/ck/ - Food & Cooking

>Buy 28 x 5mg diazepam
>FUCK YEAH, I CAN QUIT
>have drink to celebrate
>have 1 pill too; it's a celebration, and feels SO good
>3 days later
>still drunk
>taken every pill
Impeccable life-choices.

Oh my god the nightmares
Jesus fuck
My house contained a portal to hell, all I had was two kitchen knives to slash and slay such repulsive, demonic things. It was almost impossible to saw through their necks but I had to, to protect my ex gril ;_; she was hiding under the duvet screaming and I couldn't stop them all, they just kept fucking appearing in a variety of horrific forms. Even after I woke I still thought it was real and until my hip flask took effect
To actually believe that something like 'the evil dead 2' is happening to you does not result in a merely trivial amount of fear

There's no escape, I am in a ruinous amount of trouble. A week ago today, I arranged for some professional help. They said it would take a week for it to be provided. Earlier I called them to ask for what time it was scheduled and oh, I see, it's delayed until Tuesday.
I have no money for alcohol. I spent every penny just surviving this last week.
4 days of no help and zero ethanol, with a 7 month daily binge behind me.
Oh well. Here goes I guess. 7 hours in and I'm already shaking.