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>>10075189
energy drinks and vodka end up 8 bottles I didn't know I went and bought for me, can't go back to that, I've almost died in the floor many times. Currently just scooting out of withdrawals, fucked up another would have been wonderful relationship by binge drinking and who knows what I said. As the WD's have faded, the reality starts sinking in of the people I hurt, that loved me, or wanted me to be there. Shit hurts more than the WD's, honestly. I'm about at the point where I go to sleep and hope I don't wake up.