/ck/ - Food & Cooking

>>10370086
I'm actually still alive, Shockingly.

Getting sicker and sicker though, I think I'll likely die before the end of this summer. If not by the end of the year like my doctors are estimating...

This last month as been especially hard health wise.

Severe nausea and very severe pain, Combined with the w/d of alcohol because I can't drink enough to keep my BAC up because of the vomiting every 5 or 6 hours (end of life cancer does that to ya). I've also lost a lot more weight and am getting weaker physically.

Trying to hold down the alcohol none the less to keep the shakes and anxiety away. I manage though...I still am able to get a nice buzz before vomiting a good percentage of the time.
Trying to stay drunk and happy.


I likely won't post after this post, I'm trying not to waste too much time on the internet anymore. Trying to spend all the time I have drunk and with my family.
God speed all of you.

I'll see you all on the other side, I'll save seats at the bar for you.