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Ruins everything

Lads, how do you counteract the fear

Jesus, just woke up after like 3 hours of sleep, and my heart is pounding more than it has before. THE FEAR is back

May just be depression speaking, but I kind of feel like I deserve to be this way. In constant state of dying of pain or numb

>>10199538
It's pretty shit, but I still drink that and new amsterdam
>>10199473
THE FEAR

Guys I have the fear. Help me

Any lads willing to spare $3 for someone in withdrawals who could use a tallboy? Waiting to get on welfare but it's not going so well... paypal.me/keanucarson and I'm sure you'll go to heaven. Could give a mega link of all the episodes of Devilman Crybaby in return and definitely pay it forward when I've got a bit to spare

>8 units in
>the fear not dissipating
This is new.

>>9302048
Troll pls go.

>check bank balance
>8.57 overdrawn
>check credit card
>1.11 available to spend
>check payday loan site
>owe them 450
>check cash supplies
>14p
Welp

>>8984795
Not the same poster as before, but yeah innis & gunn is pure shit, like that american water "beer" but with some weird atempt to get some flavour into it

>>8874766
I've been waiting patiently for 6am. Ten minutes ago.
I didn't realise it was a Sunday. They're not allowed to sell until 10.
4 more hours.
FUCK licensing laws. This is bullshit.

>drink from friday afternoon up until early sunday morning
>see parents later on sunday night/evening
>parents think i don't drink anymore
>have to act normal even though I've been borderline blackout for near 2 days straight
>feel walls coming in
>shaky, anxious as fuck, feel like i'm not in control of my body
>get back to gf's house, immediately buy a 4pack of tall boys and drink two just so I can even attempt to get to sleep
>can sleep, still feel like i'm not in my body, cold sweats, sleep that feels like i'm not asleep
>white knuckle monday

and here we are. I do this to myself every weekend. I swear off of the booze and then friday comes around and I say fuck it.

Really making an effort not to drink much this weekend. I'm going camping and I want to have fun and remember it.

Here's to hoping.

AA was okay, but the meetings everyday kinda bummed me out. Although to be honest, every sunday night i think about going on monday if i get the feels bad enough.

Anyone else know these feels?

>>8539153
me too man, me too.

Isn't this image the most real interpretation of an al/ck/ hangover or minor detox.