/ck/ - Food & Cooking

Binge/Purge anorexic here. I am 25, male, 182/3cm (depends on time of day)

My weight hovers between 119lbs at which point my heart rate slows to about 45bpm and I get scared and binge my way to around 130lbs (which is a BMI of 17.8) and I get afraid, and restrict again. Restrictions last longer naturally.

I track my food on Cronometer. I have attached an average restriction day and an average binge day.

As I am mentally ill this isn't the best represenation but gives an idea, but I am very good at feeling full on few calories. My meals are abnormal too, the meals in pic related are:

>Restriction
I'd have Oatmeal, plain, with cocoa powder that I dip my fingers honey, then the cocoa powder which I suck off.
Then for lunch a plain baked sweet potato with turmeric sprinkled over
Then for dinner, a small cabbage (whole) boiled and drained with a tablespoon of salt added, served with plain steamed broccoli and pinto beans

>Binge
Peanut Butter, Cocoa Powder and Honey on toast with Walnuts and Peanuts
3 bananas, a handful of dates, a handful of apricots, all sliced up and swimming in olive oil
200g Lentils, 2 cups white rice, with curry powder, 4 flatbreads and steamed brussel sprouts
and for a snack I have 10 Oreos that I dip in blended mushroom and ground flaxseed mixture

FYI I am Vegan (i consider honey OK) but that is just because of my eating disorder