/ck/ - Food & Cooking

I don’t have a gf

I really just want an anime gf

The thought alone of a girl genuinely talking to me makes me cry. I haven't spoken to a woman I have any interest in in over 7 years, and haven't been touched by a person in over 4 years.

>every day I wake up feeling like shit
>every day I tell myself I wont drink
>then that time comes around and I'm totally powerless to resist the urge
16 days in a row now. I had one day off at least... After 46 days of drinking before that

>>8712795
iktf

>>8664081
>having gf

>>8594916

i do, and my temp control is broken so every setting is heat of 100000 suns, but i've gotten used to cooking at very high heat all the time in the last 6 months

>>7823105
Why have I never thought of this before?
All those wasted years...

>tfw gotten to the point of only eating if I get fast food

Help me get out of this rut. What do I start cooking to end this hell.

Breakfast:

>whole wheat panella bread with hummus tapenade spread topped off with hot sauce
>coffee
>oatmeal smoothie with blurberries, banana, flax seed, coconut milk and peanut butter

Lunch:

>baby carrots
>romaine lettuce
>banana
>inactive almonds
>Steamed broccoli
>entire package of green peas

Dinner:

>Tempeh sauteed with broccoli and mushrooms over white rice

Snack:

>peanut butter on whole wheat bread
>cum