/ck/ - Food & Cooking

>>10010061
How often do people shit blood after a night of drinking? Haven't been drinking for more than maybe a year, but started as a heavy user. Now after a heavy night, be it for trying social situations (pretend there's human decency in me) or shitty nights, I shit blood. Hope I don't shit blood tomorrow. Wonder when I'll die. Not that old, desu. Feel like an old fuck, though, which means nothing considering I've felt like I'm mentally and physically older than many people. I've treated and have had others treat my body like shit my whole life. Inb4 some super original cumcuzzler tells me to kill myself because they hate alckies but keep coming to these threads, or inb4 "I don't give a shit" as if I do. Not important and sounds gay as ultra homo tier but does anyone else try to find the willpower to type relatively correctly while shitfaced? Sometimes I don't give a shit, but most times it bugs me for some reason. It also bugs me that I can function better while shitfaced than the average person can on one of his/her good days.
>drunk rant fml shitpost over

>>9883387
>Alcoholics cannot stop drinking.
They can, though. That shit is like an on/off switch. It's just very easy to flick it on instead of trying to keep my shit together sober. That doesn't mean there is some magical force preventing you from not being a piece of shit.
>I say drunkenly like a piece of shit who is probably about to drink more like a bigger piece of shit.