Before I start this, I want to say, I'm a girl. have periods, born with a vagina, that shit.
>used to enjoy cute things
>always been tall, with an oblong face
>sweet lolita, fairy kei, all cute shit
>lifestyled and was happy as can be, despite some people being rude
>nothing fits me i'm too tall, the older I got, the more aware I was of this.
>start noticing the negative comments more, from strangers, the jfashion community, family, and even crushes/ people i've dated
>"you're too tall to look cute"
>"excuse me, are you a boy are a girl?"
>"boys shouldn't wear dresses, lol"
>"the fuck are you, some sort of drag queen?"
>"if you were shorter you'd be cute, but with your height and face shape you look like a crossdresser"
>"sorry anon, I like shorter girls"
>"tall girls should only wear classic lolita, sweet makes you look like a sissy"
I.. can't enjoy the fashion anymore. I put on the outfit that once made me so happy the other day, looked in the mirror and just started to cry. I felt so dysphoric.
Its really hard accepting that your body isn't right for the fashion you enjoy.