I'm absolutely obsessed with lolita.
Whenever I find an item I like and have the money for it, I buy it. Lolita is my priority in life. I could maybe travel more/do more things with friends/...but lolita it my top priority.
I'm affraid of not finding a job or something not only because I need money to live but also because that would mean I would have to sell most if not all of my lolita. That and not being able to buy any.
I'm beginning to have more lolita clothes than ""normie"" clothes for when i have to go somewhere with my parents/the hospital/...or when i'll have to work but I can't bring myself to put money into normal clothes that aren't lolita.
I'm too lazy to dress in lolita everyday (I want to feel rested,do my hair and makeup properly which i usually don't do, i just brush my hair or put it in a bun and voilà ) but I take so much pleasure in looking at my dresses,my accessories,the details,...
Thank god for my wallet i'm more into old school or 2009 prints but god, sometimes i'm so obsessed with having more money for more lolita it's annoying. I wouldn't ever sell my body or something of the like for it but I wish I had endless funds to fund my obsession. I love this fashion so much.
When I don't have money and am not stalking LM/FB/Fril/Mercari/rakuten/mbok... i'm stalking lolita blogs (english,japanese,spanish,french,...) and japanese keywords for some obscure mangas,dramas or animes or videos with lolita in it.
Lolita, not even once.