/ck/ - Food & Cooking

I wake up every day with some scotch then get into the kitchen. I'm getting severely depressed ever since I had to split with my ex (heroin addict, needed to get away from the area) and I didnt go with her
I thought she was dead, then she texted me the other day and said shes coming back in december for christmas
I'm trying to get in shape again and stop drinking so I can improve my life, I've been in a dead end job for too long and I need to start teaching art like I'm supposed to.

>but fuck I love scotch so much, I've gotten too used to the depression. but if I cant get her back this time, I'm just going to drink myself to death