/ck/ - Food & Cooking

>>9928423
I'm not confined to bed, But I am always in pain, incredibly weak, and often very tired. My sister had to move in with me to make sure I can get around and not fall from weakness and not eating much.

I'm prescribed fentanyl and oxycodone hcl but I rarely take them, I don't like being asleep all the time and they make me very very tired and constipated (which hurts my stomach even more) . I do use medical marijuana daily and that helps with the pain and motivation. It also helps with the depression of knowing your ticket is up with death anxiety.
I'm not much of a fan of cocaine, I tried it once when I was 19 and I didn't enjoy it. I also don't have much of a sex drive anymore because I feel like shit 24/7.

I have just been enjoying my time I have left with my mother, father, and sister and eating good food when I can stomach it

People say they'll do all the last hoorah things, But in reality you are in incredible amounts of pain and you are often very weak and tired.

I am trying to travel to some historic places but again, Very weak, tired, and in pain.

I am maxing out my only two credit cards and buying my parents and sister nice things.

Also been crying like a bitch lately