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You sure you have a problem? Are you sure it's not just a placebo?
Some folks can't just stop.

I don't know why i keep watching porn.

It makes me feel disgusted as soon as i'm done with it. Like I saw this one vid of this older lady dildo-ing herself while she talked about the hottest sex she had ever had. She was like 40.

Halfway through, I was like, "why is a 40 year old woman reduced to masturbating on the internet for shekels?" and it made me feel disgust at everything and myself.

I think it might be because since i've quit drinking I can't find much enjoyment in anything and it's like manually trying to pump some dopamine into my brain, but it only works temporarily.

I'm even put off by sex as a whole lately. Like I have a horny gf who would wanna bone all the time, but i just have no interest in anything these days.

What comfy youtube channels do y'all watch?

The Carpetbagger is one of my all time favorites. He visits tourist traps and narrates them. Sometimes he goes with his daughter and it's just so fucking comfy. He seems like a cool guy. I wish I was sober and functional.

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wj5VzBLDdmo

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also open to any edits, I like this minor one