/ck/ - Food & Cooking

I've been sober for 3 months. Got a new job that pays well. I've been flirting with a girl I work with a little bit. I'll probably ask her out soon. When I quit drinking I started working out every morning and I've been eating healthy. It feels like my body and mind are beginning to recover.

That was a dream I had last night. I woke up with a large gash on my leg and the whole thing feels numb. I puked all over the floor and covered it up with pieces of cardboard. Can't find my phone

I have cirrhosis, but I still drink sometimes. I'll go on a 3-4 day bender before I'm too sick to continue. I'm also diabetic now, so that doesn't help.

I had the most amazing and intensely real dream the last time I detoxed. It was like watching alien tv from various species all over the universe and the channel was changing rapidly. I don't even know how my brain created it, because it was so different from anything I've ever seen or imagined in my life. This was after 4 days with no sleep/food and mild shadow monster hallucinations with the usual bugs crawling all over me and my room. Also puked blood and something that tasted like literal shit for the first time when I was dry heaving