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First time drinker here. I've drunk with my family before but this is my first time drinking alone. I gave myself I'd say about a 1/3 vodka pepsi after I started imagining myself drinking on my sofa and then hanging myself and I got to say it hit me like a fucking wave. I immediately felt dizzy and my stomache is grumbling at the taste of the stuff. I've got about 2/3 left of it and it's definetly been tasting stronger of pepsi now, but do you boys think I was even really ment for the drinking life?