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>went to the doctor
>bp was 153/101
>drank a shit ton these past two weeks

need help with at home detox. how many sips of vodka do i need for maintenance? ill be drinking green tea and lots of water and orange juice.
any advice is helpful. thanks!

my liver hurts
hungover but drunk again
about ready to warm a slice of pizza

I cant even

>>10189764
>going to bed hungover

someone in my family was just taken away in an ambulance to the ER for alcoholism. They found him in his bed with a beer in his hand near dead. Hes been drinking for a long time, and these past 3 months hes been going way off the deep end. Hes had two major binges resulting in hospitalization after being sober for a long time. Hes gotten everything he almost lost BACK and now hes been spending this entire week Drunk and avoiding everyone and everything, and

you dont want to look like he does. you dont want it. Covered in shit, vomit, and piss, lying in his bed putrid with every bodily fluid, his whole room trashed and reeking of alcohol and shit smell he looked dead.
Imagine the most disgusting room you can live in, levels of disgusting you cant imagine finding yourself in for a single second. Imagine most alcohol you can consume and even more than that in one day. Imagine yourself laying in a coffin instead of a bed. Imagine how these things look. Place yourself in that room with all the alcohol you could ever want, and place yourself in that coffin before you go to sleep.

This is your life. This is what your life can be.
Do you want this? Do you want kidney and liver failure? Do you want to feel 30 years older than you are? Do you want to smell like death when you see your family, friends, coworkers, that one girl that might pull you into a place of happiness one day in a store you didnt mean to walk into so drunk off your ass you vomit on her feet?! NO!

If you want that, you want to die. My advice is to smash your bottle and cut your writs now, because you Do not want to die an alcoholics death. Its disgusting, more than just for the smell. Get to rehab. Take a fuckin hike in the woods. Get off your ass, and DO SOMETHING.