/ck/ - Food & Cooking

>>10526582
>You seem helpless
nah that's pretty on the ball, i feel better about you and anything you might say than I do about >>10526585 since at least you're honest

>and unable to grasp abstract concepts.
I was never really bad with programming and only don't do it because I hate the community, and am not adverse to math or engineering and can get it relatively easily.
I just give up very easily and am very easily shaken by negative performance reviews; I don't like to invest time into things that I'm told are bad. I'll indulge whatever shitty fetishes because they're good to me, but why continue doing level design if I get made fun of for how corners meet, or why sew if machine-perfection is expected and I'm not a machine.

like, shit, I even skip work at my navy unit because I know it's not like anything will be missed; when I washed dishes at some breakfast place, if I took a day off, it was a problem, but if I just don't go to the unit, who **really** notices? no-one, so why go at all, even if I don't get paid, the more important thing is that I don't go sit around for 3 hours doing literally nothing