/ck/ - Food & Cooking

there’s like 4 threads wtf.

Don’t even get buzzed anymore. Just get sleepy and wake up remembering nothing. Tried switching to wine as it is “healthier” to no avail after a couple months; now back on that $11/1.75L vodka every few days again. The benefits of living in Vegas I suppose. Had my first hallucination the other day... saw rats crawling around in my closet. I hope that doesn’t persist. No joy to be had. Only myself to blame. Went to one of those outpatient group therapy sessions for maybe 5 days before it became unbearable. Don’t remember what my face looked like before I became an alcohol. Can’t even get buzzed anymore. Only sleepy. Kill me.