/ck/ - Food & Cooking

Aight boys, been here before. Taking an extra 15 minutes to my 15 minute break, having a cold one. So I got some pretty bad nerve pain. About a year ago I was on a bender and I guess mal nutrition and inflamed intestines did it. Well I just don't think I can do most jobs now because of it. I get home and sit their with pain because I can't be on a computer for over 3 hours a day, or be on my feet over 2 hours a day.
I'm kind of glad. I wasn't made to be doing this gay ass shit anyways. I'm supposed to be making music and telling jokes. I almost joined music school but I was afraid i wasn't going to make money, but now I aint going to make money anyways given my limitations. In a way I am alleviated. No more stress of doing normie shit because I can't.
I am moving on to that next step but I am scared. I am scared because I know myself, and I won't be able to drink on the path I wish to go on. But it is my only path that I won't be a complete fucking loser because of this fucking nerve pain. But I would've hated myself anyways if I pursued this fucking accounting thing, or any normie ass job. So good riddance.
Well you are the first people I have told besides my parents. Telling people really does help.
P.s. I'm gonna sign up for disability so thanks for the money faggots