>>9785221
opposite problem
>tfw the bulimia goes from b/p disorder to regular binge disorder
>can feel the weight gain
>have never been skinny, just average
>fear of being a landwhale and also all-consuming need to eat at all times
a-at least I sorted out my purging, right? That's a step in the right direction at least.
to keep this cgl related: scared if I gain I won't look good in lolita. I hate mental illnesses. Here's to getting better - you should eat and I should not eat.