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>>10078712
so yesterday, I puked up some blood....again. So, I stopped drinking at around noon, and didn't have anything today. Out of work, so a bit depressed, especially that I'm 28 and living at home with parents. Anyways, today went so well not drinking. My ex called me up, asked me to come visit her for a skiing trip, then spend some time at her place, she is a doctor. So, anyways, now I can't drink tomorrow, because I have too much to do/get ready for. And I can't drink Saturday because I have a 7 hour drive. And I can't drink sunday because I'm skiing all day then driving 4 hours to her place. And Monday? Well, I am gonna want to fuck her, and I am hoping by then the alcohol will be out of my system and I will be able to get a proper erection again (they have been very soft the last 6 months I have been binging, even when mastrurbating.)

I kind of want to be clear, so she can see me without the booze. I will be getting some weed when I am there, plan on going to the bar in her neighborhood on Tuesday night, but I will see how good I am feeling. It's kind of like, life is getting too busy to drink again, I have been out of work for almost a year and a half after I got a d.u.i and have been super depressed and gained a bunch of weight. I hope I don't turn her off with my belly, but I think she knows I haven't been taking care of myself and is happy that I am going to be skiing with her, so I guess it is what it is.

thanks for reading.

>>8305265
yea, drank about 40 or more beers in the last 36 hours. on top of a bunch of other things. finally can munch out. feelsgoodman