/ck/ - Food & Cooking

>>20429566
>I just want a tub of nougat.
What are you making?

I'm fat because of high inhibition and too much self awareness. I can't talk to people, can't go outside, can't make eye contact, and feel incredibly sad and lonely and food is my only comfort. I'm aware of how stupid and pathetic I am, that I'll never amount to anything and no one wants me to exist, so that also contributes to my desire to eat myself to death. I don't go outside anymore and have absolutely no confidence. I can't imagine someone being obese and flashing their pig teeth into a smile wherever they go. The only person I hate more than fellow swine is myself. You see it's a cycle. I've been fat since I was barely 4, obese actually, and there's no escape. Just one step forward, two steps back until I'm in the grave.

If I lost all that weight, I'd have no fucking clue what to do with that. I'd rather be dead at this point. The only thing that keeps me from free-falling into a rock bottom is the knowledge that I can still walk about a mile to the train tracks near my house, where I can lay down and end this fucking misery.

>>13673209
I don't really like spices so
>Ketchup
>Mustard
>Mayo

>toaster pastries (generic, cheap poptarts)
>tub of chunky peanut butter
>gallon of milk
When I was very sad and had a case of what I like to call the fuck-its, I would take 2 pastries, either brown sugar, strawberry, or chocolate filled, and sandwich a huge wad of peanut butter between them. I would make 6 peanut butter-poptart sandwiches out of this and then pour a gallon of milk into a pitcher. Then I would take each sandwich and soak it in the milk for 30 seconds to a minute so it slid down real easy. Afterwards, I'd chug down half the gallon of milk. Strawberry pastries were my favorite because they reminded me of the peanut butter jelly sandwiches mom used to make me. Each "sandwich" was probably 1000 calories (200*2 for pastries, 600 in PB), so 6000 calories right there. The half gallon of milk was about 1100 calories I think. I'd work on the other half over the next hour. In total, this snack was about 8200 calories. The worst part is, there was one day I had a big Carl's Jr breakfast meal and later that day had the peanutbutter poptart sandwiches. Over 10,000 calories for sure.

I stopped doing this when 30 minutes after eating them, I got pins and needles in my feet and hands and my breath smelled sickly sweet for days afterward, no matter how much I brushed. Ketones in the breath or something like that. I was getting diabetic and stopped my reign of terror on my body. I'm still fat as fuck but I consume about 5-10% of the sugar I used to.

Hi anons
How do I know that chicken liver is cooked and ready to be served ? I'm trying to lose weight while preserving my lean mass so I bought 500 g of chicken liver, looked for recipes on the internet but they all were complicated (I'm a total noob when it comes for cooking) so I just boiled it for 15 minutes. I just had some of it and it didn't taste well at all (although no smell). It tasted like undercooked eggs yolk. I couldn't finish it so I just gave it to some random cat in the street.
Is this how chicken liver is supposed to taste ? or did I fuck up ?