/ck/ - Food & Cooking

new al/ck/oholism thread. Share your stories; support, encouragement, ableism.

All are welcome; no judgement given.

I'll start:
>8 years drunken asshole
>750ml rum, whiskey, or 24 pack of beer per day
>5-6 days a week
>alternate between corner store, liquor store and supermarket everyday so they don't know my secret.
>gf constantly finds me passed out on the living room floor for the past 7 years
>why hasn't she dumped me yet?
>starting to feel dull pain in liver
>recently got into big fight about drinking
>so ashamed about my addiction that I turned it the fight against her
>tfw I love her and I need to change or else I'll die alone
>tfw I told myself I'd quit yesterday (for the hundredth time) but I still drank today...

I need to stop this... I'm going to lose her, and once I lose her, it's all over guys. I'll legitimately kill myself.... Give me some strength...