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>>14056859
Fuck I miss being 18 and ignorant . Dont try to grow up too fast kid, its suffering

got drunk before work for the first time of 2 years binge drinking almost every day. no one suspected it and i even brought more booze with me to drink during work. after the alcohol wore off in the afternoon i suffered a horrible anxiety attack where i thought it was a heart attack and i had to go to the ER where they gave me valium for my anxiety and ran tests on me to make sure it wasn't anything to do with my heart. they sent me home and i binge drank again and got suicidal and my family had to intervene. i'm now 2 days sober and i'm going to start therapy and treatment for my mental problems as well as my dependence on alcohol as a coping mechanism. it's been a wild ride y'all.