/ck/ - Food & Cooking

>>10534593
Isnt that all just so much superficial gloss over the actual pissy shitty details of our lived experience? I went to AA and decided after 6 mths it was not worth succumbing to a consensus reality for the sake of a semblance of health which is ultimatel futile, ever fleeting. Alcohol provides me with the grandeur i simply would like to feel fully comfortable with my self and all its attendant failings. That cannot come from a higher being or purpose but from a sincere attention a sort of sympathy that one will never find when he looks outside of his own heart. Christ i am well shitty drunk now.