/ck/ - Food & Cooking

Anyone else on /ck/ a legitimate alcoholic?

>sad, depressed, PTSD from Army, molested by neighbor when i was a kid
>drink literally all the time im not at work, including on the train going to work
>drink only vodka and water to ease hangover an because vodka is cheap and i like the taste of it
>have to take benzodiazepines before going to work so my hands don't shake or have crippling anxiety
>still pour sweat like a fountain
>just to go to work i spend 60 dollars a month on temazepam
>drink a gallon and half of vodka a week


>216 a month on alcohol
>60 a month on temazepam so i can GO to work


How long do i have to live bros?


>only thing i drink. Only $17 with tax a half gallon