/ck/ - Food & Cooking

>>15688587
>wake up
>feel sickly and tired
>stare at shower floor for 30 minutes trying not to fall back asleep
>drink cig and smoke coffee before getting in car
>smoke 50 more cigs on the way to work
>feel depressed as i open the door
>"good morning" the other works screech
>do mind numbing "programming" for 4 hrs until lunch break
>feel hungry but no apitite, going into the lunch room also means having to socialise
>go out back door for smoke break and another coffee
>work for another 6hrs
>crawl into car and black out the entire way home
>light a blunt and feel blood slowly return to veins
>cook banquet for myself
>everything tastes great because hitting the 3rd blunt by now
>step into bed at 9pm and instantly pass out

i've tried eating breakfast before, instant fucking diarrhoea and headaches.