/ck/ - Food & Cooking

4pm, day 2, still no relapse, seizures or extreme DT's. Getting there. Hope all you other anons on the wagon itt are still clinging to your sanity.

3.50am. Painfully tired. Drenched in sweat. Shakes are coming.
I cant live like this any longer. I have to stop.
>awaits inevitable relapse

>>8886833
I abandoned my bedroom weeks ago, it's a no-go zone. I tried to clear it up; cut out huge sections of carpets because they'd gone stiff with piss and dried vomit, abandoned bed because there were so many spilled meals and so much broken glass embedded inches deep into it, not to mention the oceans if urine and acres or pukeshit... now I live on my dining room floor. Once this room is also a health hazard it's off to the lounge, then the airing closet, then I guess I'll sleep in the bath, shed, garden or loft. Too lazy/agonised for pics.