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The general state of our relationship and a bunch of shit that I can’t even change, but it honestly came out of nowhere for me.
It’s not food related, but she is choosing to blame her own laziness on me.
She thinks that I’m cold, emotionless, and manipulative. I’m really just massively depressed, but I don’t like making my problems other people’s problems.
I’m not too worried about it and look forward to talking when homegirl is sober.
Sorry for the late reply. Thanks for reading my blog. Post some comfort food.

>be me
>6’3” 215lbs, would routinely pig out on fast food or just body two pounds of popcorn chicken
>overdose on everything except roller skates+ 2l of vodka
>dead for two hours before gf finds me
>everything starts functioning again except for kidneys
>kidneys eventually bounce back
>shitty renal diet for a few weeks, eventually get a clean bill of health
Ever since I’ve gotten out of the hospital I’ve had an insane lack of appetite. I’ve always been pretty healthy/ regulated about my eating, but now I’ll go two or three days without eating anything. The longer I abstain, the less I want to eat. I have to hit some kind of fucking wall and just force myself to eat something.
What are some ridiculously caloric dense foods that can keep me up and running for a while? Bonus points if it’s deinkable.
I have been living off of mostly oatmeal for a while now.
This is fucking gay, I can’t even get down at an all you can eat buffet anymore, it just feels like a total waste.