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>be me
>be 24
>drank heavily for 3 years
>get jaundiced
>legs ache
>go to ER
>liver failure, neuropathy (foot drop), and some mild encephalopathy
>ICU and hospital for a month
>rehab for 2 months
>currently live in a sober living and attend AA meetings (IT WORKS IF YOU WORK IT)
>struggling with serious depression and intense anxiety, walk with a cane and foot braces, lots of muscle atrophy, should be fully mobile in half a year

Stop while you can. Get over the embarrasmeny and go to rehab. Make sober friends, try meditation, and stop isolating on Burmese currency manipulation forums.