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>>8884443
Everythings much better im not on any meds it was the mood stabilizers and antipsychotics that fucked me up i was seeing shadow people the fuckin schizo usual but now im very balanced happy the only hallucinations i have are bugs crawling and sometimes i just feel like somebody is gonna kill me one time at hastings this dude was walking up to open the store and u had a freak out panic claiming he was gonna murder me but that was a year and a half ago
Psychadelics really help with balance and depression i was misdiagnosed with histrionic personality disorder but it was really my PTSD i still suffer from it as a kid i was forced to shit and beaten if i didnt they locked me in a bathroom told me i was gonna die
my lifes Really interesting
But that part was when i realized part of my life was a lie and that my life really fucking sucked it was a brief period of psychosis
I plan on being a preformance artist and musician i just havent gotten any money
Also those psych meds made me fat thats the shittiest part of my life right now i think it also gave me visual snow and vocal/physical tics