/ck/ - Food & Cooking

What's a good food related job that doesn't require social skills? I'm sick and tired of working at In n Out because they're so racist there. You kinda have to be a blonde extroverted 19yo chad (or just female) in order to advance there.
I'm brown skinned though, so all I ever get assigned to do is wIpE tAbLeS aNd TaLk tO cUsToMerS. All day every day. That's all I ever do, and it's absolute torture. I've never felt so useless at a job before! It's as though the white people don't trust me enough to learn anything important, no matter how mich I ask. I suffer from aphasia due to a stroke 12 years ago, so I absolutely shouldn't be "hosting" in the dining room because I can't have meaningful conversations with strangers. I can never hear or understand their replies, so I just avoid talking to people altogether, and "talking" to people and interrupting their meals is the only thing they expect me to do!!

My passion (and main hobby) in life has always been food&cooking, so when I was hired there, I was thrilled to finally get a chance to cook. Every other job I've ever had, I've always excelled the most in the kitchen- but they won't even teach me to do fries or pour drinks! It's been absolute hell, so for the sake of my own sanity, I have decided to downgrade to a lesser job with a worse pay just so that I can feel useful and busy again.

My question is: what should I do though? At this point, I'd be happy to just be a dishwasher in a place full of immigrants that won't look down on me for not being white and affable.