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>>12152904
>sorry
thanks man.
>I'm going through WDs as well atm.
not fucking pleasant, is it?
someone telling you to not drink when feeling like this, well, it's like being in a car travelling at 100mph, which is about to hit a brick wall... and someone telling you to NOT hit the brakes. The anxiety is near fucking IMPOSSIBLE to bear, hence so, so many relapses and so many emphatic CAPS in this post.
right now i have the meds in this pic. they've stopped me from literally running screaming into the streets for... iirc 5 days, but in 2ish days they'll run out, and i'll still have around a week of withdrawal to endure before this has any chance of subsiding.
normally i'd just get so motherfucking high that withdrawal was tolerable, but with 4 fucking piss tests a week because social services and the police are on the case, i'm all alone here in hell with no chemical lover to give me the strength i need to persevere. god i wish this would end so i could relax with a drink or two.