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>>12221503

The world just has not been kind to me. Was born into a shit family, sexually abused as a child, physically abused, bullied, only girl I ever loved and dated cheated on me, manlet, unable to follow my dream of medical school because my GPA is too low unless I go overseas to the UK or Australia (but that costs money), no friends anymore, just crippling insomnia. Wagecuck job I hate. Only my mom cares about me but she'll be gone soon. I am not really obese. 5'10 and as of this morning 200lbs but I am loterally starting to get tits because of how many lbs I gained.. I need to get myself together soon but I always go through spirals like this. I just wish I was never born. The world is a cruel place and although most people would consider me resilient I am beginning to crack as you can probably tell by my alcoholism and weight gain. I am basically just a dumb doomer drifting aimlessly.