and go into the grocery store to pick up some soda to mix, then come home and eat lunch methinks

[Anonymous No.10029773]

>>10029753

No, I mean that first night set me off on a 5 day bender that I can barely remember any of, you know when you keep going back to the store on autopilot to plough yourself with more.

[Anonymous No.10029808]

>>10028877
>alcoholic uncle loses his license for his 3rd DUI
>I make a little extra money driving him to work since its not that far
>pick him up at 11pm on a friday night
>drank ONE BEER before picking him up
>Brushed my teeth
>"Hey nephew you started your weekend early eh?"

Real recognize real and drunks recognize drunks

[Anonymous No.10029809]

>>10029773
Ah gotcha. When you're sober you're like "I don't need to drink" but once you feel the buzz, man. It's like I wanna feel that forever

[Anonymous No.10029813]

>>10029353
nice job

[Anonymous No.10029820]

>>10029619
not much of a hospital really

[Anonymous No.10029831]

Hey guys i have a question. Are the panic attacks withdrawal or from hangover? Mine are so bad that I cannot drive or even really leave the house anymore

Last night I drank a bit but ended up puking it all up and woke up feeling totally refreshed, not hungover and not really having much anxiety, im actually kind of thrilled because I don't remember the last time I wasn't hungover

I've become agoraphobic. I have to drive across town next week to cash a check and I dont know how the fuck i'm going to do it :(

[Anonymous No.10029843]

>>10029809

Yeah, also the thought of the horror once it's over too, though the irony is the more you prolong that horror the worse it is when you have to stop and face reality again. It's either more booze, benzos or at least 24 hours of a living hell. I really wonder how people drink normally without all this shit.

[Anonymous No.10029851]

>>10029589
God i know what you mean. Here it's the slamming of the front door..

[Anonymous No.10029854]

>>10029831
withdrawal. amped up nervous system. rebound effect, opposite of the alcohol.

[Anonymous No.10029859]

>>10029854
how to stop ?

[Anonymous No.10029868]

>>10028314
i take antidepressants they help allot. I'm at day 3 to man. stay stronk

[Anonymous No.10029870]

>>10029859
taper down rather than just stop drinking. use regular stength beers, drunken slowly, to ease your body down to normal. no morw than one beer per hour. only enough to feel OK.

[Anonymous No.10029879]

>>10029870
cant stand beer tho, i only drink whiskey

[Anonymous No.10029882]

>>10028353
I knew this kid who would slam steele reserves every night. He used to pay me like $5 to buy them for him because he was underage. Dude went to a party in the woods one night, got completely shit face, then passed out in a mud puddle and drowned. He was only 19.

I think about shit like that a lot now. Alcoholics always think they're going to quit one day, and they take for granted that they'll actually make it to that day. But, you never know when you're on your last chance, and trust me your last chance is in the mail. You never think about it, but I know so many drunks who died from simple shit like that, falling down the damn stairs seems to do in the most drunks. It's usually something simple, not some ungodly car accident or disease. I dunno, don't take it for granted, you never know when your time is going to be up. The one thing I can tell you is if you're reading this, then in this moment you still have a chance. After that, who's to say?

[Anonymous No.10029886]

>>10029879
its just for the taper ya fruitloop

[Anonymous No.10029889]

>>10029344
Getting a good shrink is rough. It took me probably 4 or 5 tries before I found one that got it. It's definitely worth it though. Don't hesitate to drop your shrink if he isn't doing it for you.

[Anonymous No.10029890]

>>10029886
how longs it take to taper?

[Anonymous No.10029896]

>>10029656
Not really. Red wine only, I’ll use it if I have to.
Managed to stumble to the shop, grabbed 4 cans, very nearly knocked a load of shit over and projectile vomited the instant I got out the door. Just got back, plan was to drink these and when they hit and I’m stable,go to get more. Just downed one though and puked back every drop. I’m having a very bad day.

[Anonymous No.10029900]

>>10028381
Sounds like you got old, but you are sober enough to realise.
The feet thing may be dye to circulation, try and do some exercise and go for long walks 20m+ should do.
Night sweats, is that due to anxiety, see a doctor if it has been longer than 3 months but he will probably but you on meds and that will most likely lead back to the liquor.

2 days sober here, cant sleep, but damn it feels good not to shit 6+ times a day.

[Anonymous No.10029901]

>>10029730
My local liquor store was in a grocery store, it was way in the back, and it's own little room. So I can't count how many times I'd be there at opening, 9 am, and you'd have to walk passed all the old ladies shopping, looking like shit, half drunk and half hungover, not bathed or shaved, and they always knew exactly where you were going.

I always wondered why the fuck they put that damn store way in the back, put it up by the entrance! Or....I guess people would just rob it then.

[Anonymous No.10029902]

>>10029890
google hams taper. we all use that site here on alck. it takes about 72 hours until things get better. sometimes sooner sometimes later. i usually finish a taper in 3 days. on day 4 no beers and feeling ok.

[Anonymous No.10029912]

>>10029902

The funny thing about taper guys is they're always here a week after they completed their taper shit faced again.

I mean, you could say the same for quitting cold turkey. Quitting in general is hard as fuck. I just don't like fags on here constantly talking about how great tapering is, when it doesn't actually work for any of them.

[Anonymous No.10029920]

>>10029912
cold turkey is a lot more painful if you are dependent. but you are right. its pretty futile to keep tapering and getting readdicted

[Anonymous No.10029921]

>tfw can't drink because benzo withdrawals

[Anonymous No.10029924]

>>10029920
I hate to get everyones' hopes down but isn't general alcoholism recovery rate like 5%? Even according to AA's cult'ish ass?

Sounds to me like you can only get through it by strength of will. Or substituting another obsession depending on why you drink.

[Anonymous No.10029930]

>>10029924
>I hate to get everyones' hopes down but isn't general alcoholism recovery rate like 5%?

I dunno, because I don't think I've ever seen accurate statistics for it, it's probably impossible to even obtain them, seeing how much denial and deception goes into addiction in general.

It's not great no. So, does that mean you're never going to make it, you're not one of the chosen few, so fuck it and drink up? I'd have to say, with an attitude like that, it's no surprise you're an alcoholic in the first place.

[Anonymous No.10029960]

I threw up after one vodka energy mix. How can I become a better drinker?

[Anonymous No.10029974]

What is your thoughts about the Sinclair method? It claims a whopping 79% success rate in curing alcoholism. Sounds like a hefty number. Has anyone here tried it?

[Anonymous No.10029981]

>>10029960
Keep drinking. I find throwing up helps me put more booze in my system.

[Anonymous No.10029986]

>>10029882
>tfw fell and hit my eyesocket or some shit on the corner of my tv(luckily round)
>probably almost lost an eye
>another time i got an injury that was probably what caused my MSSA infection that probably almost killed me
just went and got more liquor though :^)

[Anonymous No.10029998]

>>10029960
Fucking amateur.
But do you realize many would switch places with you if they could?

[Anonymous No.10030002]

>>10029924
>I hate to get everyones' hopes down but isn't general alcoholism recovery rate like 5%? Even according to AA's cult'ish ass?
It's pretty bad. I think it was my sponsor who told me there's a reason you don't see many old timers at meetings

[Anonymous No.10030013]

>>10029974
i take naltrexone pretty regularly. it definitely removes physical cravings. but it doesnt remove your memory or lnowledge of getting drunk. all ot takes is to skip a dose and drink again. the sinclair method is supposed to cause pharmalogical extinction. im not sure if it works. it might.

[Anonymous No.10030038]

>>10029998
Why would they?

[Anonymous No.10030039]

>>10029912
Cold turkey can kill you, give you brain damage, and will kindle you (the withdrawals worsen each time and come up faster.) That's what tapering is for.
Nobody said it had any influence on staying the wagon.

[Anonymous No.10030062]

>>10027875
i didnt drink at all last year. for a few reasons: out of anger because i was robbed by drunk pillheads and i don't want to have anything to do in common with them , if they or anyone else do it again i will be dead sober when i will deal with em no matter if shit goes down at 5 am a monday morning. it also was getting old: ever got tired of drinking so you have 4 or 5 drinks and and then you get in the mood? got tired of that too. had been drinking every 2 days or 3 for 20 years, not too much i think but enough especially since apparently its just no good for the health at all even for the cardio vascular system... might as well continue to stay sober. i feel like i was wasting a lot of time too when drunk, so many fri/sat nights wasted because i got side tracked on some bullshit or just was doing sub par creative work. its never as good when drunk. rant over, comments ?questions?

[Anonymous No.10030089]

>>10030062
so now you're back eh

[Anonymous No.10030091]

>>10030062
What are you trying to say?

[Anonymous No.10030142]

>>10030091

idk, couple of weeks ago i thought i should start to drink again after 1 year of being sober but now that i got going... i don't feel much need for it. it would "break my conduct" or something, not that i have a total abstinence policy . i had thought of it for a while before stopping cold turkey but thought i could never let go of that cruth, fun in a can is dumb and fake but the feel is real so why the fuck i should let go of that when i have so little else that is agreable in my life... some fucking how i did it. anger is an energy i guess. ... felt like sharing this and maybe inspire or something.

[Anonymous No.10030180]

>>10030142
Ok, so if I get this right you've been sober for a year and resisted the urge to drink again? I guess you get a golden star sticker.

[Anonymous No.10030207]

I’ve done my body so much damage. Everything hurts. My entire sofa is like 2 feet deep in empty cider cans, just 3 days worth. Why oh why can’t weed be legal, so many people could heal so much.

[Anonymous No.10030213]

>>10030207
WEEDMAN WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME

[Anonymous No.10030239]

>>10027875

So who wants to recommend a good $100 scotch?

[Anonymous No.10030242]

Does anyone else do literally nothing but drink and sleep? I wake panicked and instantly hit the booze hard. I sleep like 6 times a day, I just don’t want to be conscious

[Anonymous No.10030246]

>>10030239
This is the $10 handle of vodka thread

[Anonymous No.10030269]

>>10030207
Buy weed online tard

[Anonymous No.10030283]

>>10030242
what are you hiding from big guy

[Anonymous No.10030296]

Could you kind anons recommend a whiskey to me? I dont really drink either, budget is 100 bucks at most

[Anonymous No.10030299]

>>10030246
>went to the ol store earlier
>got the cheapest handle
>47 canuck bucks
wew

[Anonymous No.10030302]

>>10030296
crown vanilla

[Anonymous No.10030364]

>>10030283
Consciousness. I just want to sleep

[Anonymous No.10030394]

>>10030296
any idea what kind of whisky you're looking for?

[Anonymous No.10030399]

Used to just drink a bottle of wine or two beers about twice a week. Now I think about a bottle of vodka every night. Want to quit now because it's started to affect my health. It's also tearing my relationship apart and I have alot of guilt. He recently told me he feels like I love drinking more than him and I feel like shit because I realized I do. Probably gonna just go cold turkey and accept my suffering.

[Anonymous No.10030417]

I banged a pretty dirty chick a few weeks back while on a bender, and she texted me the next week saying I gave her chlamydia. I got tested today and am a clean machine, was this bitch just trying to blame her chlamydiated vagina on me?

[Anonymous No.10030428]

i'm relapsing way harder than i ought to be, folks. kind of fucking sucks. i realize probably >90% of alcoholics can't return to a healthy, social relationship with alcohol, but of course, i wanted to be the exception.

wonder how many more times this is going to happen before i can accept i have to quit drinking altogether. it's logically evident, i just don't care enough

[Anonymous No.10030434]

>>10030417
Did you get the swab?

[Anonymous No.10030444]

>>10030207
>>10030207
Hahaha hagaggagagagagaga
DuDE weed lmaO
Weeds illegal here but I still smoke.
Now I have discovered drinking and smoking at the same time. There's no escape from drinking :DDDDD
Wine is just too good. Whisky too

[Anonymous No.10030459]

>>10030399
You probably won’t be able to, plus it’ll cause brain damage. I went cold turkey today (unintentionally) and I’ve spent the entire day absolutely crippled by fear, panic and puking. It’s too much - if there’s any way you can escape it, you will. I’ve got 120ml and 15mg of Valium in me now. Wow what a difference.

[Anonymous No.10030467]

>>10030434
No, just urine and blood. I'm not letting anyone stick anything up my peehole

[Anonymous No.10030473]

>Just this one last time.

[Anonymous No.10030485]

>>10030207
smoking weed in place of drinking sounds good in principle, but in reality, i think it's at best a short-term solution. you'll still crave alcohol after your high wears off. then you'll begin to crave alcohol before your high wears off, and eventually, you may crave alcohol before smoking at all. by that point, all you've managed to do is acquire another vice.

[Anonymous No.10030486]

had a job lined up for 750 a day.

all good. today , 1 week before job starts "send copies of ___"

___ is document that is now redundant across industry but required where this is.

Just losts 81k

havent worked for 6 months

have had 19 beers ,6 to go thank fuck.

[Anonymous No.10030492]

>>10030486
what's the issue? can you not acquire a copy of the document?

[Anonymous No.10030494]

>>10030492

takes a month. job is in a week

[Anonymous No.10030495]

>>10030485
Try doing something healthy instead of drinking, like cooking, /fit/, or art.

[Anonymous No.10030501]

>>10030494
have you contacted the employer about the issue? maybe they'd be willing to overlook it (depending on what the document is) or are OK with having you start as soon as you get it

[Anonymous No.10030507]

>>10030501

unfortunately the job is offshore iran. they are nazi about this sort of shit. i have applied for the document but even the interim document is not accepted

i should have sorted this out just in case in the last 6 months.

[Anonymous No.10030520]

>>10030485
At least for me, weed helps me moderate my drinking more. If I'm high, one or two beers really gives a noticeable effect, and I don't feel the need to keep pounding them. I'm perfectly content with smoking and just sipping a beer for the cotton mouth

[Anonymous No.10030560]

>>10030428
cant think ourselves out of it. its animal brain craving and existential escapism

[Anonymous No.10030580]

>>10030013
If you're that fucked up that quitting will kill you or irreparably damage you, you're going to die anyway, drinking or no.

It takes decades of abuse to get to that point, and most people on here strike me as being in that 7-10 year phase where the alcohol is just starting to no longer work and they're discovering what an actual addiction is. If you can't just quit cold turkey at this phase, you don't really want to quit, and are probably a serious fag too.

[Anonymous No.10030591]

>>10030485
Nah I have zero desire to drink if I’m high.

[Anonymous No.10030611]

>>10028333
that sounds as if there's fucking blood in your stool, dude. That's way bad

[Anonymous No.10030626]

>>10028333
>sometimes they're pale and greasy
That points to pancreatic damage. The liver can rebound in a big way if you can actually go a few months without drinking. The pancreas doesn't recover though. You'll end up with diabetes, and organ failure eventually.
t. greasy poo guy

[Anonymous No.10030634]

>>10029882
Do you feel any guilt?

[Anonymous No.10030654]

>>10030634
Not him but I've had somebody overdose on pills I was involved in. Vomited after he passed out. Drinking too. If somebody had known to turn him over on his side, he might be ok. Either way. We do this to ourselves. It's for everybody else to suffer afterwards for our decisions. These are the choices we make.

[Anonymous No.10030669]

I work at a grocery store and for the people wondering if we know and if we mind. Yes we know and yes we don't care unless you don't brush your teeth, wear dirty / stinky clothes and in general reek of shit. Dirty drunks are a very popular topic in the break room.

[Anonymous No.10030670]

>>10030002
I'm easing up on my drinking, 3 years of getting drunk daily definitely gave me addiction to it to some degree I think. Down to roughly 1-3 times a week, mostly 2-3 times a week, but I don't plan on ever quitting because it just feels too damn good to get drunk. Looks like I'm with the 95%.

[Anonymous No.10030683]

My 12 units and 15mg Diaz are wearing off. Teeth are chattering, hands shaking, closed-eye visuals coming back. I feel like I’ll never feel better

[Anonymous No.10030685]

>>10030669
>Dirty drunks are a very popular topic in the break room.
so when i go to the liquor store unshaven and haven't showered in like 3 days you laugh at me?

[Anonymous No.10030695]

is there something like seasonal alcoholism?
I'm a uni student, and on vacations I go on a 2.5lts of beer every night for two months, then one week before going back to school, I taper it off (it takes me 3 days at most), then the next for days I feel OK, and then I go in a 2-3 months abstinence to reset my tolerance, then I start drinking my usual two or three beers every two weeks as I don't have a really have a necessity to drink after abstinence. Then when vacations come back the cycle starts again. Never blacking out nor feeling like literally dying, but people get worried about my drinking. It's only that I want to drink the vacations away.

[Anonymous No.10030702]

>>10030246

Soooo recommend one of those, then.

[Anonymous No.10030707]

>applying for jobs while drinking
gotta love the internet

[Anonymous No.10030709]

>>10030683
that didnt last long did it?

[Anonymous No.10030715]

>>10030685
Probably more inclined towards people like myself. I’ve spent a year and a half in bed so I literally only have one pair of clothes left which fit. I shower around once every 4-5 months, I’m constantly covered in vomit and urine and if I try to brush my teeth I just uncontrollably throw up. Imagine the state homeless people are in, not so much as a tap or a towel. The ultimate alchie heavyweights

[Anonymous No.10030716]

>>10030695
some people do well when theyre busy. others fall to pieces when they have free time. some people really cant manage free time and they just drink.

[Anonymous No.10030722]

>>10030695
That’s binge drinking. Alcoholism typically peaks with drinking 40% from the instant you wake.

[Anonymous No.10030728]

>>10030722

>Alcoholism typically peaks with drinking 40% from the instant you wake

So you're telling me that it can't get any worse? Neat.

[Anonymous No.10030731]

>>10030722
>mfw when I only drink a 12 pack when I get up at 3 am.
Seriously though, it's probably not good. I can't drink hard alcohol a few days in a row without my insides dissolving.

[Anonymous No.10030745]

>>10030709
Nope. Huge tolerance for both.
Guess I’ll just have to accept it. I have got more of both, but I’m determined not to fuck up this taper. Haven’t eaten a scrap of food for six days, last couple of days I’ve drunk 48 pints of K. 8%, 40ml of ethanol per can. I’m falling to bits. I feel precariously, extensively damaged and I’m determined to fucking escape

[Anonymous No.10030755]

>>10030728
well there is stuff stronger i guess

[Anonymous No.10030762]

>>10030728
It’ll be very rough for a while, police, ruined relationships, physical injury, suicidal thoughts, endless cringe, ruined house, but in terms of drinking severity, yeah hitting a bottle of vodka before even opening my eyes, that’s the worst I’ve seen.

[Anonymous No.10030766]

>>10030728
I can usually only go 4 hours from the time I wake up before I want a drink. Doesn't mean I have to take it but I usually do. I don't keep liquor in the house anymore, only 5% seltzer. Years ago I would drink whiskey the moment upon waking.

[Anonymous No.10030781]

>>10030745
is the taper working at all?

[Anonymous No.10030782]

>>10030685
no we (usually) don't laugh about you but say stuff like
>that guy who reeks like my grandmas ass was here again

>>10030715
we laugh about guys like you because you're irreparably fucked and it makes our lives a little bit more bearable to see that there's always someone below oneself.

[Anonymous No.10030804]

>>10030781
Yeah it is. I don’t plan a schedule, I just keep cans of string cider handy and hit one if the withdrawals become completely ridiculous.
I’ll have another 40ml before bed, then try to keep it at/below 120 tomorrow. The benzos help a LOT.

P.s wtf did I just watch
https://youtube.com/watch?v=X5oT6vFLEy0

[Anonymous No.10030888]

So I've got forty dollars left to my name, what can I buy that will keep me drunk the longest? Would cheap offbrand vodka be the best thing, I have a strong stomach so I've never minded malt liquor or cheap wine but I'm thinking just pure efficiency here

[Anonymous No.10030901]

>moved finally into larger place
>drinking jim and coke out of a gatorade bottle while working on my project car in my driveway (2000 5.0L AWD explorer)
>this qt from next door comes out and introduces herself
>she's visibly nervous and wont look me in the eye
>bs back and forth for a few minutes while I'm working
>she says "soo...I was wondering if you want to hangout this weekend and maybe go get a drink and talk?"
>so stunned a woman, Let alone an attractive woman my age asked me out
>didn't answer for like 5 seconds because of my shock
>"yea sure"
>she smiles and says "nice meeting you _____, See you this weekend"


wew lad, I might actually get laid this weekend.


I haven't felt the warmness of a vagina in like 3 years

[Anonymous No.10030902]

>>10030804
>wtf did I just watch
retarded guy drinking water and being a giant faggot while doing so

[Anonymous No.10030903]

>>10030888
Pure apple juice and cider yeast

[Anonymous No.10030910]

>>10030901
>she says "sooo this is crazy"
>and i just met you
>but here's my number
>so call me maybe
was sure this was how it was gonna go

[Anonymous No.10030911]

>>10030901
Damn son, are you really hot and working shirtless or something?
Haven't attracted girls like that since college

[Anonymous No.10030919]

>>10030911
Realistically I'm like a 6.5-7/10.

No I had all my clothes on, But I am in good shape.


I'm like 90% sure she saw me though one of my windows once or twice since I've moved in with just boxers on. I leave one of the blinds in my spare bedroom wide open so my cat can look out the window during the day, I'm pretty sure she's seen me walking around in boxers in there.


She's a fucking qt too, Like a solid 7 or 8 with a nice body.


Going to have to be pretty dickered this weekend on the off chance I do get laid, So I don't cum in like 5 seconds.

[Anonymous No.10030920]

>>10030901
It was me dressed as a hot chick.
You have been bamboozled.

[Anonymous No.10030921]

>>10029930
>It's not great no. So, does that mean you're never going to make it, you're not one of the chosen few, so fuck it and drink up? I'd have to say, with an attitude like that, it's no surprise you're an alcoholic in the first place.
Truthfully I still have faith in god so I don't have the strength to put the barrel in my mouth; but I've lost almost everything I owned, including my health, before I started drinking.

So if there is a god, no matter how complex his plan, I sometimes wonder why I had to spend a lifetime serving other people so I could watch my loved ones suffer and die while I got several lifetime diseases. The reaper is a cowardly dick and should come get me.

[Anonymous No.10030938]

>>10030920
So am I still getting dat booty this weekend or....

[Anonymous No.10031015]

>>10030903
You mean water, sugar, tomato paste and yeast? It's even cheaper and apparently doesn't produces methanol or something.

>>10030888
US everclear or vodka. UK cider. Wino-Europe wine. Because taxes or something.
Calculate abv*volume/price on your phone at the store or something.

[Anonymous No.10031031]

>>10030888
Cheapest bottom shelf vodka handles.

Where I live the cheapest handle of 80 proof vodka is 10.99. Buy 3 and a liter of the same thing, Should come out to just under $40

[Anonymous No.10031034]

7 days cold turkey, feeling pretty good. Took a foot long solid shit today about 3 inches in diameter.. also am eating better. Fuck booze dog.
>inb4 quitter
enjoy the agony faggots

[Anonymous No.10031045]

>>10031034
Jokes on you. My whole life is agony faggot, Liquor is the only relief

[Anonymous No.10031054]

Made it a week without a drink but I'm pretty sure I'm going to cave and have a couple shots in the next hour or so because I am bored as fuck and there's nothing else good in my life anyhow. Even if I make it through tonight I don't have work on Thursday, so I know tomorrow night will be the end of the streak anyhow. Sunshine and rainbows, friends.

[Anonymous No.10031059]

>>10031054
take any progress you can, thats my motto

[Anonymous No.10031061]

legit barely have the strength to post. Spent the last 3 days in a pitch black, silent room, barely able to move, only waking to chug as much alcohol as is needed to get me back to sleep. Wonder if I’m dying

[Anonymous No.10031067]

>>10031061
sorry to hear that. not going to end well i think.

[Anonymous No.10031073]

not quite sure how i havent passed out yet
that was kinda the plan, guess i didnt drink enough
havne't drnak that much in retrospect

[Anonymous No.10031192]

>>10030919
do us all a favor and don't fuck this up. get a solid buzz but don't get whiskey dick or get so drunk you say something stupid

[Anonymous No.10031205]

Trying really hard not to day drink because I have work tomorrow. A comfy underwater videogame launches today so I might buy that instead to kill time while I WD

[Anonymous No.10031212]

Just woke up still drunk from yesterday and got more, 1 am in the morning Lithuania. Destroying myself, got 2L of whiskey that i bought yesterday before going to bed because I decided to destroy myself completely

PIcture - Me yesterday chugging sir edwards 0.5L bottle

[Anonymous No.10031217]

>>10031205
>verification not required for your next post
That's a first.

[Anonymous No.10031218]

>>10031212
>>10031212
Broken website? no picture

[Anonymous No.10031223]

>>10031217

[Anonymous No.10031231]

>>10030888
Here in Mexico you can buy 1lt of 28% mezcal for 1 usd. That's a lot of booze for $40. However, it tastes like shit and piss so I would go for the $5 bottom shelf vodka.

[Anonymous No.10031234]

why dont you guys just stop drinking alcohol

[Anonymous No.10031239]

>>10031234
Because I'll fucking die.

[Anonymous No.10031264]

>>10031054
I drank every day for years. I'm down to roughly twice a week, sometimes thrice a week if the week starts and ends on a drinking day. VERY rare for me to go 4-5 days without a drink, but I'm fine with that. I don't want to quit drinking, I just want to moderate and control it. I am succeeding in that. I recall being very much in control of my drinking on November and December, I've even got it all recorded in my journal just like the rest of my drinking for the past year or so. Looking a lot better than it did around this time 2 years ago. 31 days in January, I'd be surprised if I got drunk less than 30 times on January 2016... or January 2015... or January 2014... etc.

[Anonymous No.10031281]

>>10031234
Oh shit I never thought of it that way!

[Anonymous No.10031358]

>>10031192
I'm going to try my best, I'm certain and one point I'll fuck it up. Unless she's an alcohol too and understands


I am pretty sure she knew I was drunk/drinking when she spoke to me, My breath had to be like 100proof. An coke and jim beam in a gatorade bottle isn't fooling anyone, I only used a gatorade bottle because It's larger then a coke bottle.


Now all I can think of is that woman, I hope things work out though. She's fucking gorgeous

[Anonymous No.10031364]

>>10031218
Godspeed Lithuania bro, Ever think of making your own moonshine? Isn't that legal there?

[Anonymous No.10031414]

>>10031217
Well, someone's working on the issues at least.

[Anonymous No.10031482]

>>10030715
godspeed anon

[Anonymous No.10031497]

>>10030919
hey are you the guy from the cooking threads? the dickered and patti looking out the window make me think so. i'm a fan of yours, and your cat. good luck with the date

[Anonymous No.10031501]

2 days sober

man I really want a drink

[Anonymous No.10031507]

>>10031501
How you holdin' up bud.

[Anonymous No.10031521]

>>10031507

Pretty good aside from the fact that I want a drink. Couple things, or people, annoyed me throughout the day that started a craving. Guess I need to find an outlet other than the bottle. So hard to do during the work week.

[Anonymous No.10031526]

>>10031497
I lurk and occasionally post in his threads but I'm not OP.


I did use his word "dickered" though, I've never heard someone use that word before and I think It's an accurate description of being shitfaced.


If you look in his thread right now, My cat is the black one looking out the window


Thanks for the luck though man! I need it lol

[Anonymous No.10031534]

Day 1 is kicking my ass. Vomiting non stop, shaking like mad and VERY anxious - like, verging on suicidally scared. I’ve had 40mg of diazepam and 160ml ethanol, yet here I am sweating, shaking, seeing shit which isn’t there, all sorts. This is the worst day 1 withdrawal I’ve ever had

[Anonymous No.10031550]

>>10031534
I wish you luck man.


If you start shaking more I would go to the ER, Alcohol withdrawal is one of the very few drugs that if discontinued suddenly and without a doctors supervision can be fatal.


May I suggest tapering with beer? It sucks drinking and not getting drunk, But not shaking and dying is much better.

[Anonymous No.10031564]

>>10031534
Man I decided to destroy myself drank 1L of whiskey yesterday just woke up a few hours ago drinking 2L more. Anxiety is gonna be strong in a few days. I already feel like i'm gonna pass out and sleep but at the same time im still anxious and alcohol didn't calm me down

[Anonymous No.10031567]

>>10031534

For how long have you been drinking?

[Anonymous No.10031575]

>>10031564

Blyat

How much is it for a bottle of vodka 0.7 cheapest shit in Lietuva?

[Anonymous No.10031578]

>>10031567
This latest fuck up only lasted 9 days, but it was intense

[Anonymous No.10031590]

>>10031550
I’ve been tapering with 8%, and have had a fair amount of benzos. Guess kindling doesn’t play games

[Anonymous No.10031595]

fuck this sober shit, im so fucking poor

1 week til i get paid, gonna guzzle that vodka

[Anonymous No.10031601]

>>10031575
Sir edwards is 6,99eur for 0.5l. It's a whiskey but its easy to chug, can down a few mouthfuls before using a chaser while vodka even stolichnaya is more expensive and harder to chug

[Anonymous No.10031604]

>>10031578

get yourself to hospital

[Anonymous No.10031612]

>>10031604
He shouldn't. He needs to drink more and destroy himself and die.

[Anonymous No.10031631]

>>10030038
so they would be shit drinkers and not miserable alcoholics

[Anonymous No.10031642]

>>10031601

Fuck i love the Eastern European mentality to alcohol, its so fucking free comparing to Norway and how fucking expensive this lifestyle is.

enjoy

[Anonymous No.10031647]

>>10031612

Ok, fuck hospital anon and

Start drinking

[Anonymous No.10031757]

>>10030695
>2.5lts of beer
little more than a sixpack

youll be fine

[Anonymous No.10031760]

>>10031534
jesus christ if you're shaking on 40 mg diazepam and 160 mL ethanol you need to be in a hospital, one of the biggest risk factors of DTs is withdrawal in the presence of an elevated BAC and you are definitely there

[Anonymous No.10031782]

>>10028374
If you're lucky enough to have people that care about you, beg for their help, literally. There's no shame in clawing onto a life you don't want to lose

[Anonymous No.10031811]

Why am in this position again? Am I seriously just not capable of not drinking? I can’t believe I’m going through all of this again

[Anonymous No.10031822]

Should I drink wine or whiskey tonight?

[Anonymous No.10031834]

>every time I drink now a days my stomach feels like it's on fire

[Anonymous No.10031846]

>>10031811
I wish I could give you a hug, or receive one. Or drink more without realizing I'll feel worse when I try to cut down again.

[Anonymous No.10031879]

>>10031822
Wine with friends, whiskey when you're alone in the dark crying and praying for death

[Anonymous No.10031881]

>>10031822

Depends what kind of a drunkenness you want. I feel wine-drunk and whisky-drunk are different flavors and they go to your head in different ways.

[Anonymous No.10031893]

>>10031879

Whiskey it is

[Anonymous No.10031896]

>>10031822
Drink whiskey first then finish with wine

[Anonymous No.10031898]

>>10031881
Beer-drunk, wine-drunk and liquor-drunk are very different.

Beer drunk is the most chill, wine drunk is the middle ground and liquor drunk is the most intense, like a constant beat inside of your head.

[Anonymous No.10031905]

Never again. I mean it this time. I’m scared to death of alcohol.

[Anonymous No.10031933]

>>10031905
put some reminders up in your room, on your fridge, in your car.

[Anonymous No.10031949]

>Be me a few days ago
>My lips haven't touched the devil's liquor in over a year
>Had a cold
>Take homeopathic drops for cold. Two doses (of up to 8 daily)
>The following days, have terrible anxiety, can't barely sit at computer, had to stay in bed in foetal position
>Each dose contains "278mg (0.28g) of ethanol, which is equivalent to 0.7cl of beer or 0.29cl of wine"
So 5.6% of a standard drink or one large table spoon of beer can give me withdrawals.
Welp, that settles the debate about the possibility to ever drink again.

[Anonymous No.10031967]

>>10031949
Stay strong

[Anonymous No.10031974]

>>10031949
christ! this shit is a nightmare isnt it!

[Anonymous No.10032006]

Shot glasses... just seeing a couple cool-looking shot glasses in a Youtube video and my mouth is watering. Damn...

[Anonymous No.10032078]

>>10031967
Thanks. I am.

>>10031974
Yeah, kindling is no joke. I wonder what kind of brain problem I have and if it would be a good idea to have a scan.
I don't remember going cold turkey, but I withdrew hard during pancreatitises. At one point, I would wake up withdrawing even after passing out drunk, and managed to be able to be drunk and withdrawing at the same time. I think that's what did it.
On the other hand, my last few limited benders didn't made me this anxious, and I drank more than a spoonful.

[Anonymous No.10032156]

Why is alcohol so damn popular? It’s absolutely everywhere in the West. You can’t leave the house, go on a date, visit a relative, have any kind of celebration, etc etc, without fucking ethanol being rammed down your throat

[Anonymous No.10032161]

>>10031905

So what are you craving? A shot? Maybe a nice, tasty mixed drink?

[Anonymous No.10032166]

>>10032156
Because it tastes and feels good.

[Anonymous No.10032172]

>>10032156
cuz its been with humans since we could walk upright. became part of traditions, including religious traditions. its part of human civilization. and its legal. AND people like it. hard to avoid.

[Anonymous No.10032179]

>>10032161
A chance to repair relationships with family.

[Anonymous No.10032189]

>>10000000

[Anonymous No.10032230]

https://youtube.com/watch?v=RJ0q6-fY6y0

[Anonymous No.10032242]

>>10032179

Family is overrated. You know they talk about you behind your back. Alcohol will always love you.

[Anonymous No.10032256]

>>10032242
Right in the feels

[Anonymous No.10032263]

>>10032242
>>10032256
At least there are other people who understand me. Now let me just load some hot tea with about 4 shots.

[Anonymous No.10032272]

>>10031949
>>10032078
Damn son, do you think it was just the ethanol or could it be the "drunkness" from the cold meds? Like if you took oxycontin, would it do the same?

[Anonymous No.10032293]

I've been autistically playing this on repeat today while I slam back drinks:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZSlX1zXnfM
What are other sounds like this? I usually don't listen to prog or metal but I like how catchy the song is.

[Anonymous No.10032299]

>>10032293
Oh an don't watch the video. It's cringe as fuck.

[Anonymous No.10032303]

>>10032293
I've been playing this on repeat as I pound:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fEGPAEsTsjk
KAZE NI NARE

[Anonymous No.10032312]

>>10028789
it sucks being a man and having to deal with this yourself or risk losing your loved ones, especially your woman

[Anonymous No.10032336]

>>10032293
Getting some Mars Volta vibes from the singer.

[Anonymous No.10032345]

>>10032263

Good man

[Anonymous No.10032358]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BfIAKj3Gl1E&t
>when your brain ticks you into running outside to get more alcohol

[Anonymous No.10032364]

>>10028789

Look man, I know it sucks and I'm sure you're looking for a way out, so I won't try to bullshit you. All you need to do, the ONLY thing that matters is that you keep your shit together into your sons are adults and can handle it. If you end it too early you WILL ruin their lives. Use that as your motivation for as long as possible and then keep it together just a little longer until they are men.

[Anonymous No.10032377]

>>10028789
Get yourself checked out anon. Seek help. I had suicidal tendencies a few years ago but I got help and was set up with the correct meds and assistance that I needed.

[Anonymous No.10032428]

>>10032345
No. Don't complement me for breaking it. I know better. But the other side is incest rape, poverty, corruption, and back-stabbing cunts including doctors. And that's just the folks I know. I'm not making it better.

[Anonymous No.10032521]

>hammered
>taking a piss
>zone out looking at the bowl below
>think what am I doing with my life

[Anonymous No.10032539]

ONLY ONCE I GOT DRUNK could I beat that cunt Sir Alonne. He wasn't even hard

[Anonymous No.10032555]

>>10032539
Only souls game I've beaten was Bloodborne. One of my top 10. I read terrible things about DS2.

[Anonymous No.10032575]

>>10032555
Still haven't beaten BB. Tried 3x but lost interest :(
DS2 has the best combat of all 3 ds games if I'm honest tbhfam

[Anonymous No.10032584]

>>10032428

Tell me more about the incest....

[Anonymous No.10032609]

Ive been having withdrawal anxiety for two straight days and just saw a mouse in my apartment and my heart almost exploded

wheres gnomebro i need one of his cats

[Anonymous No.10032624]

>>10032555
Y'know after I beat all of DS2 dlc (have to do blue smelter and the double tigers) I'll go to BB.
Playing a souls game reminds me of alcoholism or getting in better shape.. It's a grind to learn the correct way, but you can do it in the end

[Anonymous No.10032630]

>>10032609
It takes the tiniest thing for me to literally gasp, jump in air with sheer terror and spend the next hour throwing up. WDs/DTs did it to me in early 2016, now still affected by it. It’s turned me into this ffs...
https://youtube.com/watch?v=FXOWj9NQruA

[Anonymous No.10032648]

>>10032624
That's a good way of putting it. I think as games they're developed exceptionally well (BB at least). I'm not even that good at videogames but I managed to hack and slash my way through BB.

[Anonymous No.10032655]

>>10032428
It's compliment, not complement. Guess you don't know better.

[Anonymous No.10032672]

>>10032624
>>10032648
For real. You can force your way through with your own shitty garbage gear (Like we can do it by ourselves, tryna hide it from our family), or you can do it hundreds of times and learn what the best gear and strats are (AA or hospital or DT or WDs or whatever learning from the situation)

[Anonymous No.10032678]

went for a 5 mile midnight walk. avoided drinking on day 4 sober. its hard. bless you ppl.

[Anonymous No.10032686]

Week sober.

I can reward myself with a small glass of whiskey, right?

Right?

[Acbn !7CUUUUUUUU No.10032696]

Tfw stealing roommate's tequila to get drunk on a Tuesday

[Anonymous No.10032705]

>>10032686
nope. eat some junk food or pound a large soft drink. or go for a long walk. every day sober is a win.

[Anonymous No.10032710]

>>10032686
Rip my boi
>>10032678
Want to do this, but I moved back in with my mom and she wakes up from the toilet flushing

[Anonymous No.10032723]

>>10032705

What about wine?

A glass a day cures cancer or some shit.

[Anonymous No.10032727]

>>10032710
maybe explain that its helping you not drink?

[Anonymous No.10032729]

>>10032686
Chug a bottle of Delsym.

[Anonymous No.10032732]

>>10032723
one is too many and one thousand is never enough :(

[Anonymous No.10032734]

>>10032723
If it's out at dinner where it's one glass, sure. If you're buying a bottle to get at home, you and I both know you're gonna finish it and roll downslope from there.

[Anonymous No.10032748]

>>10032732
>>10032734

How about cough syrup with codeine? Still got some of that left.
Also apparently recreational weed is legal in my state now. Has to be better than booze?

[Anonymous No.10032755]

>>10032748
if you can find a less toxic, less disruptive replacement for alcohol, go for it. my experience that stuff always leads back to drinking.

[Anonymous No.10032762]

>fiancé left me
>my landlord has cancelled my lease
>I have little money and no savings
>muscles are cramping hardcore cos WD
>no family to provide me with backup money
Can I offer you an egg in this trying time?

[Anonymous No.10032768]

>>10032748
Sobriety is better, but if you're gonna do a one off, weed (not smoked) is fairly innocuous, and DXM as well, and codeine is an opiate. Pick your poison, or stay strong.
>Or just mix your codeine lean with a smirnoff ice and smoke a joint

[Anonymous No.10032771]

>>10032762
whyd landlord do that? noise? late payments? all of the above?

[Anonymous No.10032779]

>>10032771
The owners want to move back in.

[Anonymous No.10032787]

>>10032779
bummer my man. there are plentt of places that rent by the month for like 10% higher than youd pay on a lease. no need to become homeless

[Anonymous No.10032798]

>>10032787
I'd need to look into it. I'm in Australia so rent is a bit fucked here. Best bet would be a sharehouse methinks.

[Anonymous No.10032823]

>>10032762
Terrifying how quickly life can completely swallow you whole. I dread to imagine the state you’re about to get in if you drink through this

[Anonymous No.10032835]

>>10032762
Write a country song, faggot.

[Anonymous No.10032841]

Ugh. 9 day binge resulted in four bin liners full to the brim. Not sure they’ll even fit in the bin, might take weeks to get rid of this shit.

[Anonymous No.10032849]

>>10032762
Here's me:
>fiance left me
>I am an unemployed fuckboy
>didn't know what to do so got utterly trashed for 7 days while she stayed at a friend's house
>She makes the money so she gets to keep the apartment
>move out to my mother's house 10 years after I moved out (how poetic)
>anti booze mother is the worst part of living with her
>can't escape

[Anonymous No.10032921]

>>10032841
how do people last NINE DAYS on a binge? i cant keep alcohol down on the fifth day.

[Anonymous No.10032943]

>>10032921
Dude wat
I’ve gone years, multiple times. Pretty sure most here have

[Anonymous No.10032962]

>work sales
>hate it
>Work hard in December
>Get big bonus+hella commission+inherit money
>end up with about five times what I typically make in a month
>come into work 2nd of January
>hours cut to 5 a week.
>furious
>come home
>get drunk
>live with mom and GF
>tell them I'm looking for a different job
>been getting drunk and not looking for a job every day since.
>next two months rent taken care of
>lie to them and tell them I've been looking
help.

[Anonymous No.10032970]

>>10032943
Sadly yes. A human body can sustain itself for long enough to make it fuck-hard to break free.

[Anonymous No.10033010]

>>10032962
Forgot to mention
>Side gig as standup comedian
>Make a little money at it
>open for a couple of national acts
>fall out with local club owner over him not fucking paying me
>No local clubs will take me
>When my hours get cut I tell my gf I'm going to both look for a job and work on new material/drive to nearby city to perform
>since not working I've gotten three calls from clubs (including the one that didn't pay me apologizing and promising to pay me double to do a show)
>Haven't responded to any of them

and so far the only new material I've actually written is this: "a friend of mine joined the navy recently. Did you know the Navy wears blue camouflage? What's that about? Why do they want to blend in with the water? What if someone goes overboard? They can't find him, because he blends in with the water."

[Anonymous No.10033016]

>>10032962
my dad's worked in the liquor industry for 40ish
years
>niggers
>>10033010
Niggers

[Anonymous No.10033018]

>>10033016
>niggers
thanks I guess

[Anonymous No.10033078]

>break up with girlfriend
>get sad and start drinking
>add a hooker on Snapchat
>shoot the shit for a bit
>asks how I am
>said I've been drinking a bit
>tells me to stop drinking
>it's bad for me
WHAT

[Anonymous No.10033084]

why the fuck do so many al/ck/s have girlfriends ITT?

[Anonymous No.10033087]

>>10033084
>have
had

[Anonymous No.10033088]

>>10033084
had* I think you meant to say

[Anonymous No.10033094]

>>10033088
>>10033087

[Anonymous No.10033175]

>>10033174
New thread.

[Anonymous No.10033977]

>>10028348
May be a bit late on this but happy birthday!
It’s good that you have a relationship with your father.

[Anonymous No.10034116]

>>10030507
What is the job