>Had really shit couple of weeks, work crap, money tight, apply for jobs, relationship problems, rental problems etc.
>Stress level maximum plus hormones=friends and family worried
>Home life is shit see above
>Excited about lolita meet coming up might be good to get out have fun etc. It's a fairly inexpensive/casual meet so guilt free
>Have a week day off so work on dress that's almost finished for meet. Nervous about wearing handmade but happy it and matching accessories come out pretty good
>Talk about meet, let partner know I'm excited about it etc. Partner doesn't want to come which is fine, don't ask to bring him and secretly don't want to. Half the reason I want to go out is to have sanity being around other people for awhile. Half of the stress is caused by his laziness and dependency on me
>Day of meet, still have tiny issues with dress (waist ties made but unsure where to put buttons) but fine without so all ready, everything is going ok, I'm happy with make-up for once and I feel cute
>Leave and get down street and realise no umbrella as it starts to rain
>Go home to get umbrella and partner jumps in the car
>Why you do this? You didn't want to come? "I'll just drive you there, don't you want to spend time with me?" No time now, don't want to fight just drive we'll talk on the way
>Massive fight, "Why don't we just go see a movie", "Why do you want to do x we would have more fun doing y?" Weather is terrible can't see anything, hail hits so take cover in shopping centre.
>Don't go to meet.
>Try to salvage day by roaming shopping centre with partner, try not to fight
>Have sushi, go to arcade, wander shops, I guess this is kinda like a date? Actually have a little bit of fun
>Little girls call me cute
>Better than expected? Or partner gets what he wants like always?