/ck/ - Food & Cooking

Curse my non-Italian, non-Spanish, and non-brown blood.
My GERD has gotten bad enough my throat is beginning to be effected. I can no longer eat anything spicy or remotely unhealthy including alcohol.

Farewell /ck/. I think I should take my own life first rather than starve to death.

Sexually abused at a young age from women in the neighborhood
Formed unhealthy relationships later in life
Molestation continued and than stopped
Grew up semi normally and forgot about those days

Ended up becoming successful in a career but still had social issues
Never understood that social relationships actually matter and I have been a shut in for years
Lost my respect at work
No self esteem
People at work know how good I am but they stopped carrying about talking to me since I had social issues or something
Everyone just ignored me around the office
Treated me like shit and acted like I am an autisitc fuck or something
Shit started fucking up at work, nobody asks me for help anymore and they don't want to talk to me at all
I fall into depression, start drinking and using drugs
Go to work everyday miserable as fuck
Looking for a reason to live
Ended up finding another job, as I leave the company everyone realized how much they fucked up in treating me that way
They expected me to pass down some knowledge to them after I left but I never thought them anything and I just took my leave with a clear conscience
If they believed they were so good and better than me than they had to learn on their own
They fucked up, company lost clients
I'm at my new job for months now, make a lot more money
Still alone, still lonely, and might be headed down the path of alcoholism and drugs again to numb the pain
>I'm 30 years old and people just don't take me seriously anymore
>I might know a lot about my field and I get hired on, but they end up treating me like I don't know what I'm talking about
>I listen to them and the projects fail so I had to pick up the pieces on my own and stop listening to other people............

>have to work away from home for a few weeks
>put me up in hotel in popular Scottish tourist resort
>mfw bagpipes playing through breakfast every morning

>tfw not in capital city
>only burger choice is mcds or hjs