/ck/ - Food & Cooking

>make fun of us for making ridiculous overspiced stunt curries to show off with while drunk
>make fun of us for not liking spicy food enough

at least make your fucking minds up

>dealing with full blown dependence for first time since teen years after a few months of ridiculous suicide binges
>hit the bottom again last week, pretty sure I nearly died and fucked myself over badly with DTs
>tapering this week, managing to drink relatively a lot less and a lot slower
>still going to AA
>have job I love which is the only thing keeping me going apart from seeing my family at weekends
>if they even catch a hint that I'm a drinker I'll be dropped faster than you can say 'Nicolas Cage'
>spent all day today trying desperately to seem cheerful and alert, wearing heavy work gloves so they couldn't see my hands going

fuck lads I'm so close to getting back into real life but it's a tightrope