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>>9461463
Yeah I tried to convince myself of that but brain won't have it

Just this horrible feeling of disconnect and sadness at my gender no matter what I do, even being gay isn't enough to stop it
I hope it goes away when my brain is running on female hormones

>>9457681
Some things can't be aquired with money or power. I fear the worst. A horrible manly tranny. Trapped behind the irreversible effects of male puberty all because I was scared and wanted to fit in, sealing my fate to be trapped in this suit of armour, totally disconnected from the world.

It makes me cry, no one who looks like me should have the thoughts I do.

I haven't drank alone in a long time. But I feel so alone and substances numb me