>>9707501
I know, and I agree with everything you just said. It's kinda funny coz the extra purchase I made, that pushed my main account almost certainly into over-drawn, was about $60, it's like you're psychic or something.
The weird part is, I'm trying to stop a long pattern of hoarding as well, like I've gotten it down to just having a very full bedroom, where before I had to kick stuff away to make a path through my room. I want a minimalist life, but my actions aren't matching my goal.
I don't really have anyone I can talk to irl either, I don't want to stress my partner out or put that strain on our relationship, my father is a bit of an enabler, and I don't feel like dumping my shit on my friends. I've had therapists not take me seriously before about this too, and with the holiday season coming up it's a bad time to look for a good therapist.
Thank you for saying all that though, and sorry for the essay response.
I'm not gonna say I'm gonna try harder, coz I don't need to "try", I need to just get my shit together and do it(stop spending).
I need to stop saying it's okay because I do have some savings put aside, because I could be adding more to that savings and work towards my minimalist goal in one stroke by not buying more crap.
I just wish that I had this moment earlier, but I guess it's better late than never.