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>>10432614
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>>9822198
>7 weeks
eh idk how long it lasted exactly but i was at the point of sweating, shaking in my bed in the middle of day wanting to straight up kill myself because of the anxiety and just feeling worse than shit for whatever reason.

i binge drank bottom shelf vodka that came in a plastic bottle and diet soda (for that aspartme). drank maybe a handle every few days or so. drink > sleep > wake up > drink etc. the only time i didn't drink was when my body flat out refused it and the smell would make me dry heave; at that point i just let my body rest for maybe 8 hours then force down the vodka. i would actually feel worse if i didn't drink at the time but i had to stop eventually otherwise i would have probably died.

>what do you think was the cause for yourself?
idk. i was pretty healthy at the time, was on a clean keto diet, exercised and lifted regularly but then you know, vodka happened. i guess it depends on your genetics and overall health. i didn't really do any permanent damage to my organs but i never did stop being an alcoholic.

i'd stop if i were you or at least taper a bit.