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>>13314191
>sober life is already extremely wild as it is. drugs just make things worse
When I'm sober (and I have gone a year sober just to see what it's like) I pretty much always come extremely close to killing myself. Ended up in the psych ward last time. Mental illness completely fucks your life more than any drug or alcohol. When I drink, I am content and at peace and happy. When I'm sober I am miserable and I am a nihilist. The funny thing is that it's when I'm drinking I actually better myself. I work out and go to a bouldering gym. When I'm sober I don't even leave my room and don't give a shit about anything.

>>13311301
Not him, but who gives a shit? Wageslaving until you're too old to do anything and then killing yourself because you realize you wasted your entire life working so some ceo can buy another yacht. I'd rather go through life drunk and on drugs and happy and die at 40.