/ck/ - Food & Cooking

4 days sober. Feel really confident about stopping this time.

I got scared because I started having health problems. I came into a white sock and I looked at it the next day and there was loads of blood in my semen. That and I had to go to hospital numerous times for bad accidents I had when I was drunk.

For some reason remembering that feeling when you come back home with a shitload of booze, knowing you're gonna have a good time is making me feel good about stopping. Like a 'i've had my fun' kind of feel, now I have to move on with my life.