/ck/ - Food & Cooking

I've cleaned up. I'm only on 1mg of klonopin and on okcupid on 500ml of jim beam black.

The psychiatist office made me an appt oct 31 (they're blood testing for alcoholism) but I figure i've got afew weeks to drink before I've got to start letting any levels go to normal. : D

and don't forget it!

been working as a custodian for 9 months, big step down from any expectations I ever had. Stayed drunk before during and after work almost everyday the whole time.

get sober for a few days, start having a panic attack about my life. back in bed drinking

a few days a go a group of girls i used to hang out with a lot msg'd me to get together asking when i was available.
igavesome dates including tonight, there is no way they're not going out tnoight and not able to invite me along except they chose not to

:.(

this is it boyos

fb friended a qt 3.14 on fb I had met once years ago, chatted a bit sober.
Apparently talked to her for hours. no idea what i said. drank 700ml whiskey + 2mg klonopin. woke up the next day with everything deleted, cut on my forehead, her no long my fb friend, not sure if it even happened

no fucks given


btw my fav. Drinking Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l4zfEkKs2ZM

there is literally no reason not to drink if not drinking won't get you anywhere.

remember that.

If not drinking would get you somewhere, it is pretty easy to stop drinking.