/ck/ - Food & Cooking

So that was the worst bender in my life.
First few days were fine but yesterday I didn't have anything to eat and was constantly drunk to the point of passing out. Passed out, woke up, drank more and passed out again. In bed with the "bag" from the bag-in-box-wine with me and vodka on the nightstand. It's morning now and I stated drinking the last wine but went to the bathroom and stood on my knees and puked and thought "What am I doing with my life?".
Got a knife and destroyed the bag of wine and poured it down the drain, never poured out alcohol before.
This just has to stop, will make an honest try.

>>8779246
Real addicts hide everything...
Not sure if that's good or bad....

Is it ever possible to going back to drinking normally and maybe having a few too many friday and weekends after you had your first withdrawl?

Or does the kindling effect mean your brain is now too fucked to ever get drunk again?